Bichu Krishnan

This is exactly where I am stuck in self enquiry. I guess we have to get direct experience to get a conclusion.

Daft Punk -" Random Access Memories" Album. Especially the song "Beyond"

I am sorry, I understand that intellectualy understanding the enlightenment is a bad way. But some convincing is required for the mind to stay motivated. This is basic question that comes to my mind when doing mindfulness. I was sitting in the balcony enjoying the rain. I was aware of all the sensations. I know these visuals, feeling of cold and rain dropping sounds are all experiences.But then I decided to close my eyes, suddenly the other senses went in to focus. I could hear more texture and rhythm in raindrop sounds. Sound just transformed from 128kps mp3 to flac clarity. I understand that, mental concentration is changing the clarity of the experiences, then who is changing my mental concentration. Why experiences are directly depend on focus and concentration. Please share your valuable thoughts.

Does that mean The One is self aware of itself and sense of myself and awareness is just an illusion of thoughts.

If this attention moves around and create new experiences, So am I not the attention then. I don't have any direct experience of anything other than what this attention is showing. And this attention follows the commands of thoughts.