Arcangelo

Dude what feelings? Guy sees a girl, soldier goes up, guy gathers the balls to go talk to her to make his soldier happy.

@ColeMC01 Are you trolling man? Neediness has nothing to do with numbers. If anything you will be less needy the more you approach.

Hey Rap! hope you are good. Here is my advice. An advice from someone as fucked up as you are, so prolly the best advice or the worst, I'll leave it up to your judgement. Just. Give. Up. Give up bro, give up on everything seems like you already did anyway. You said you had family money so why do you care? We evolve only if we have to. Since you got your level one needs filled, why care about anything? You don't need to evolve. The thing is that there is no free will, surrender to that. Accept that you are one of the laziest persons in the world (I am the laziest BTW) Now that I am 40yo I made my own bed and it sucks ass. Really. But since I was your age I have seen over and over again how I sabotage myself. I didn't ask for any of this. So if I was you knowing that I am set for life financially I will buy lots of LSD, lots of weed and spend time in nature doing sports not giving a flying fuck about me being a good for nothing, lazy kidult. Use that money to go out on trips instead. My advice. If you want to use psychs to treat depression I will advice you to microdose 15-25 micrograms every 2-3 days for a month or so. Arc

Do you drink coffee? Eliminate coffee if you do.

100% wrong. Check my pick up diary. Although when it worked she was giving me choosing signals so that's probably why it worked. Never say never Arc

Exactly. I had a friend like this. He is no longer my friend. I already have my own mind to sabotage my own self, that's already enough to top it off with a human being telling me what to do and what not to do, and telling me how I am gonna fail. F all of that crap. I got rid of the death weight. I am glad I did, only thing I regret is not doing it earlier. @Chumbimba Why are you playing basketball during the pandemic?

Oh man that frequency music is the best when tripping, smoking weed or whenever when you are doing whatever.

NO.

Amen brother!

Wow! Do not feed the troll guys.

I love LSD. I try to take it once a month at least.

I talk to girls I don't know with the intention of having sex with them and if it goes well I will consider having a relationship with them. I do this wherever I go: supermarket, bus stop, inside the bus, a sidewalk, public gatherings etc. Am I a PUA? or nah?

A panic attack is coming face to face with death. When having a real panic attack you are certain you are going to die, but you don't. Awareness alone is very curative. I don't miss at all having a panic attack but in retrospective panic attacks were valuable lessons, they were like gifts life gave me. It's like conquering death once you make it through the panic attack. It's like being born again. Breathing deeply, knowing that it is all in your head and that you are in control was how I dealt with them. I have heard about people getting panic attacks on the daily, for years. That's a whole different ball game, that would be hell. Hope your friend gets well soon.

I am a good looking guy. Every good looking guy will tell you: -''Looks are irrelevant bro.''

Green reacting to orange, glad I am yellow. In this axis at least.

Yes guys I am sorry, the isolation, the pandemic and my own frustrations made me write that silly post. I apologize. Arc

YES.

You need to be really F-ing stupid to go to a protest while pregnant.

Yeah so? Why do we here at actualized.org have to care about his death? 270 killed themselves since your last post. What's the big deal?

Every 40 seconds a person commits suicide. Why do we have to care about this particular gamer person?

Guys this is a troll. LDO

Xanga. @The0Self Doesn't know what he is talking about, disregard his words.

Hey Rap I see you dropped out of college. I am drop out too and I regret it too. Maybe go back? Whatever you do, DO NOT throw away your notebooks. I am crying over my lost notebooks now that I am back to school 13 years later. It's never too late.

How would you deal with a woman not investing enough emotionally in a relationship? I would deal with it by understanding that I am not in a relationship like I thought. It's just sex, enjoy! Sorry to break it to you but she is probably having sex with other dudes. That's what it means