BarkingTurtle

@kev014 @ajasatya @Hellspeed @yawning_ @Nahm @Solace @Torkys What i've noticed from all of these answers is that they are all pointing to the same thing. No matter which perspective I read about. It's still pointing to the same thing. Everytime I go away from it. It's not there. Everytime I try to understand it I'm not it. The dualistic experience brings a lot to the table. It goes well to say that every person on this planet is suffering. Every man, women and child has it's own problems to solve, which can be hard to solve. But I believe I can help them by finding a specific/scientific problem and solving it. The soul is infinite. The mind is infinite. Compassion is infinite. Practicing the art of meditation comes on the first priority. It's mandatory to see the benefits of meditation. Thank you for your answers! I've got clear on things.

No idea mate. I don't think anyone is focusing. I'm athletic though even if I eat some healthy food from time to time I enjoy treating my self with a sweet pair of apples. Do these things haave to make sense? Who can be conscious of the chakra, is the spiritual ego going to maintain it's purpose? The mind is always comes to Ego? Or does it not? Everytime I ask myself a question I get confused about the things I wanted to say. Now the question ia. Who is who and who comes to who for who is who? And does who asks a question around being who? Who is enquiring? Who is helping to enquire? People. Who is transcending? These questions transcend the question itself.

So recently yesterday, I started focusing on the third eye, and what I noticed from it is that my intuition has cleared up tremendously, as well as I go out to my old patterns. I guess I'm having an ego back clash with the healing exercise I did on Saturday. So the third eye - focusing my awareness on the spot just above my eye brows I can balance my perception and have a broad view on this world. Although there is still a lot to learn about the third eye. I have a question to anyone that can help. What does the third eye entail? How does focusing my awareness on the specific chakra change my behaviour and way of thinking?

New friends are in me. All I have to do is write to them, connect to them. Unfortunately they're on the other side of the planet, scattered all around. The community I'm in is all about the success, it's all about networking I guess. What I have to do is being a great friend. How can I be the best friend there possibly is? By moving further and further away from my old friends and finding new ones as the time goes on. I shouldn't worry about having too much trouble. I have all the time in the world. If anyone is reading this, can you be my friend? I'M lonely, that's sad... Even though there are people around me I still feel like I'm a small fish in an ocean with no company 10km around me. Most of socializing are with my family, old friends that not really serving my future, but I still accept them as they are. And people from facebook who I connect with from time to time. I'll get through it. I believe in myself!

So this journal starts in a train station, as I'm waiting for the train to come by I'm thinking about nothingness. Which in itself is not thinking. I want to hear my old patterns that are running my psyche. Wishes are fuzzy as Jae Mcpherson said in his quote vol. That includes 50 lessons from his life experience. As in of finding new friends, I'm sitting in the train station to go and meet this person for the first time. A person who has more experience with psychedelics, who meditates more than I do, who lives on his own head, doing courses, shooting videos. I feel like I'm not worthy of doing the same as he does. Which is not true. But the iliusion feels real as the ego seems real. I don't know what I'll get out of this, what will come out. I believe I'm looking for my own gain most of the time. Though it doesn't make sense. I want to be selfless, but whenever I try to be one, it's not what I expect it to be. Maybe because when I'm selfless I go off my way to help a person with a seek of return. That's self-sabotaging. What I should do is I should help a person not because there's something to gain, but it's the right thing to do.

Another day, I've spoken to a new friend of mind about the nature of Reality to be honest that was the deepest conversation I had with a person in my whole life. He pinned down so many great things and not things about reality, concepts, truths. I'm really glad I have met Paulius from Vilnius, Lithuania. He showed me the loving side of the world, if he can be loving of people and the world around him, so can I! I love the fact that by speaking to him, exchanging energies we connected and on a deeper level we've got to know each other a bit more. After an hour of deep communication I went back home to my hometown from Capital Vilnius-Jonava. What I did later that day is I called up my friend Mashal who lives in Sweden She and I been talking through messenger from time to time, we have met through the community called SIA which is all about success. (Pretty much Orange type if you're familiar with Spiral Dynamics model) What was different from the conversation with Paulius is the fact that we didn't speak on the same frequency, we were far away from each other and she doesn't meditate although during the call I opened an opportunity for her to start. I spoke with her as accountability partners and I was explaining the concept of time to her. How time works, that the only existence is Now. We construct limits with time and so on and so forth. I was fascinated by my ability to communicate something deeper to a person who doesn't understand a thing about it, I gave her examples, I let her state her understanding on top of mine so we could get clear on what we're talking about. So I could get clear on her's perspective I had to listen - Deeply listen to her, to her words, to her interpretations. During that conversation I noticed a problem with our education system. Most of the people in the world are programmed to remember things rather than understanding them deeply. They try to remember words and they say "I get it", "I understand" etc. When in Reality they don't get, although they adopt a belief of getting and that's good enough. Some people don't even do that. They dismiss it as not important. By having these two conversations in one day I realized that communication is a great tool to get concrete examples of Truth and the nature of Reality. As well as moving the self to the right direction which brings abundance, happiness, fulfilment!

So just just finished Leo's video "What is intelligence?" I stopped watching it halfway through the last time, 2months ago. I don't know why. Maybe infinite intelligence told me to do it. And If I'm infinite intelligence, that means I told myself to do it. When I look it at it from that perspective I see that I create my own reality, but at the same time I don't. It's like it's created for me. Or I chose to be in this Reality in which I don't want to be. I would rather move to something more fuflilling like becoming a spiritual teacher, a yoga/meditation coach or something like that. Something along those lines tells me that infinite intelligence is not thoughts. It's not even words, it's an intuition of some kind as Leo mentioned. "It requires a different kind of EYE" The 3rd eye I pressume. Sometimes I think that thoughts are also inteligent, they come to me telling I should do something and I do it - for no apparent reason. Why is that? Why am I here? Can I create from a human perspective or can I not? Do I choose my life or everything is chosen for me to be in the harmony of the universe? Or is it that I'm just being ignorant of the fact that universe is me? Or maybe I'm ignoring the fact that beliefs about being the universe doesn't help and I should first discover it for myself before trying to create anything that comes out of this sentence. <<<<<<------------------------ Things like that. Why do they happen? I'm confused, frustrated, I don't know what to do or how to think, I'm unbalanced and I need some help. All the people in this forum are like minded, we have something in common I'm writing this, because I know that some people can help viewing from their evolutionary standpoint... I can also say that evolution is going moment to moment. That's all I have to say for now. Thank you for anyone who can help me with the dilema of being here and choosing to create the life I'm born to live

So I started my consciousness journey last August, so now it's about a year of growth. And I'm really glad where I'm now. I'm meditating 30min daily, doing self-inquiry, contemplation, concentration exercises also reading, life purpose all the positive things that came out to my life from meditating and discovering spirituality is just mind-blowing. I want to give that to my friends this June. I'm going to come back to my home country Lithuania (currently situated in England) for a week or so. Me and my friends planned to go camping and have LSD there. Because they are not really spiritual, I would say to the toxic side. Before I remove them from my life I want to give them the best ride of their lifes. I want to show them the world that I'm in. The question is. How do I effectively guide my friends through the trip? What should I aim for? How can I set up the whole trip to reach maximum growth? Thank you in advanced!

Hey Forum Readers! So not too long ago I started contemplating on "What is Fear?" and I experienced a video which connected Fear = Death. The thing is that it wasn't the first time, I also discovered it intellectually. I haven't seen Leo's video about Comprehension has different degrees yet, but can anyone tell me when do you embody the contemplated question fully and can move on to the next one? Thank you!

Thank you all for your answers! It does show the depth of this work and how important it is to stay focused and consistent with it. Can you give me any examples of questions that do dissapear? I'm a bit skeptic about it and would like to try it out myself first and get the result to see if it's true.

Thank you!

Thank you all for your answers! So what I've got from you guys is that taking LSD with my friends and expecting them to join me on the journey is not very realistic. The only thing I can do is to have fun with them, throw them seeds and hope that they'll pick up what I'm trying to say. I see the point of the video, Throughout all of the trip, I should aim to control my Ego and BE Enjoy the ride and learn from experience I guess. Thank you!