For the career change just less pressure, maybe I just need to find a better job related to the same thing that I'm doing. Right now, I'm moving into the graphic aspect more (not the UX) that is something that I have more expertise + I like it more. And yes, even though I'm currently looking for a new so I dont want to be expending so much right now, I always try to invest in my creative projects.
Something that I realized these couple of days is that I'm trying to bring my art into design (that It has another purpose, to solve problems) and It's bringing me problems (not following requests to the tee and mental frustration). I just need to focus that art aspect into projects outside my regular job. Does that makes sense?