NoSelfSelf

I left college and for the past 3 years ive been doing enlightment "work" and if i went to college i wouldnt grow as much as i grew...

@ValiantSalvatore @Joseph Maynor Are Psychadelics really worth it even though i see that ego is an illusion?

I have a little confusion about thinking,the more i do conciousness work the more my mind is silent barely anything comes in...i was always a thinker,wanted to know everything and have huge success(LP) that got me lots of fear and anxiety,now when i want to study something complicated or play chess or something without thinking im not getting same resaults(or results i know i can do)...how do you guys try to achieve fake growth without summoning ego or can it be done without thinking i hope you understand, its hard to communicate(now i understand you Leo :))

@Shin True,in case with women if you are more playful than her its a problem

@ADD If you want to attract women that is in her feminine you should be in your masculine...female behaviour is chasing,unclear,vague,playfuf bonding conecting masculine is clear precise,leader,confident,in his center and he doesnt get moved from his center by a women etc...

Too many guys are actually acting more like a women than a man i dont know about that one....

There is no better or worse way to look at reality you look at it as material and non material at the same time it is existence and non existence wrong way is to hold belief that it cant be non material

@Nahm @Faceless i wanted to say that to faceless but thank you guys

5 minutes after i read your message some strong peace and bliss came and its not going away

Nothing wrong in pleasure but it will stop you from living good life=peace of mind...abstain from it until you dont need it(addiction) then you can do it if you really want but there will be no need for it...

In short fake growth is when you get sucessful in something(example you can seduce a nice girl)....real growth is when you dont need something(in this example a girl)you are content/happy without pursuing it(and not lying to yourself)

When i go along with my thoughts i get big urges to succed being better than anyone else(thats not healthy) thats what i meant when i said summoning the ego

My routine is self-inquiry all day every day and do nothing technique is most powerful to do....

This is what you should figure out for yourself,nobody knows if you can do something or not(only you know)use intuition....