Arcangelo

No, and no. Also you are supposed to take 1 to 3 month breaks between doses. It's better if you take your dose all at once, is smoother on the brain that way. You don't want to be dipping. This stuff is neurotoxic, don't matter how clean it is. People don't do their research and end up taking it every weekend effing their brain chemistry. To avoid heat stroke set and setting is the answer. DO NOT take it at a party, take it either alone or with someone you completely trust. If you are aware of the heatstroke thing it will make sense for you to take it easy and try not to move a lot during the trip. Have an air conditioner? To avoid depression set and setting is the answer. DO NOT take it at a party, take it either alone or with someone you completely trust. And take it only once every 3 months. After each dose make sure you got absolutely nothing to do the day after, buy avocados and salmon, drink water, exercise and SLEEP a LOT. My first MDMA trip was like going to therapy for 20 years in 6 hours. But that's because I did it under the right set and setting. My intention is always to heal. Absolutely. Safer in general. Arc

I found mine in the street, like 18 years ago. She was a 10. She was a dancer. She was street artist. I had seen her by my old neighborhood. Then I saw her in my new neighborhood. Arc: -''Hi I have seen you around XX'' After a short interaction we exchanged phone numbers. She was never my girlfriend but we went out a couple of times, and had sex once. How do I know she was a witch? Because she told me that she cleaned her house using a blend of leafs from pine trees, eucalyptus, mint, rosemary and prolly something else. And at the end she told me: -''That's how us witches clean our houses.'' She also introduced me to salvia, the plant, not the extract. She knew where to find it, she was like a herbalist. Arc

One day I invited a ''hood girl'' to smoke a joint with me and while we were smoking I kept asking questions to the point of her saying: -''What's up with all the questioning?'' She was prolly just using me for free weed. I was dumb back then, I thought I could buy her with a joint. I smoke alone nowadays. Arc

Thanks Pro! Yesterday I went to my grandma's house. At the bus stop i said Hi to a girl but she ignored me like i was a mosquito. In the bus I met a girl, her name was Angie. She wasn't interested at all. And when I hop off the bus I said hi to a girl that ignored me like I was a mosquito again.

Check out this summary ''20 republicans will have to support his removal'' That will never happen, and everybody knows that. I mean you gotta be on wishful thinking steroids to think that 20 reps. are gonna support this. Hang in there guys, it's only 4 more years... Arc

It was alright, normal. I just go there, sit at a bench and take my shoes off, it's called grounding, it's supposed to be really good for the body.

Me, 8 years ago. I went through a honey moon phase with my sobriety, I think you are going through the same, enjoy. Knowing that i was not gonna feel like shit the day after really improved my happiness levels. Keep going Am you are an inspiration (I am meditating too.) Arc

Leo has a video: Stop moralizing, eliminate the shoulds out of your life. The odds for a divorce are 50/50 when you get married. Will you jump out of a plane using a parachute with those odds? Obviously no right? Then why marry? I am saying that getting married is not a good idea for anyone, man or women. Arc

Thank you SO MUCH for this post! ^ You see? I told you guys. This is why is not a good idea to get married in the first place. Arc

Haha is this a troll? How do you know that? Oh man this is gonna be a long response. For me is the whole I am god you are god thing, the whole i am you, you are me thing. Almost no ego, almost or completely enlightened. Not being able to distinguish the separation between you and the world. Feeling like you know everything, feeling like you ''get it'' All the good stuff science can't prove, but you don't care because it is real, you clearly see the limitations of science, etc. I read that he married her when she was six, and had sex with her when she was 9. Are you OK with this?

Yeah, i checked but tier 3 belongs to integral theory not spiral dynamics. But IDK i might be wrong. Leo crushed my paradigm when he explained that we can demonstrate to ourselves that we don't have free will. I thought I had free will up to that point. If you are OK with Mohamed having sex with a 9 year old. It will be near impossible to crush your paradigm. You know you come across like a stage blue person right? I am orange but i have lots of green and a little yellow in me, and when i take psychedelics i can reach turquoise in some sort of way. How would you label yourself using the spiral dynamics model?

There is no Tier 3 in spiral dynamics is it?

But is so simple, you either see them or you don't. It's a matter of perspective. Seems to me that you are trying to be politically correct. It's like me asking you do you see that bird in the sky or no?

Can you answer this question with a simple yes or no answer. Yes or no?

Yeah I have that post in my journal i have read it several times thank you. The discussion is not about that. The discussion is about seeing some traits in Feminism that are a threat or unfair. Do you see some traits in Feminism that are a threat or unfair @Serotoninluv ?

I don't want to derail but i made a thread about this recently. I asked a girl her name and she told the security guards that i was harassing her. Never happened to me before. True story, it affected me psychologically for days, still does. Being called a sexual harasser and having to talk with security guards about me not being a sexual harasser is no joke. It takes a toll on your psycho-spiritual well being. What's funny is that she told me her name: Scarlett Peace Arc

''If I see some traits of Feminism as a threat or unfair is because I´m biased?'' > No, it's real. I do see some traits of feminism as a threat and unfair too. You are not alone. Me too. Everybody is a bit too sensitive nowadays. For example if i say some women this or a lot of women that i will get in trouble. If I say hi to a woman she can take it like sexual harassment and go to the police. Crazy times we are living in. I really hope i didn't offend anyone with this post, I apologize in advance if I did. I cherish the privilege of being able to post at actualized.org I like virtually interacting with other actualizers. Peace Arc

Yes i enjoy the process. It is a lot of fun, sometimes they blush, sometimes i blush, and sweat. Being aware of eye contact being aware of smiling. Going from trying to have a silly excuse to talk to them to only say: -''Hi'' and go from there. Learning not to take it personally. Improve my self esteem by talking to girls that are out of my league. It is almost like being an actor, you kinda have your lines prepared. At the end of most interactions my spirit feels uplifted. Sometimes i go thinking: -''What if this is the lucky one who says yes?'' That feeling is great. Brings me out of the comfort zone.

Because I don't have a girlfriend. Because I don't have a social circle. Because I don't like dating apps. Because I am too lazy to study something like nutrition, and do pick up/meet someone at school. Because I am too lazy to get into hobbies that girls like, like: yoga, Pilates, art classes, acting lessons, go to cool seminars/events, etc. Because it makes me feel alive. Every rejection is like doing a push up. You can not pay anyone to do your push ups for you

Today I said hi to a girl on my way to the supermarket, she said hi but kept walking.

I predict that Trump is gonna win the 2020 election. Arc

Yeah, but from what i heard is not complete, it is still not as perfect as they are gonna make it. We already have fake rubber vaginas sold on the internet, and masturbators. They are prolly gonna find a way to plug the VR to the masturbator or to a plastic doll. That's the VR porn i am referring to. I quit porn a long time ago, like about a year ago. Leo's self deception series and the 30 ways society fucks you in the ass videos helped a LOT to bring awareness about how pathetic it is to watch porn. The only way i would watch porn is with a girl by my side. It will be like an instructional/educational video, is not gonna be a replacement for a real life partner. It's only gonna get worse, in the distant future we are gonna have sex droids for sure. But that's not gonna be considered porn. It will be called robot sex or something. Oh man I was truly addicted to porn during my 20s. I would be late to work and to classes because porn was consuming a lot of my time. During my 30s i wasn't that addicted but still watched lots of porn. Now i am porn free, i do every now and then get the itch to watch it but i don't. I know is not gonna get me anywhere, i know those are not real girls, they are just pixels. Basically i understood that the map is not the territory. I also heard about guys that could not have an erection w/o porn, that scared the shit out of me, so i stopped. It's one of my accomplishments in life that i am very proud of. If i could do it anyone can do it. Check it out Minute 3:16 and minute 3:19 I disagree 100% as actualizers we gotta be able to control ourselves. I hope i didn't offend anyone. I apologize in advance if i did. It's evolution baby! Arc

My girl used to call me spanky. Arc

Hi, today i talked to a girl that i liked. I was going to the supermarket and outside of it was a fake blonde with tattoos. She was having trouble opening a water bottle and before i offer to help: Her: -''Hey could you open this for me?'' Me: -''OFC, here it wasn't that tight'' Her: -''Yeah I know but my shoulder hurts, I fell in the bathroom yesterday'' Me: -''Oh really'' Her phone rings and starts talking to someone Her (while on the phone): -''Thanks young man!'' and walks away Me -''You are welcome.'' From now on I am not gonna label these girls with numbers. It is immature and prolly a little offensive for the women that are reading. So from now on: 7, 7.5 and 8 = Girl that i liked. 9 and 10 = Girl that i really liked. This interaction was cool because she didn't reject me, and she called me a young man. I told you guys that i look younger than my age. She didn't have the chance to reject me. Who knows she prolly knew where the interaction was going and pretended to receive a phone call, who knows... See you next time! Arc

Keep going Am. You got this! Arc