Carl-Richard

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  1. I like his content. Very bright and interesting guy.
  2. Yeah. I felt I was going to die for 3 hours straight. I panicked and opened the fridge to grab some liquor, and my visual field was completely flattened and my coordination was way off. It was like my hand didn't have to move to grab the bottle, or like there was no air between me and the fridge. Really strange. Every time I would plan to execute an action, it would take forever to do it. I tried to get something from the food drawer, but I couldn't analyze what I was looking at. I guess it didn't help that I hadn't smoked for a year, had meditated daily for 2 years with many samadhi experiences, was on a 3 month streak of nofap, was low blood sugar and a bit hungover from the day before.
  3. What do you mean by me passing Mr. Girl as ok in my mind?
  4. Sounds like my last ever weed experience Yep, yup, yep.
  5. This is hilarious. You're literally Flakko: "Pedophilia is bad guys, right?" "Rape is bad guys, right?" "Hitting your wife is bad guys, right?
  6. You're saying "exposed" as if he is trying to hide something. Have you ever watched Mr. Girl? ? All he does is expose himself. The guy is a walking therapy session.
  7. I've heard of near-death experiences which talk about heaven and hell, but the descriptions are less literal than what the Bible proposes. Nevertheless, I don't fundamentally dispute the possible existence of other realms. Seeing what DMT can do, nothing is impossible
  8. You can certainly explain those things without invoking a heaven, no?
  9. Nick Fuentes minions spam reported him.
  10. TRT is not health neutral though.
  11. According to Harrison in the "In Absentia" documentary, this Porcupine Tree song was inspired by Meshuggah, which I think is fucking cool:
  12. I heard one explanation why we hate pedophiles so much is because they feel like preying on the weakest of their own tribe. We can often forgive or even applaud the worst killers, because historically we had to kill people from the other tribe to survive, but pedophilia is basically always seen as a net negative.
  13. Why can not these people have genuine mystical experiences as well? Men from India do not have monopoly on these things.
  14. People like to reduce everything down to one thing. They do it with endogenous DMT and mystical experiences, and they do it with nofap and testosterone. Among other things, fapping releases prolactin. Dopamine has another name: "prolactin-inhibiting hormone", so this can also explain the increase in motivation. It also happens that prolactin decreases the levels of sex hormones, so naturally, eliminating one source of prolactin release will increase testosterone, but again, it's not the only factor.
  15. I don't know what the highest attainment is, but I know there is something there worth pursuing. I also prefer to call it mysticism.
  16. For LaMDA, it was speech. It says a lot of things without understanding it. It's a parrot. Can you eat it?
  17. You're assuming the embodied state is the same thing as the glimpse.
  18. You should actually listen to your ego. It's trying to tell you something. What are you lacking? Fix it and your ego will shut up about it.
  19. How can you be this tight?! 21:00 - 24:19
  20. Bruh, first I gotta learn to handle my sober state lol
  21. I have experienced psychedelics, but not 300 times up my ass
  22. Flaunting or not, Leo says you have to do a ton of psychedelics to understand what he means by God-realization. I haven't done much of that, and I don't doubt that doing psychedelics at that scale will crack your head open in some way or another. I just don't know exactly how. I can tell you a lot about meditation, but not about that.