NoSelfSelf

I was playing 1 min chess(where you dont need to think much) was looking at the board(btw my eyesight is relatively bad) and suddenly my eyesight started to become sharper and better i could see everything perfectly... I had to keep up on the play,it helped me with that ,but suddenly board started to distort and move a little ? I looked at the side and i saw that i started to have light psychadelic hallucination(i didnt take anything, happened on its own) Vision was like that classic psychadelic inifinty gifs where you can clearly see the subsence of whole reality(conciousness) At that moment i could see how im creating everything(this you cant understand you can only see it).. I knew how everything was imaginary at that moment it was cleastar clear nothing is real not me+reality (finally understood what you guys been saying its imaginary in direct experience) Fear came and sat there because i was losing sense of reality by its own but it calmed down.. Its crazy how psychadelic trip could start on its own and you are at mercy of it it can take you where it wants and show you anything... Didnt want to focus too much on one particular thing because it felt like i would get sucked into it and leave body behind ?? Wanted to share this so if happens to someone to remember to just breathe everything is Gods will....

I stopped reading after a man is womans direction whats up with that ??

You look at that stuff when you dont have game then it matters ,but actually it has some truth to it but with someone with game it doesnt matter... Women look into that stuff and ask you for zodiac signs like its 100% truth its little silly...

Yeah that qoute i got a girlfriend is pedestalization, you wont lose neediness because you dont see yourself as someone worth pedestalizing... You shouldnt even have to mention that you have a gf because shes in relationship with you but thats more advanced mindset ? Pick up should be coupled with inner work of Game which you are not doing and it wont go away, because mind is looking at outside for solutions..

@Swarnim i get what you are saying because i also had music on, it was way better to listen to it too, just clear "in your face" type effect little bit magical also...

To release the tension of control

@Razard86 Many of us should be blind ?

Nobody needs to prove to you if enlightment is this or that find out for yourself or focus on things that makes you happy... Asking all this queastions shows you are not serious about this so dont even go there its not all sunshine and rainbows... Whats wrong with being unconcious? nothing dont do it...

@Arthogaan Because i still want to experience human life before i completely die and surrender... Spiritual work is slowly killing yourself as an ego illusion that make up your whole life right now,not ready to give it up ?

@Arthogaan Stopped doing practices 2 years ago

@Carl-Richard Thats scary tho it goes up forever and there is no end! just because im attached to human experience, didnt experience it like i want to, its not scary if you know you exhausted human condition..

@amanen It comes down yes but it moves the illusion barrier of outside/inside more and more every time with each mystical experience... @BipolarGrowth Its like rollercoster ride little scary at top and fun going down

@puporing Yeah scariest thing is not knowing how much it will melt your reality,in that moment, its like it will erase your whole existence as a human ? body melting in conciousness...

I thought when you have money there is unlimited options, then cultivating creativity is what you looking for...

@LSD-Rumi Beserk is amazing they made 3 part movies worth watching! Its same as 1997(modernized)but it covera stuff after eclipse(week ago they made a mamorial version of those 3 movies they added some scenes) Thats why i have profile cover here of beserk ? Recently watched kaiji survivor anime its better than squid games imo

its all projection of inner weakness(this thread) that's why you get attracted to this type of theories and thinking... If you just saw that you are weak for some reason then all this wouldnt matter it would all be self accountability from that point on... Why would anyone determene your experience ,any book, any man any ideology. Basing your reality on what others are experiencing and doing ?. Imagine random guy who doesnt know anything about relationship tells you how it sucks and now you stand there oh yeah it sucks and you never been in one, so now you wont be in one because his experience wasnt good, because hes not skilled... Or you enter one and because you dont know nothing, you confirm it, yeah it sucks book told me so, you see that guys relationship sucked too i hate relationships and women from now on ?...

@xbcc ?‍♂️

@Kshantivadin direct vs inderect game to each their own there is no better

@vishnusavestheday Yes whole game is about you nothing about women

@vishnusavestheday No you are looking to be attractive to others, again you have to approach seeing yourself as attractive as f not her...yes approaching as seeing yourself attractive if you see her as attractive you are already losing...

Nah can you even fathom how attractive you are!? this up is losing mindset...

@Federico del pueblo i meant society/family looking you as failiure because you dont have a job is like you seeing them as failiure because they are not enlightened... Its something outside of you that determines your worth its really bad... Just an example

You basically came to a gym unprepared and now you wonder how all machines and exercise work not even having a program... you should have planned this beforehand now you are lost completely if you serious i would seek coaching from someone good, because you cant get few answers and roll with it thats my take to succed in this, its not childs play...

@ThePoint that's tough to answer here, its like you asked me how anatomy works(putting it in perspective) Having relationship with yourself is where every part works for you to move you where you should be moving according to a rules of your relationship...

@QQQ Nicely put you got it ?? its all on you (finally) !