Andre Quinonez

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  1. Will you still experience sexual attraction when becoming enlightened? If you realize all is one and there is no difference between you and other people then how does that work out exactly in dating and sex?
  2. So I have always been highly skeptical about the law of attraction and never really took it seriously or studied it, I just dismissed it as woo woo bs. But recently I started getting a lot of videos about the law of attraction and manifestation on my recommended videos. I watched a few videos and cringed and immediately regarded it as delusion. But yesterday I was walking my dog and I really was in the mood for smoking weed and thought "fuck it I'll try manifesting it and see what happens". It was mostly out of boredom and wasn't really serious until I saw a fucking joint on the ground! I was blown away and started getting all paranoid thinking I was going mad. Could this have been just a highly unlikely coincidence or is there any truth to this?
  3. Leo has mentioned in some videos that he doesn't consume caffeine and that he recommends others not to do so. What is so bad about caffeine? Other than it being addictive what is wrong about caffeine?
  4. So a couple of weeks ago I had a horrible 1P-LSD trip. I took 200 ug early in the morning and had the most horrifying experience of my life. I felt as I was dying and I genuinely thought I was going to die. Although I already have around 10+ trips under my belt and done higher doses (400 ug) this trip went south very quickly. Now, I was raised a catholic and for many years I believed in the catholic church and in God in the biblical sense but I renounced those beliefs (or so it seemed) around 3 years ago. however, during this trip as I felt I lost complete control over my whole reality and felt as I was dying I started to pray and all of the sudden all my old beliefs about a god controlling everything from above came back. I rationally understand there isn't a man in the sky judging my actions and manipulating reality but in that moment I was so afraid that I prayed for him to spare my life. So why is this belief still so ingrained in my mind even if I understand intellectually that it's not the case?
  5. As a child I had very vivid and mystical hallucinations. It happened very early in my childhood, I was probably 3 to 4 years old. My first memories are of very mystical almost psychedelic experiences. I never spoke to anyone about it as a child because I just assumed it was normal and eventually the hallucinations started to fade away until I completely dismissed it. I was in denial about it and as I got older I convinced myself that it must have been a dream or a false memory, eventually with time I even completely forgot about those experiences. It wasn't until I tried psychedelics that I recognized that state of consciousness again. I spoke to a friend that also has tried psychedelics and he says that for him it's not the case. Is there any sources or info on spontaneous psychedelic phenomena as a child?
  6. well it's a relief to know I'm not schizo lol. Thanks!
  7. you too man. Now at least I know I am not crazy haha.
  8. lol I would also see insects. But they where phosphorescent insects that would glow in the dark with very beautiful colors. I would also see a man in the dark in my house, but I wasn't afraid at all. I actually really enjoyed these experiences.
  9. So this is a topic where I see a lot diverse opinions. Some say it's not the quantity but the quality. The general opinion is that you need 8 hours, but others will argue 6 hours and I've also come across some that say only 5. Any evidence as to what is the appropriate sleep one should get?
  10. What is the source code and how can I get it to see the past books from the list?
  11. I did purchase the list, but when he updates it with new books he removes other books. In one post he said we could get them in the source code.
  12. This is normally what LSD test kits detect
  13. As far as I know the Ehrlich reagent doesn´t test for fentanyl, but if you are concerned your substance might be contaminated here is a link for a fentanyl test kit: https://testkitplus.com/product/fentanyl-test-kit.
  14. I could've sworn that Outliers was in the book list, but I can't seem to find it. Was it ever there or am I confused?
  15. I was going through the book list and noticed that some books are not there anymore. Has anyone else had this issue?
  16. I once had a full-body orgasm on 200 ug of 1P-LSD listening to In a Silent Way by Miles Davis, now every time I listen to that album I get horny. On the others hand, I had a bad trip on 400 ug listening to a Baden Powell album, now when I try to listen to that album I feel anxious and paranoid. Could it be that listening to the music stimulates the memory of that trip?
  17. I had a psychedelic trip where there was this sense of rebirth and death over and over again in different lifes. I took 400 ug of 1P-LSD and locked myself in a completely dark room for about 6 hours and did nothing. Honestly I have very blur memories of the experience because it was a lot of shit to process. But there was this recurring theme of rebirth and death over and over again, also my personal identify took some radical shifts to the point I wasn't even myself anymore. At some points I thought I was insane to the point of no return. This was about a month and a half ago and I still don't know what to make of it. Anyway, any thoughts on reincarnation or any useful sources to investigate more about this topic? or are this just traps of the mind. Thanks for any reply!
  18. I've been reading some Youtube comments that say that holotropic breathing may be damaging to the brain, is there any evidence that it is actually harmful?
  19. So currently I'm 19 and a few months ago I moved to another city to work at my aunt and uncle's business. At first to me it was only a temporarily thing and I was working part time while I saved up money to move to my country's capital (Mexico City) to persue a career in music. But as time has progressed they ask of me to commit more and more of my time to the business. Currently I'm doing full time now and I live with my aunt and uncle so when I get home it's kind of stressing because all they do is interrogate me about the business. They also want me to go to college and study something related to the business like engineering and give up on the music idea. I plan to quit and move out in a month but I am not sure of how to adress it. My uncle has cancer, the business really needs work and my aunt is a bit emotionally dependent of me, so I don't want to make things more complicated for them. But what I fear the most is that they will try to hold me back and not let me leave because sometimes I get the impression they view me as I child who is unable to make decisions (even though I've already lived by my own before moving here). Any way, how could I tell them that I'm quitting and leaving without making too much of a family drama? Would two weeks prior to leaving be a good time or should I tell them about my plans as soon as possible? Thanks for any responses!
  20. Is there any evidence that it is damaging for the brain?
  21. So I took 400 ug of 1P-LSD and tripped in complete darkness all night. It was pretty intense and most of the memories seem blur in my head, but I do remember one moment experiencing a memory of being a scared child and being beaten. Has anyone had a similar experience? I don't even know from what moment in my life this is.
  22. 400(ug) 1p-lsd It's infinite...
  23. So I have a room in my house that is completely isolated from light. I was planning to take 300 ug of 1P-LSD and meditate in darkness and complete silence throughout the whole trip. Has anyone had any experience doing something like this? What could I expect?
  24. So during the past two months I finally felt like I was on my way to getting my shit together but I started microdosing about two weeks ago and the days off the microdose I felt so unmotivated and a bit depressed. Because of this I decided to take 200 ug of 1P-LSD a couple of days ago. I felt like I had learned so much and had incredible insights but the last few days I've felt so unmotivated. I haven't exercised at all, haven't meditated, I've been eating junk food, I've had zero willpower to do the things I know I have to do and I've even felt a bit bitter and depressed. I've read a couple of times of this thing called ego backlash and I was wondering if this is a common thing or if anyone has ever experienced something like this and how can I get my shit together again even when I feel so unmotivated to do anything.