Aquarius

Dude why did you get so defensive? I do not know you, so I didn't know! I'm sorry if you thought I insulted you.. I just meant people here do dirty things like if you are a friend of a friend of a friend you can get higher on the social leaderboard. 35k in my town if im right thanks for writing all that and trying to help. It's just super hard for me. especially with all my psychiatric medication.. Dude thanks for not letting go of me! I work from home right now on my art business but I want a job in GSM. I want to learn a bit of phone decoding and all that stuff, IT things. That would pay nicely. But I'm good with computers. Or else I need to work in wood factory which is not really female work. And people who don't like you will make you suffer there. Big dogs, we call em.. you know how it works. Again not trying to insult you. What i meant is that you must know how it works. You are older than me also. Much respect man. As a female it's also harder to find work.

There are no job opportunities in my small town, unless I get higher education. Things work more dirty in real life than you'd believe. Being a cashier would be a huge blessing, but nobody would want me to be a cashier. I got some reputation here because of my mental illness. I'm living a hard period.

Note to self.. My plans for today would be: 1. get therapy from 7cups do some exercises on 7 cups say self-love affirmations discuss traumatic childhood events with mom talk to mom, small talk, deep talk, or anything? reply to SOME messages from friends i didnt reply to in the last 6 weeks delete some unknown contacts from facebook interact with people's stories on facebook call a few friends (if in the mood.. im quite distant today) say a prayer for health listen to brain playlist subliminals ( 100% brain activation + heal all brain illness) tell family members you love them and why you love them. offer gratitude. express opinion freely 2. take care of weekly feet hygiene facial make-up and healthcare beauty subliminals from velmental playlist wash teeth 3 times MINIMUM clean room dress nicely even at home love yourself unconditionally <3 look in the mirror and notice how beautiful you are <3 draw your favourite character in a cute sketchy style 3. write essay about yin yang and god comparison pray to god listen to insights meditate to psytrance pray watch religious or spiritual content from watch later on youtube Wow I have a full day x__x

There are people saying subliminals are not working. Don't be fooled.. there are actually people trying to keep it secret. Cause it works so well. My boyfriend used subliminals for a month now. We had a playlist together but I couldn't listen cause I wasn't home and had no phone for 5 weeks. He got pale skin, scar removal, feline eyes, slightly reddish hair, sharper facial looks, smoother skin... Wow. He even made me squirt today.. God knows what else he listened to! Some subliminals like eye colour change can work in 2 years ... others work in 1 day or first listen. Especially chakra ones work fast.

I realised my lifestyle cannot be maintained without meat so now I am an omnivore. I'm sad, because honestly ... if I am quite frank with myself it was because of spiritual or psychological reasons. Yes, the propaganda. I love the taste of a good ham and a good spicy salami. I just want to live my life without feeling sorry for the animals. They're already dead, its already done. Even if you don't eat it, the sin is done. Idk, maybe I'm just mindgaming myself again into eating meat. I have friends who don't eat meat because their body cannot take it. But they supplement protein a different way, I am taking supplements right now, multivitamins. To reverse the bad effects. And eating tons of meat and eggs and all that. And I feel great and have a good shape and no problems with health.

That was my first thought. I did sublingual melatonin and I overdosed to hard that I went on a psychedelic trip. Lmao was cool. I never took psychedelics before. I don't think I ever will. If I want a trip I just don't take my meds. *shrug* I'm on so many psychiatric drugs... today I got my injection. It's sad how it's limiting the insights I get from God....

In some states I am aware of all you say but I just took a huge dose of psychiatric medication. IT's sad how it slows down my spiritual progress. My mind is naturally psychedelic so I don't need to take psychedelics. But I need to to psychiatric meds to function as a member of society. Beautifully written key insights that I loved to read, thanks @Inliytened1

doggos are so cute tho oooomff. <3

As an insight, humanity is full of shit because it works like a heard of sheep. Copycats and whatnot. I really enjoyed the psytrance in the background lmao. We love you @Leo Gura <3

Thanks! Good luck to you too with whatever you are working on!

Looking for feedback. Didn't go too deep just kept it simple.

Aww thanks I have no fear cause I'm not attached to my ego anymore. Wherever the flow of life takes me, there I AM.

@Arcangelo it's not that easy. it's a work in progress. I have other stuff going on now.. and 22? in my country that's like being a child. I had mental health issues recently and I just wanna feel good with my family. We are alright with each other now. They're all I have basically..

@DreamScape I know, right?? @apparentlynoself My favourites are Quadible Integrity, Warlock Frequencies and Frequency Wizard. Also Velmental Audio. @Arzack Well, maybe. But I might not seek Nirvana just yet. Or maybe I've been there and now I'm just playing the game of life? @traveler Haha yes he made me squirt. It's possible to make a woman squirt without touching her vageygey I felt awkward to share that, but I thought it's a good insight.. he claims latino music changed his lifestyle? not a subliminal, but music is powerful too! @Recursoinominado Who you listening from? @remember not sure what you mean by sublingual. Well yeah that too, sublingual, but I use ones with energy work and universal mantra and sigil works like Subliminal Warlock. And I achieved great stuff that seemed like miracle. But I wasn't a dedicated listener. I listen to simple subs made by youtube community members, but also professional ones. I used to be a creator too just had no time. I had quite a few channels and people got results from mine. Very happy to change lives. @Recursoinominado I also make my own. With simple audacity and recording my own voice or robot voice. Eh.

No wonder some call this era we live in the 'age of misinformation'...

I thought that was fake news or lies rather? dogma is something else. usually used religious or cult related topics, the word I mean

@Danioover9000 So what OP meant by dogma is that Leo doesn;t just say advice to help people, but he thinks of himself as an authority figure and refuses to accept criticism. Which makes me angry because you cannot tell him that he is wrong unless you come with very strong evidence. But when he gives advice, it's really blunt and must be believed. Also sometimes his advice is dangerous and flawed. He is not the only teacher or expert on this forum. He has to be more humble or he will keep losing followers. And see? I criticized him constructively, he has no reason to attack me. That's what I meant by empathic advice. Dogma doesn't mean teaching or helping. It means authoritarian belief. And I don't want to be Leo's enemy, just want to help people understand his teachings. Cuase they are true teachings just he communicates them in a masculine way and I can communicate like a female. That's all. So you can chill out @dinone

Dogma means ideology. Friendly lighthearted advice is not dogma. A doesn't equal B You are highly confused and now you are demonizing me and creating a circular thinking dogma - a principle or set of principles laid down by an authority as incontrovertibly true advice - guidance or recommendations offered with regard to prudent future action. empathy - the ability to understand and share the feelings of another.

Why do you think you're gay? You said you feel disgusted of the thought of penis. But depends also on how old you are. If you're a teen, maybe you like guys but not sex. Because teens are not always into sex. Maybe you're Asexual Gayromantic. Romantic love and sexual love are not the same. And there is also friend love and squish and all that stuff. I used to be asexual when I was about 16-19.. now im Heterosexual Biromantic. LGBTQIA+ labels really help sometimes to know yourself. Stay hopeful

I just read through the lines didn't read everything so sorry if I say some wrong things or misunderstandings. But to me it seems like both of you are quite young and immature and know nothing about relationships. A relationship you have to force is likely shit. Just like fart. If you force fart, it's shit. Sorry to say. Also you mention being scared you never find someone to not feel lonely every again. Two things wrong with that: you are never alone, you are the You-niverse, both on micro and macro sense. You are always connected to people and living beings and non-living-beings too. You are never alone because you are in a society. But also, feeling alone can be a sign of maturity. And independence. You need to love yourself more and be your best friend. I recommend you stay single and work on yourself. Take care of the flower, the butterfly will come. Don't force yourself on others. I've been there and it's shit. Just my advice, and I know I was harsh. But you needed to hear this. I wish someone told me this when I was in that kind of stuff. The good news is that you can find yourself in hobbies and other cool stuff. And Matthew Hussey is a cool dating coach that has a book Get The Guy. If you read that you'll change your mind so much.. Good luck! Stay happy

In my direct experience, my reality is the only reality. So umm.. *shrug*

Oh snap @UnconsciousHuman I agree Leo seems highly dogmatic and deluded. He does have good advice but he is toxic. I love his old content tho. I'm not a sheep so... good info is appreciated from Leo, wrong fake info is unheard or ignored with other words. Also remember Leo didn't want this to happen. It was his biggest fear. I will try to save people from their dogmas with my advice and positive constructive posts and I recommend you do too. This forum is a family and idk u but i will miss you beautiful human being. You seem like an older member, nice to have 300+ posts. Agreed with the friends part, I made quite some good friends and quality friendships as well. Leo is just a human being, flawed like all of us. Not trying to protect him tho.. im angry of some things he says. He is kinda ruthless in his approach. Works better irl than on internet. I see his intent but he should take it slow.

@d0ornokey Leo explains it better than me Also about this whole post... I regret the things I said about my boyfriend and that I don't care if I hurt him. I think it was just my borderline personality shadow. Even if you go on high stages, the shadow is there. And it grows together with your light. It was hard for me, but now I know my direction and my relationship is healthier.

no way lol i think it's actually just a speech impediment because of my crooked teeth i am very self aware because of my accent thanksssss me too always. my mom says so too thanks im glad I found the right direction of my path

@StripedGiraffe Thanks!