Charlotte

@phoenix666 I know right! Oh it's too much info to type, I'll end up boring you ? quick description though, so much love, like it felt like I was just love, nothing else. Also movements and stuff during meditation.

This has been me over the past four months ?

+1 Short answer, leave, before it turns even more physical! Yelling at you is already a sign of abuse even before the physical violence! Your not responsible for his anger/emotions. If you don't want to respond to him/look at him when he's yelling, don't. He is responsible for his reactions. Talking about porn? Oh jeez ? interesting topic ?. Also, he has zero respect for you. I'm so sorry you went through that ? ♥️

@Shroomdoctor typical example of a day in my life ?

@pluto

That's awesome Pluto! 100 percent agree. That's amazing and interesting. I actually agree with this, I've changed my mind I won't patch. I'm on a low nic dosage anyway with the vaping. Over the past few months I've radically changed my eating habits via mindfulness so I will apply the same with e-cigarette. Thanks Pluto and well done on quitting! ?

@Key Elements ?? I feel sorry for the tumbleweed now, poor dude, no direction in life, not knowing where he's going to end up next, probably seriously dehydrated and confused ?? Ah Okay thank you!!

@Key Elements ???? it will survive it's infinite Can I ask you a quick question please whilst I have you here? (Saves making a whole thread) it's about the forum, every time I press back to go back to the forum's index it keeps signing me out and I'm constantly logging in and out and in...etc

@Ether Targeting me because Shin is not around aint'cha!?

@Key Elements Exactly! Or to not think

Wow! Amazing update!! Remember leo mentioning ego backlash so just be aware of that with regards to suicidal thoughts. Overall it sounds like your relishing in love which is fantastic! So happy for you! ??

*Nods and continues to eat porridge*

@Outer Thanks for the heads up and sharing that. To be honest I've been wanting to quit anyway but I've just avoided it through fear, so this could be my opportunity to quit. I'll finish off my batch of eliquid and prep for nicotine replacement in the meantime, I came off cigs, I can come off this, this will be the last of my addictions. I'll keep the bottle of Meriva as an incentive & goal. Bollocks! ? ?

@Ether ?? Yeeeeaaaah okay okay, if you say so, ego

@Ether Why did you delete your shit joke? ? You can't laugh at other people if you can't laugh at yourself

@Ether Yeah yeah, identical

My mum has this, she's been diagnosed with "Raynaud's phenomenon, it's a disorder that causes decreased blood flow to the fingers. ... Symptoms of Raynaud's include fingers that turn pale or white then blue when exposed to cold, or during stress or emotional upset. They then red when the hands are warmed."

@Outer No worries thanks for letting know. I vape, is that still okay? Thanks for the link

Nice!@Jedd thanks for sharing

@Ether fair enough. I'd say same but I definitely lean more towards sarcasm

@Ether

@Ether I think we both know it was shit ?

@thehero This is only my personal opinion, I'm no expert but I'd probably wait until your not hungry but not full either. Only my opinion though! Please take that into consideration

@Etherkeep dreaming Mr Ether sir ?

@kieranperez I'd take an educated guess at probably doing it on a light type of meal, he did mention in the video at the part where he explains cramming it all into one day bit that between the break maybe a light meal so that's my guess.