Angelo John Gage

The picture could ask "what am I made of" the answers is pixels (all of us)

Is Sadhguru or anyone else who basically says the same thing, crazy? When Leo says I am God, I created all this, he's not talking about Leo Gura creating it...no, God, which is all that there is, created Leo Gura. Leo understands that all there is, is god, thus HE and everyoine here is actually a part of the infinite god which is nothing beause it is not ONE thing, but EVERYTHING. picture an infinite TV screen with infinite amount of pixels; we are all the pixels, and the pixels can say, "oh look, I made this wonderful picture you see on the screen" and yet the picture is nothing but pixels, and the picture as a whole is a picture. You're just a god pixel.

Btw, to get the best visual, eyes should be closed and you should be in a comfy environment like a nice couch or bed, in a dark room with a small light source. lol

If you want to experience infinite fractal and visuals AND the feeling of leaving your body; floating around these majestic scenes, then you should probably try Ketamine, at a dose high enough to induce these states. A little history about me: I live in NJ which is a huge place for house music and drugs. The typical drugs people do here are cocaine, mollies, and ketamine. I've done a ton of drugs in my day but the one that changed a lot was when I realized how ketamine can be used outside the club scene. Ketamine sends you into a "hole" which seems like an infinite strange loop...its not pleasant if your ego wants to escape it. IF you learn to sit there in peace, you will realize you're at the singularity prior to the big bang. I recall one trip where I was this black orb, forever folding on itself; I could feel the immense pressure and loneliness, until I decided to become everything else via an explosion. The out of body experiences of literally floating around your living room are amazing. You literally flung around, like a roller coaster but without the stomach anxiety, into space, the clouds, and all sorts of different "rooms" your mind creates. Amazing and wonderful PERFECT structures which sometimes resemble gothic cathedrals and so on. In regards to fractals, sometimes you will this language which looks like some alien writing, consntaly being written forever; its the only thing you see. Sometimes you will see basic structures like squares building entire cities, which then your eye zooms out and see an INFINITE plane being built. It is certainly an amazing drug. I am not sure that it serves the same purpose as 5meo DMT, but from what reports I've read, 5meo doesn't have any OBEs. I have done DMT before and I enjoyed it, but I have no access to 5meo DMT. Of course I wish we could ask but its not allowed on the forum so I have to continue to try and find it myself, but ketamine should be easier to find for most people. Anyway, if you haven't tried it or have done it in a club or something, do it at home instead. Take enough and put on some headphones while listening to some new-age or trance-like music. It can be snorted or injected into the muscle. I know the last one sounds like crack-head status, but its not intravenous and that is actually how your supposed to take it for medicinal purposes. During surgery, an anesthesiologist will sometimes give you Ketamine intravenously, but that is with them using pharmaceutical grade, FDA approved vial; so DO NOT take it IV at home, ever. Anyone who takes insulin for diabetes or steroids for hormone replacement therapy should not have any negative feelings about intermuscular injection. Snorting does work, perhaps does last slightly longer, but takes a lot more and has less visuals unless you take a lot. The side effects are a 'clouded head effect' the next day feeling nauseous, plus a nose full of crusty salt that you need to clear out. Intermuscular injection has virtually no side effects and hits faster, but lasts not as long, but the visuals are more potent and will cause a OBE. Anyway, that's my input on this subject.

@Matt8800 Yes I've known ketamine addicts, but its not the substance that they are addicted to, but the escape and distortion of reality; especially in the club scene which is full of loud sounds and laser lights etc.

I live in NJ, I'll go see Rupert if anyone of you are going

@Leo Gura I just looked those two up a saw a few vids. Isn't is crazy that you have a larger YouTube following than them? Ralton looked like he was on something lol; Spira is like a monotone robot; just funny to see how different people deliver their messages. Not making fun of them. They clearly have knowledge of what they are teaching. Sadhguru has always been one of my favorites. Osho indulged too much in his followings gifts; having 9 Bentleys or something insane like that, and all his watches (not like there's anything wrong) but certainly didn't come off as someone who transcended the ego.

Just finished watching his recent vid, some of the things he got insights about I basically came to the same conclusion through reading Meditations by Marcus Aurelius. Marcus probably didn't have 5 Meo DMT or anything like that, but certainly understood the Whole. In his work, he tells people to submit to their lot, the gods would only give you something you could handle, unless it was time to die; which is part of the design. There are no accidents, etc. Basically a lot of stuff Leo was saying. But some may reject this, as I did before because the 'problem of evil' 1.) From those who have an issue wrapping around the concept of "All Good" think of the term "good" as meaning = IS. Goodness as a distinction, really becomes meaningless without badness, in a logical sense, but this is beyond logic. Take for instance, an author of a book: The author must write into existence, a protagonist and antagonist; without each other, there can be no story. The author is not evil for making a super villain or allowing good people in the story to die by the super villains' hand. To you it all a good story and in the end, the hero wins and goes on to make the world a better place...just as Leo means by "the greater good." God is the author of reality, writing (or thinking) things into existence; or rather, changing/evolving them (as they always have existed). The author takes his ideas and transforms them into words; using already existing ink and paper and the sheer will of his imagination. God does the same; it takes what already exists and transforms it. All that exists is himself, thus he is just evolving himself. 2.) In regards to his example of the drunk driver killing someone, saying that it is all good, or rape etc, sounds a bit extreme, but having a cosmic mindset, and being everything; you (god) are the one getting raped and run over. Furthermore, without those 'evils,' evolution of various things could not happen. "evil" acts as a the driver of evolution; similar to suffering pushing you to enlightenment. Also, you (god) are the one doing the raping and running over. Now of course from our ego-self, none of us would condone raping or running people over, nor would anyone of us want to do that, or happen to us or those who love, and it is because we know that such things could happen and do happen, that we work towards PREVENTING such things like passing laws and taking action. Although we cannot stop these things, we can change the world into a better place BECAUSE of those things. Imagine total freedom allowing people to rape and kill each other without consequence? How would that be good? Furthermore, we have our nature: Some of us mini-gods are the gods of death and destruction, like this psychopath NZ mass shooter; others are the mini-gods of life, like doctors and nurses; some of us the mini-gods of knowledge, like philosophers or scientists. Each of us have our roles in the Whole. A doctor would have no job if there wasn't diseases; without diseases, there would be no immune system to evolve and upgrade against them. There is no infinite existence without "evil" , because infinite must include things we would perceive as evil, but also because good and evil are two sides of the same coin, expressed as the Yin Yang. 3.) I don't think there is any final point of enlightenment, nor could it ever be fully realized. I think that is enlightening in of itself. That does not mean do not continue to pursue so-called enlightenment which is just another term of spiritual EVOLUTION (key word), because it is in our nature to continue to evolve for OUR own good. No one goes around trying to devolve themselves on purpose. But in a logical sense, an infinite reality could never be fully realized by us individuals. I don't even think God knows the extent of its own infinite nature. 4.) Infinite Causes: Infinite causes to me mean no cause at all. Something that has infinite amount of causes is affected by everything simultaneously, thus NO single cause is responsible for it. This means things are affected by the past, present, and FUTURE of events (all which exist simultaneously beyond our perception). Take for example a ball being dropped down a well: The 'cause' you would think is the hand dropping the ball, is this person doing it now (present), but there are reasons for them to do it (past), but also the well and its position attracting the ball, which hasn't hit the bottom yet (future), is a cause. Another example is an asteroid flying through space and coming towards the Earth, the Earth is also causing it to come towards it. 5. Infinity in its entirety has no one specific center point, and like Leo said, everything is the center of existence. Thus every point is a point of an enlightened state. For example, no one makes a bad choice on purpose; they go off the information they have at the time, which is their highest state of 'enlightenment' in that point in time. A 'mistake' is the realization after the fact that the decision was "bad" causing an issue in which the person must endure and overcoming adversity to evolve and become stronger, unless it leads to their physical death and evolution in that sense is physically impossible. So there are no mistakes; in fact, many of your mistakes made you who you are today. Moreover, if everything had gone your way, many good things would not have happened at all. I take a look at my misfortunes and said to myself if even ONE of these things happened the opposite way, NOTHING today would be the same: Had I not left the club promoter scene, I would have probably ended up in Vegas; in an endless life of hedonism, having ZERO knowledge of what I do now, and even more so, I would not have my wonderful wife and son, in the forms that they exist in. Perhaps I would have a different wife or son, or just illegitimate kids, who knows, but I would not have what I have now. The same goes with the Marine Corps, which I foolishly joined to fight "terrorism" and all the BS fed to us. Had I not endured the Marine Corps and all the BS lies, I would not have awakened and become a big influencer in the anti-war scene. I also would not have ANY of the benefits I get now which I can support my family with; without being caught in the rat race. In other words, if I hadn't suffered immensely, gotten PTSD, and everything else, I would be stuck in he rat race and never have the time to research and spiritually evolve. All of us have a similar story in a different way. Anyway, those are a few of my insights from his insights that I wanted to share.

@Leo Gura Indeed

@SoonHei Thanks

Who lives in NJ, USA?

Seems to me you're projecting and only want to hear about yourself. Leo stated many times, when he says me, he means you, and everything. Some of us appreciate the lengths of the videos; instead watching a stupid movie for 2 hrs, we can learn something profound. No one is forcing you to watch his content, yet you come back for some reason? No where does he state he is the most intelligence person in the world.

So I had my wife do these questions and what kept coming up is that I enjoy telling the 'truth', waking people up and helping them become better human beings. When I talk about where I see myself, I've always had this vision of me on a stage speaking to thousands of people: I don't know however, if this stage is a life-coaching seminar of some kind, or a political scenario. So ultimately, I still don't know what to do with myself, but I know what not to do with myself, and that ended up me giving up many vices and bad habits.

A few years ago I got my Master Certification for Neuro Linguistic Programming at the Center for Positive Change and Hypnosis located in NYC. It was there that I learned the power of NLP in regards to helping people overcome their personal issues. NLP can be summarized as various techniques using guided visualizations and suggestive questions to help the person break through any barriers the ego has put forward (defense mechanisms). The NLP practitioner knows that they do not have the answers, but the client does; thus their job is to probe around unti lthey find what they think is the issue and suggest it rather than tell it to them as a fact. In this way, the client will come to their own conclusion that the said issue is in fact the barrier. If it is not, the practitioner will continue probing until they find what it truly is. I've helped a lot of clients when I used to do this, but there is no one to help me. Recently I have been feeling "stuck" in life; even after all this spirituality research and application, I feel like I have no 'purpose,' and that even such a purpose, is meaningless since I will die. So I am asking you folks to can come up with a few profound questions which I can compile on a sheet and have my wife ask me them as I lay on a couch. It is much different than me sitting here asking myself questions or writing them down; it will be more effective if my wife reads them to me and if they come from others, so it will mimic an NLP session. So if anyone wishes to help, please provide any profound questions that helped you find your purpose in your life. Thanks.

Was watching the Aztec nonduality video and couldn't help but think "how could such a wise people engage in such barbarism." The Aztecs were known to sacrifice human beings to appease their many gods. Perhaps Ometeotl was their primary god, but they had idols or avatars which needed blood for some reason. History is littered with human sacrifices from different cultures; I can understand the insanity of the Abrahamic faiths; when you see someone not part of god its easy to dispose of them, but I don't see how a nondualist could harm "itself" for any reason. Perhaps they are thinking " well this is me, so I can kill this me and its fine because its god killing himself?" what are your thoughts?

thank you

anyone?

I think Actualized has become so large, I don't see why there hasn't been a meet up of some kind where Leo is in the flesh and we have a nice gathering to discuss whatever topics; like we see with Tolle and other teachers? I don't think it would cost much to procure a venue in Vegas and sell tickets to the 10's of thousands of people who are probably yearning to meet like-minded people. I would go if there was one.

If you care what others think, then that is a sign of insecurity; you don't know what to think of yourself, so you seek validation from external sources to give you value. But the issue is, most people don't even think for themselves and are also in the same position as you. So why should you care what they think when you know most people are egotistic and lost. You have to assume your role of the ultimate judge of yourself. Your judgement of yourself is the only thing that matters.

No. But such an event wouldn't be about worshipping Leo or anything like that, but to actually meet others like ourselves.

This is amazing. I'll play this while working out.

PS, I thought no political talk was allowed here? lol

I recently got followed by Tusli Gabbard on Twitter and followed her back, retweeting her and showing her support. I do a lot of what I call "meta-political" activism in which I don't support either "left or right" but what is just. Tulsi is a congresswoman from Hawaii who is also one of the first female combat veterans. Her biggest goals is stopping the Military Industrial Complex. I don't know much about her other policies; being that she is a democrat I probably wouldn't agree with many, but those to me are irrelevant because the MIC is the greatest threat to humanity; petty disagreements on social issues should not get in the way of stopping it. One of the main reasons I actually voted for Trump, was not the wall or tax cuts, but because he said he would stop "dancing to the false song of globalism." Yet he then goes on to bomb Syria twice with fake intel of "gassings" and makes a 400 billion dollar arms deal with the genocidal Saudis. Not to mention, his cucking to Israel (like most politicians) is also problematic and certainly is not "America first." But I've come to the conclusion that no matter who we vote for (I won't be voting again), our society will collapse. Frankly, I look forward to it because I'm tired of all the lies and the politics that are so childish and pathetic; I can't even believe some our of "leaders" are even voted in. This just goes to show the stupidity of the masses; the level of corruption and chaos is directly a result of out complacently, degeneracy, and refusal to take responsibility for our own lives. But even Tulsi Gabbard who I think is saying the right stuff, will face a harsh reality if she is ever elected. The same would happen to Bernie or anyone else. To think the banksters, MIC, media moguls and criminals of the world would let her or anyone for that matter, interfere with their operations, without an actual revolution, is silly. So we can sit here and debate who is going to be bad or good, but the reality is, until the true powers behind the scenes are taken out, we are just running in circles. Luckily for those of us who are prepared, Nature will ensure that every complacent and degenerate society will collapse. Check out this video below.

*Sage stares at Teotl Teotl: What are you looking at? Sage: Nothing. ...teotlly corny but just came into my head

@Leo Gura That's what I'm trying to figure out. Like I implied in my first post, I know religions and cultures throughout history have done horrendous things to their own group and outgroups too. So then the only logical explanation is that, like you said, the Shamans had no power over the corrupted Aztec state, which would make sense.