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I've heard great things about Qualia myself, but haven't tried it. Curious is anyone has tried it and can share thoughts? PS @MsNobody they have a Caffeine Free version now on their website ?

@Monkey-man I have the same thing happen. My sense is that this is a reminder that whatever you thought was "productive" before was actually just your ego chasing after illusory goals. So when you experience higher states of consciousness you realize this and thus have no motivation to pursue them. Ultimately, this seems like a step back for your ego, but it is a step forward for a higher self which perhaps will align with actions that come from a more awakened place.

The role of full time meditation (months or years of meditating non-stop) v. integrating it as a part of daily life? Why did you decide to continue with Actualized.org v. pursuing the enlightenment journey full-time? How to choose a core spiritual path Balancing a core path with exploring techniques from other paths The role of plant medicine in awakening Advice for embarking on a spiritual quest (traveling the world as a means to go deeper within) How to balance a burning desire to permanently awaken (leave the matrix) with being present and at peace while still asleep Finding a spiritual teacher /mentors and sangha to practice with Specific teachers, schools, retreats, techniques you’d recommend