Charlotte

I understand what your saying and I fully agree but mustn't we understand it on SOME level? I know what you mean, I try and remain aware of self deceptions as much as I possibly can. THIS has really sparked my interest. @YogiLogan @Dodo Thanks guys!! ?

@Ether never mind Mr ether fonki womin ?

Is seeking enlightenment selfish and self absorbed?

@PsiloPutty

Hey @Consept thanks for your reply. How are you working on it? (If you don't mind sharing). Thank you Have you had a good route online? I'm pretty sure I'm not allowed to discuss anything to do with acquiring drugs on the forum unfortunately

@Ether I have absolutely no idea what your on about but... AWESOME! ?

@Ether ? ?

@Ether its a gosling you douche ?

@Rilles You daaaaaamn right it is

Preach it brother!! ?? ?

Me neither, it's fucking amazing isn't it ?

@now is forever I don't mean to sound arrogant or anything but I generally don't debate with anyone online or in real life. I find partaking in mindless debates to be extremely egotistical and I'm just not interested in doing it ? we all life from our own perspectives and obviously people's opinions are going to be different from their perspective so I respect that, even if I do feel strongly about something, I use that as a tool to reflect within me. I will do that

@now is forever Yeah fair enough, I can't partake in this one sorry, the suns going down very late where I live at the moment and I'm in bed by then, I get to very early so go to bed early. I can do it during the day though?

Just to add guys, this will become my routine... (Some extra info there too)

My OCD was related to thoughts @TylerJ thoughts, same as yours actually. My therapist says that OCD leaks into other areas of your life also that you may not be aware of, mine was hoarding things and germs/bacteria.

@now is forever strange. I just found it odd half way through the topic he up and left. Nevermind, I'm sure he's fine and he will have his own reasons ??

@now is forever Yeah maybe so, I wish him well regardless ?

@Anna1 fair enough, thanks for your input

+1 I wish people would, save many arguments on here. I've read some of the comments thinking "Daaaaaamn" these people supposed to be self actualising? It's all mental masterbation with some of the people on here lately, they need to chill ?

@electroBeam Thanks for your input @Quanty I agree. I'm referring to the motives behind seeking enlightenment. @Anna1 I understand, but still, until enlightened it's still for 'the self by the self', paradoxical really. @Ether I also agree. @Nahm ?♥️

They do already possess it though. They already have it, everybody does. I learnt something huge this year and I do hope to help others realise the same. Drop any expectations you have about meditation, drop any "states" you wish to reach. Unconsciously maybe you still have expectations? Doesn't this say that you do?... (Ignore my tag, stupid website) Please don't take this as criticism because it certainly isn't, just trying to help you see ♥️

@John Iverson @Ether Ether the fumes you breath I'm referring to. John been doing it on and off for say around 3 week's, I do one day off one day on but I was initially suffering with panic attacks so there was more off days than on but now I seem to be getting that under control there will definitely be more on days ?. @Leightonm my next dose will be 0.130, I'm slowly working my way up to see what suits me best. At the moment I'm doing one day on and then miss a few days and then back on. Also depends how I feel at the time, if it comes to a microdosing day and I don't feel like it I won't do and vise versa.

@Ether "drug's" that's a stigma society has attached to Psychedelics. Can't can't more natural than what I've consumed, you probably consume harder substance's when you walk down the street or drink from the tap ?

Oh I'll never stop @aurum ?

Very true.