NoSelfSelf

First start with fixing the depression.... its really not that complicated(work on this) its all in the thoughts what people do all their life they change thoughts what we do is dettach from thoughts body by recognizing we are the one that is looking at it is mybe complicated because you need to sit and observe yourself for hours and hours...

Thats social anxiety it has many many root causes it can be trauma,it can be that people there are important to you and you need their approval,it can be that you cant bare situation because you have no social skills etc.but everything is because mind gives big importance to this because in the past it could be that tribe would kick you out its link to survival....

@Vadim26 I love helping people giving them advice but its not really what i would call a life purpose i need something where can i self express,creativity,advancement,use my critical thinking and then perform it..

Is this like Nerve movie ?

Thats tough see whats the most meaningful thing for you to do and willing to work really hard because you value and believe in it...where did you took that test that said that you are a visionary im advocate too

Thats good now you can start to learn about what you just asked dont assume you should have known it by now(yourself) like others(you dont know if they do) many people think they are controling and everything else they are just neurotic and hiding it...

Getting rid of social conditioning traumas insecurities desires

Examples of positive and negative motivations ...

Its basically what i experience i couldnt do anything going for a job or girl or something because you feel bad inside why would you go for something if you feel awful inside fix that first find yourself and what you want to do thats all this forum and actualized.org what i found is when you are experiencing those bad things you unconciously think i wont and i dont know how to get out, thats bs more you become concious about yourself and world you will now whats for you and whats not...

@John Iverson do you know what life purpose is in leos context?

It will bring you alot of suffering before joy

They dont but i see what you are trying to say ...

@fabriciom do you try to control things?

Something is guiding you in the right direction everything is happening for a reason use it to get to your ultimate goal...

You are lost because you still didnt see what you are and what you are not...

Why is there a need to be completely selfless ?

Men are not intuitive?

This is what i finally found out in present moment is that confidence around people is a skill and to achieve it you should do things that are not challenging at first but challenging enough to make you grow so there is no magic pill you have to put yourself in uncomfortable situations but gradually. thing that kills you is your pride i can do it in all go you say(its like i can lift 100kg without going threw 10 then 20etc) no thats a trap baby steps just by saying hello at first until it becomes normal than other stuff "harder" for you you will know if its too much or too little in a situation...

@Mikael89 Spirituality and religion is the same thing pointing to the same thing

Thanks! First example is nice representation of existence...

All that things you can do but you should leave if they are low concious but you can make it high concious if you can...

@B_Naz i came to realization in present moment that i gave myself life its sounds absurd

@rothko if you are fully awakened you dont need my tips

I think its a good guidence to what you are looking for...when you disappear still there will be a mind whos saying im everything infinite etc...

Chiken