Charlotte

Man flu time ?

@Surfingthewave I have absolutely no idea what the gut/intuition feeling is. Your body can be a direct portal in to the mind and beyond the mind (this has been my main portal) It's absolutely stunning though. Very profound.

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@Shin thanks for link broOoOoO ??❤️

Arw Nahm thank you so much for your response. Your words read to me like poetry ? Your absolutely right. The only reason I have thought about this at all lately is because a) I got a womb vision during a breath work class and I told my friend about it and she said. "Maybe your neglecting your womb as a woman?" I took this and thought about it and I made my self feel a bit shit. B) My mum said to me 2 days ago. "You'd make a brilliant mum you know." That made me think also. See these are all for the wrong reasons though because when I truly think about it I don't feel any desire (currently) for children (or a family). I only just feel like I'm actually starting to live life ? Yes so these thoughts came into my head after these scenarios and it just got me thinking a bit. I will remain grounded and present and let things unfold organically. I'll continue the LP and when love is ready to knock on my door I will take things from there. By the way, I'm so unbelievably happy for you that you have a beautiful marriage and children ❤️ Thank you Nahm as always for your words, you speak directly to my heart.

@Hellspeed sorry dude you've lost me. Explain please.

Bit of a broad generalisation there. I politely disagree.

@Samra (ignore sorry samra) I love all your perspectives thank you so much. ❤️

Started counseling again. Come out feeling way lighter. (Metaphorically) Not much really to say about it... Just talking through what happened over Christmas and that with the dogs etc. Slight emotional release came. I asked her if she had super powers because the release felt differently. ? Sat for 40 minute meditation this morning and I plan to do one in the evening and one in the morning. Still planning first mushroom trip. (Well second)

Yeah will do. I know me to! Erm... Possibly I'll start with the shrooms first ?

@Samra ❤️

You guys are amazing. Brilliant responses. Thank you so much ❤️

Thank you all so much for your responses. I appreciate them all ❤️ Lots to think about. The main reason I don't want children is because I want to help so many living beings (animals (mostly) & people) I don't want to pinpoint my love onto one being, I want to help as many as I possibly can with the time that I have. That, I feel is my life purpose so if I have kid's then I can't persue life purpose (currently studying for life purpose). Am I making sense? In some ways I feel I have this unbelievable love and passion to help as many possible and I don't want it going to waste by having children.

@KyleR awesomesauce, I'm game ? Shiiiiiiit... Good luck with that ? you should go to an Ayahuasca retreat in Peru

Will it though, is it though?... See I have a difference of opinion. Thanks for the other advice though, really appreciated it.

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@LoveandPurpose Just observe.

Become aware of how thought tries to suck you into this fear, become aware of the thought patterns before, during after. When I do this it brings me back to the present moment. You can then witness and 'see through' the illusory'ness, fully knowing all is well

@KyleR I was literally explaining that to mum yesterday about a sitter but I couldn't think of anybody who could handle the situation. Yeah definitely no heroic doses yet ? start small, gain respect and trust and work my way up.

I genuinely don't know how one could answer this because I've never looked at reality from the perspective of an animal. Or have I?

@KyleR Yeah it's under the stars and right outside the hut thing there's a picnic bench, it feels right. Drove past in yesterday and went "Oh yeah! Forgot these where here!" I have no idea with dosage yet, still researching. Glad you enjoyed your time in London

I have done SO much research into supplementing omega 3 to help with my current body inflammation (spinal disc bulging and osteoarthritis in the hip) I'm stumped. I've come across a different type of supplement but it lacks long term study use and unfkrms on Google. so I'm quite skeptical. http://ahiflower.com/ https://www.verywellhealth.com/ahiflower-oil-benefits-and-uses-4147515 I drink organic hemp milk everyday and eat leafy greens often but I'm wondering if that would be enough? Also this is another option... https://www.nothingfishy.co/products/vegan-omega-3-dha-from-algae Could you give me your two cents on this please guys. Thank you ❤️

@Samra will do lovely. Remain strong ❤️ you ever need anybody to chat to... Ever... Feel free to pm me.