Carl-Richard

Well, then it's insane to say that I'm schizotypal for exactly the same reasons. I said (to myself, at that time before testing myself) I'm schizotypal essentially for believing in 90% of the shit that is entertained here (and sprinkle some psychic phenomena in there too which is a bit more fringe). Remember, I'm psychologically educated, I have to keep the normie mindset in mind when making such judgements. For normies, you guys are fucking wacked out crazy crackpots (unless perhaps you're exclusively hanging out in the society and politics sub-forum or you're literally always disagreeing about everything in the other sub-forums). But again, I might be misdefining what is meant by odd beliefs/thinking, it might be referring to something more specific, in which case I would (probably?) not be within that symptom either (if it's like "I was a car once, and it smelled fantastic").

Shut up, you're such a psycho 😂 The reason I thought it was the odd beliefs/thinking part. I didn't think about the other symptoms, and turns out those symptoms did not match as much. And it's funny, again depending on how you define odd beliefs/thinking, all of us here are schizotypal in that sense (compared to the rest of society). And that's the reason for calling it a cult in my definition. Cults are schizotypal in that sense. And by the way, if you think you just scored some points by thinking you landed a DSM-5 category on me (which you probably didn't), I think all these things are spectrums. We're all on the schizophrenia, autism, OCD, anxiety, etc., spectrum. And if you have an actual diagnosis from a professional, there is a spectrum within that as well, and depending on the diagnosis and the severity, I couldn't give a fuck if you have it (especially ADHD, you can "buy" one of those if you really want).

That's such a weird thing to do, and weird thing to assume is impacting this thread in particular (maybe you're the schizotypal one), and I don't quite see the point, as you maybe have intuited. Anyways, I admired him for the intuitive impact his posts had (especially when directly addressing me), how it seemed to hit something deep inside me, not always knowing exactly how. Truly mystical. Fun fact: I once thought I was schizotypal/schizoid, then I took an online (probably shit) DSM-5 personality test, and I scored close to zero on those but I maxed out hypomaniac and obsessive-compulsive. That actually recontextualized a lot of things for me. As for the symptoms, I probably score most on "odd thinking" (depending on how it's defined), but I wouldn't say I talk weird. The other symptoms do not really fit, at most marginally.

Exactly the sociopathic engagement I would expect. No, because as I said earlier, I have given posts upon posts of detail on the exact topic (definitions, examples, comparisons), as the one you quoted just now. Again, I was not simply bitching about giving individual points. I was bitching about giving nothing but individual points; individual points not grounded in the context of a detailed fleshed out position. Yeah, hyperbolically put "equivalent" in structure (the right word is "analogous"), but they were two different events (they happened years apart). Why do you mention it?

I had a feeling this weird apologizing and backtracking were just rhetorical quips (as they made no sense), maybe I was right. Nevertheless, I find your conversation/debate style sociopathic and not worth my time, but I will engage with you one last time before I put you on my ignore list. I mean, if you want to call the fact that the leader was entertaining thoughts of a Manson situation "dramatic", sure, it was kinda dramatic. Not sure how you think it's "exploitative" though. Anyways, if one of the members had taken the thoughts seriously and harmed the person in question, would it be a cult then? Good you finally started taking some stances. Is a doomsday cult a cult if there is no exceptional amount of manipulation and control over its members? Why do you mention Nahm? You think it was him who led the Discord?

Lol. Let's try recapping: I think it's a cult, Leo doesn't, and you seemed to initially be skeptical it was a cult (because you were seemingly pulling rope for Leo's definition), but then you seemed to start calling it a cult after I explained more in-depth the "ills" of the cult (as if that is relevant; it's not, in my definition). Then you just recently mistook me and Elliott talking about Actualized.org while we were actually talking about the Discord and I had to correct you on that (you said "I don't think it's a cult by the way", mistakenly thinking we were referring to Actualized.org). Or you were just suddenly jumping out of that discussion and you wanted to talk about Actualized.org without qualifying what "it" means or without finding a relevant to quote to quote and instead you just @-ed me.

I've never thought about this. "So you think pop music and rock does not hold the same standards as classical music? Well, guess what? The classical music you revere so much is pop music." Quick and succint as usual. People thought this guy had 170 IQ (not that it would be accurate or anything). "Genius is seeing things nobody else sees".

I forgot, but also, you did seem to talk to the whole thread at one point: But you will maybe backtrack and say "I said I was maybe asking rude questions; I did not ask a question there", as if there is a salient difference between asking questions and addressing someone in that way with respect to the potential rudeness of being inconsiderate of their personal cult experience. I don't think you quite managed to a roll a six with this one just yet (but you can always find more poison fish in the sea, for example "I was specifically referring to some questions I asked, not the act of asking questions"). That's a convenient poison tuna assertion for you that I can't be asked challenging. Anyways, I got baited again. As if asking questions to someone who is discussing that very thing at length with others is rude. Suggesting that just comes off like rhetorical waffling.

Nooo the Discord cult, you called that a cult. You said I was in a cult. "Personal cult history may colour his readiness to see cult history here." Elliot: "he was in a cult?". You: "Yes, it was discussed a bit earlier in this thread. (p14)" Here I emphasize the "religious" aspect of the definition (and depending on how you define religion, many social groups with deviant beliefs would fall under that perhaps in a way that would be less obvious to most people). Nevertheless, it's definitionally safer and more straightforward to say "social group with deviant beliefs compared surrounding society, often religious in nature".

Bruh what even. No, because if we're all in a cult here (which I think according to my definition, which by the way does not involve exploitation or harm as a necessary criteria, which is also not to say this place is harmless either), you're being "rude" to everyone you've been talking to in this thread, not just me. And even if you were just being "rude" to me, you leaving the thread just for me would be weird anyway.

But you said 'I' was in a cult 🤪 That's what we were talking about. I gave a "one-line definition" after a multi-page thread of going into detail (I started off with long posts), and I also elaborated when you asked about it. The issue wasn't that you gave one line in itself, it was that you didn't go into detail on it, at as far as I can remember any point. I asked you to elaborate on it and you said "I'm not an expert on cults. You asked Leo for his definition of mind control. This is what google says about mind control in cults :" and then it was back to talking about us purportedly accusing Actualized of being a cult.

How did we get here from this: You can't even hold the notion that it's a debate consistent. Man, we're out here at Zul-Andra poison waste fishing for toxic red herrings.

My elephant hippocampus is calling me, I've heard this before. Interesting that what I identify as a shallow debate method you identify as a lack of care.

It's a structural problem mostly related to how you haven't presented your own comprehensive take and given your own definitions of what you think a cult is or what you think narcisissm is, etc. (Wilhelm started off the same way and I had to eventually ask him what he thought a cult is and even then he just gave a one-sentence answer which we later discovered was clearly inadequate). Feel free to argue against that, find flaws in the consistency of that. I think the AI at times just assumed people's arguments and framings and put that in someone's blindspot section without going much in depth into the reasoning itself (i.e. it gave more of a summary of points rather than a critical evaluation of points); I hold that for your "1-point argumentation" line as well. And that's to be expected as AI ironically also has trouble with identifying relevance at deeper layers (see me and @zurew's breaking of a 3-times double-checked Claude deep research query in my thread about GDPR and EU AI Act). I'm a bit schizo but I interpret that as a patronizing "poor thang, his brain is broken". Leo's definition doesn't consider it a cult, Wilhelm also didn't think it was a cult but apparently he changed his mind after our discussion. Maybe you wouldn't think it's a cult either if you gave your own definition of a cult.

Even if it might seem like it's not a big issue and people practice it often, it's not actually good debate to have someone who hasn't presented a position arguing against your position (notice how no official debates use this format), it's not good to have someone who doesn't have a goal of evaluating their own position but only seeking what they think is consistency in a local and usually irrelevant linguistic structure. And when that local consistency is dealt with, you find another based on not a goal of arriving at a larger point, but defeating yet another more local point. A bit rambly but: it's engagement at a low level of complexity. It doesn't hold large amounts of data in mind at once. It's a quintessentially "Orange" way of debating, getting caught in consistency testing rather than refining relevance. It's in a sense sociopathic as it's short-sighted, only focused on the immediate present, not a larger structure of meaning. It's a larger problem of epistemology. You are rolling the dice again and again waiting to get a six. Just by probability, you will likely get a six at some point if you roll the dice enough times. Trouble is that six will likely not be very relevant in the larger scheme of the discussion, because you're fishing for sixes in waters where relevance is low. You're like a guy fishing in a polluted lake trying very hard to catch toxic fish that no one will eat. Solution is give your own comprehensive well-thought through take on the entire thing and we can respond to that within our own comprehensive well-thought out take. That's a fair discussion when we're working on two comparable fronts. (Weird analogy, the others were worse): It's like two big lego figures trying to stick together rather than a little one encircling the bigger one and finding any and every possible place to stick to. And it tethers you to your own comprehensive take so you must be consistent to it and you can't go on wild fishing trips trying to roll the dice in the wildest of places.

I've very clearly laid out my issues with Leo's conduct in this thread and other threads I've linked. If you want to create a dramatized movie romantic tragedy disposition of that, that's your prerogative. By the way, this is more of "the method" ("let's forget about this very core trait associated with narcissism and let's discuss other traits as if that will take us anywhere"), and asking a different question like above in tandem is too. If you had an overall grasp of narcissism or simply an overall position on the matter you would just give us your take. The method is ad-hoc, it's p-hacking, it's theoretically undergrounded fishing for significant results (unrefuted arguments). If Integral feeds your posts to his Integral bot debate analyzer, you will get the same result as Wilhelm, that's my highly plausible hypothesis. That's why I get "flippant". I've been taught by the very "master of psychology" to be highly critical of this.

What do you mean exactly? 🙂

I'm sorry, sometimes the method of forum interaction I described makes your responses go under the radar.

Do it then, you're missing out.

Do the ChatGPT response already, we have been dry on AI slop in this thread for the last half an hour.

As I said, we're not in a psychologist office. Nobody is laying on a chair. We're just shooting the shit. If you can't register grandiosity on your personal non-professional non-on-the-job-psychologist symptom chart, then fine, us others can. This is the Elliot and Wilhelm playbook of forum interactions: enter a thread while having no prior overarching principles on the topic, ask a question about a highly minute point, play logic roulette until the point gets refuted, and move on the next minute point, repeat ad nauseum. I'm being flippant the way an elephant flips its ears with its photographic memory. Perhaps I'm being a bit extra spicy today, yes.

Don't mind me "strawmanning" the classic lost-in-irrelevant-minutia line of argumentation that was titrated out of your initial question "would a narcissist leave a thread like this open?". The answer to that question is "yes". There is no way you can know anything at all in the entire universe, except that Leo is the most awake being the entire universe of course, and that this is the single most obvious sign of grandiosity in the entire universe. But yes, thank you for reminding me that we are not inside a psychologist's office.

Oh, Elliot out here trying to convince us that a guy who literally thinks he is the most conscious being in the entire universe is not a narcissist. Narcissism does not mean not tolerating disagreement. It's more means not tolerating not being superior or dominant. If Leo values open discussion and seeing himself as a reasonable person open to critique (and perhaps like he is not a cult leader, who would close all critical threads), he will do that and it's perfectly consistent with narcissism. The problem would more occur if you were challenge him on any of those things. But then again, if he values people challenging him, then he may allow that, but inside he could believe he is still superior (and he may tell it right to your face). Narcissism becomes tricky at higher levels of cognitive development (like all things do, where things become nuanced and complex). Max Karson (Mr. Girl) is another example. He will come off as extremely reasonable and open. But there is also an extreme grandiosity in how he conducts himself.

There are two levels of dealing with a retard. At level 1, you mistake their retardation for your own, thinking it's your inability to understand them (you think it's on you that you don't understand them so you're the one who feels like a retard). At level 2, you clearly see that they are retarded and that you wouldn't be able to understand them because they are retarded. Level 1 usually means you're a bit retarded yourself (for whatever reason, transient or stable), level 2 means you're less retarded and can view retardation from a greater perspective, not being hypnotized by it as much.

They say that good music keeps you at the edge between familiarity and surprise. Too familiar becomes boring, and too surprising becomes hard to follow. Musical improvisation is the manifestation of this in real time, and you can usually notice when the player is engaging in well-established/familiar patterns ("licks") and when the player is creating something completely original. I'm used to improvising a lot on guitar, and I've noticed that I'm able to imagine impossibly intricate and original lines of improvisation in my head, but I'm in no way technically advanced enough to manifest that through my instrument. When I listen to the most complete virtuostic improvisational players out there, even though they can come very close many times, I always feel a tension between boredom and impenetrability. Of course, this desire I have of hearing the most hyper-creative lines of notes that I can possibly imagine is impossible to fulfill. It's completely relative to my unique conception of music, and I would probably never in a million years get to hear somebody produce even 10 seconds of those exact notes (which would be absolutely transcendentally orgasmic if it happened). Nevertheless, I know two players who come extremely close, and I'll try to weigh to which extent they're too "boring" ("musically conventional" is a better word) or too impenetrable (too melodically or harmonically complex) relative to my impossible standard of imaginative perfection. Guthrie Govan (obviously). It's tricky, because he is so versatile that he often fluctuates between too conventional (like bluesy bendy stuff) and too complex (like jazzy shredding stuff). I'll give an example for each player: Allan Holdsworth is notoriously known for being impossible to imitate by other players. For reference, Guthrie Govan can imitate virtually anyone but him. He often becomes too complex. I sometimes have to listen to his songs 30 times to understand what he is doing (like the run at 1:28 in the video below). (Btw things become more interesting around 0:40).