Leo-Tzu

The universe is not human natured. Lao Tzu

LEAVE NATURE ALONE

In fact the thing i noticed is that i did more cardio (running/bike) than i'm used to. . . And i dont get that burnout feeling when i finish (usually i craved for sugar after that) its a more natural feeling. @Michael569 thanks for the advice. Ill treasure them (especially the aspartame thing lolz) @pluto dates honey and figs will do just fine. Thank you

How are you?

I tried it twice since its common where live but never felt any result meditating in group if it isnt a retreat or smth. . . Im more comfortable in my self taught zazen

My viewpoint is you should learn at least A latin language An anglo-saxon language A slavic language An asian language And then whatever exotic one you like by experience , you know spanish which is latin and english anglosaxon so you need a slavic one like russian etc or asian like japanese for example lol. Personally i know english italian french a bit of croatian and struggling learning Japanese. . . .

Academy of Ideas Actualized.org Startup Cat Dr josh axe Sadhguru Ted Asap science Some of the channels i follow

Alan watts a youtuber :'(

As i see you're into mobas . . . Basically your brain gets rewarded if you go from platinum to diamond elo and not for playing the game itself. . . I personally downgraded from MMOs to mobas, from mobas to singleplayer action rpgs (witcher 3, zelda botw) ... From there to nothing. . . What would i do if i were you: First sell or gift your online accounts to someone who will change the password later and never take em back Download from torrent (or buy if you wanna support the developers) some good single player AAA games which you can end in 30-40 hours so you feel satisfaction again playing and not just improving the elo . . . Or better some indies that you finish in 5-10 hours. . . After finishing a bunch of them you gonna see that there arent many games worth to play (max 4-5 games per year) so you gonna enjoy your time away from the pc or console more. . . Wish you luck

For me the last video was one of the best in a few years of actualized. All the others are also good but some of the the topics may be found in other related materials if you study deep these topics. Somehow you cant find (or rarely by chance) anything about criticism and how it works by poising your unconscious and projecting the shadow into the everyday world. Now just have to stay alert of not falling for the traps and becoming a hyena lol.

@ProblemSolving i failed like 50 times today but for more than half of them i was conscious

Dump gf

I used to play tennis in competitive tournaments and train hard everyday (for my age . . . 16 at the time) then i injured many times my left elbow (i'm left handed) til the doctors said i could not play pro tennis anymore . . . It hit me very hard. I lost my life purpose at 17 and then i did what the society expected (graduated, worked some part time jobs, had a few girlfriends, went out clubbing) like a zombie, but never felt the same emotions and the thrill like when i was competing in tennis tournaments . . . Now that i'm 27 still have to improve a lot (i did a lot of mistakes with videogames, weed, alcohol etc) and i'm willing to improve in order to feel the same passion about life as i felt when i was 17. . . Or even better

1 habit per month . . . . . In two years you must be writing it while bungee jumping after cooking brownies blindfolded and playing the piano in between

What kind of love you mean? If you were born to a healthy mother at least she loved you. . . Your family your friends love you . . . If you want a girlfriend to love you , you gotta get your ass and play the game and risking to get hurt a lot. . .

2000+ hours in league of legends 300+ cs 200+ overwatch 150+ fifa 200+ mario kart 8 deluxe Not to mention 1000+ singleplayers like breath of the wild, witcher 3, skyrim, near automata, dark souls, mario oddysey, a bunch of single player indies etc. . . I stopped this year everything. . . Dont wanna touch a single game for the whole year . . .

I was watching recently the episode of strange loops and how pictures can express how changing the focus point can make you change the entire reality . . . Im not an art critic or nothing like that (im a bit ignorant in that direction) but once i remember visiting an expo of picasso and remember to have the same feeling. The more i focused on different parts of the paintings the more it changed the "reality" of the entire painting. Because the eye works like that you focus on a point and then with the periferical vision you create an idea what the whole painting is. . . Well with picasso doesnt happen that way . .. when you scan the painting with the focus vision the periferical vision gives different feedbacks. . . Look for yourself

Having felt the oneness and being conscious of it 24/24 in everyday life.

Lot of people have problems and arent even aware. .. they live with pain their entire life. .. . To me knowing your what cause you unhappiness is fixing half of the trouble. Now. . . I cant tell what exactly is your problem (shamely i would say your body looks normal if you dont scan it pixel by pixel) but since it hurts you must be right. I just wanted to share this video