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@Sahil Pandit Tnx for longer reply...im doing and feeling what you are saying because it feels right i took the course but i have struggle to fix on one thing cuz it doesnt have strong of enough purpose or i dont want to master it...(i only found that in sport)...

@sleeperstakes Thats good imo if you push eachother to be better...

There is only nothing here

There is alot of things here you mentioned...i try to understand myself and reality as much as possible and when you understand what is going on you cope with it easier and its really interesting and fun to obesrve it then...

We have 2 choices either we go along with the train of thoughts or we dont everything else is just a play of the mind and the universe(God)...

You promised to make this episode long time ago it would be funny to see it after so profound episodes like strange loop,no mind

2 mistakes i see (but i understand you completely) 1.You never give up on anything or let her change you,she will love you more when she sees you on your path and that she is not your path(making her number 1 will always end up bad) 2.You are her boyfriend not her therapist you are not there to help her or to fix her you are there to give her fun and to be someone to talk to (in rare cases she will ask you for help ) Good luck ...

How so? If you do all of that you would ace life

https://youtu.be/dn-pmRDauK8

Being fit and healthy is necessity there is nothing authentic about being fat not having energy(like Leo said)

In my opinion you have 2 choices condition yourself to do the things and feel the emotions that makes you confident or get rid of the ego...psychadelics are just to show you whats possible...

I left college and for the past 3 years ive been doing enlightment "work" and if i went to college i wouldnt grow as much as i grew...

@ValiantSalvatore @Joseph Maynor Are Psychadelics really worth it even though i see that ego is an illusion?

I have a little confusion about thinking,the more i do conciousness work the more my mind is silent barely anything comes in...i was always a thinker,wanted to know everything and have huge success(LP) that got me lots of fear and anxiety,now when i want to study something complicated or play chess or something without thinking im not getting same resaults(or results i know i can do)...how do you guys try to achieve fake growth without summoning ego or can it be done without thinking i hope you understand, its hard to communicate(now i understand you Leo :))

@Shin True,in case with women if you are more playful than her its a problem

@ADD If you want to attract women that is in her feminine you should be in your masculine...female behaviour is chasing,unclear,vague,playfuf bonding conecting masculine is clear precise,leader,confident,in his center and he doesnt get moved from his center by a women etc...

Too many guys are actually acting more like a women than a man i dont know about that one....

There is no better or worse way to look at reality you look at it as material and non material at the same time it is existence and non existence wrong way is to hold belief that it cant be non material

@Nahm @Faceless i wanted to say that to faceless but thank you guys

5 minutes after i read your message some strong peace and bliss came and its not going away

Nothing wrong in pleasure but it will stop you from living good life=peace of mind...abstain from it until you dont need it(addiction) then you can do it if you really want but there will be no need for it...

In short fake growth is when you get sucessful in something(example you can seduce a nice girl)....real growth is when you dont need something(in this example a girl)you are content/happy without pursuing it(and not lying to yourself)

When i go along with my thoughts i get big urges to succed being better than anyone else(thats not healthy) thats what i meant when i said summoning the ego