YawningGull

I have issues with procrastination and wasting time. I spend a lot of time cruising the internet instead of being productive. I'm trying to set up habits but I can't get myself to take action and I get distracted. How do I just get myself off my ass and do the things I want to do when I'm to damn lazy?

I have never really habitually masturbated more than 1-2 times per day, so my fapping habit was never really that bad. But even after not fapping for a week I feel much different than how I would if I was doing it every day. But I usually break my streak after a week.

I feel like saying sorry is kissing ass. It's a shallow, selfish way of manipulating and strong arming people into getting what you want. And it masquerades as being nice and selfless. Am I wrong in saying these things? I have been thinking about this topic a lot lately and would like some outside opinions.

There is no such thing as a bad word. At times when I am less stuck up and don't take everything so seriously I tend to curse more simply as an expression of who I am.

I've been trying to do nofap lately to test it out. I feel like it makes me more confident and aggressive when I can go a while without masturbating.