Charlotte

Yesterday I ordered £25 worth of nicotine free eliquid, the plan is to get myself unhooked from the nicotine and then off the ecig altogether... I feel it's time.

P1_H07.pdf Last night's philosophy class. Dogs now on the mend. ❤️

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@LambChop Can relate, your not alone. Best advice I can give is a) Read @Nahm 's reply over and over again and contemplate what he's said. That shit is powerful right there. B) look into Agnus castus, that helped me very well. C) look into Dr Morses female reproductive tincture. I've just started taking this yesterday but I'm already halfway into my PMS symptoms so I'll have a better understanding next month if it's helped or not. Just to reiterate, your not alone sweet ❤️

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Forgot to upload last week's philosophy lesson. P1_H06.pdf Having some issues at home with one of the dogs at the moment hence my absence from here. Be back soon ❤️

If you hide your feelings from her you will hide your feelings from yourself which can lead to all sorts of monkey business. I say tell her how you feel, nothing inherently wrong with being open and transparent. Your staying true to yourself. I would however take some time away from her, seems by remaining friends in this phase your holding onto the chance of getting back together. Torturing yourself. Has she made it very clear it's over? Sorry to hear your going through this. Take some time to show yourself some incredible self love (always ?) ❤️

@Cocolove Thanks for your input. Maybe so. I will continue as I am currently ❤️

Beautiful ❤️?️

Do it. I did it. Mazeballs. Check my journal for the report.

ordered the female tincture... Woke up completely different this morning, illness has started to shift. Felt like I had much more energy. Decided to do a massive declutter. Cravings have completely passed. I've noticed they last 2 days, in that time I feel I could consume the world ? back to normal today. Let's see how that tincture does next month. Going to spend the evening meditating and reading some books I got off the booklist (so excited) Also I've decided I'm going to Barcelona at the end of march for my last solo backpacking trip of the year. I was able to breakdown so many fearful concepts during the last trip I'd like to see what else I can do. Tea this evening: Beetroot Fermented spiced cabbage Roasted Kale Roasted red pepper Spinach, courgette, kale and seaweed rice Spring onions Corn and petit pois ?

@Shin I know it is. Try being a woman going through these periods of hormone's all over the show and get back to me

Think this bug or whatever it is, is passing now yay. Really struggled yesterday with PMS binge eating. Like really. I ended up eating 2 doughnuts ??? Looked into the Dr Morse tincture last night and found a decent website so I'll be purchasing some of that today. Yesterday I had a meeting with the head of animal care about becoming s volunteer down at the animal department of college. She showed me around all the animals and led me to the feeding station where they prep the animal feed. She opened the freezer and they're were around 40/50 frozen whole mice and rats and baby chicks. I felt sick. This is something I know I'm going to struggle with but I need to work with it and delve into it a bit more. Also I wasn't keen on the fact that 100's of animals were caged up in small cages with hardly no room. Fair enough I get that the students have to study but Jesus come on... These are living beings that deserve freedom and space as much as anyone/thing. I feel stuck between a rock and a hard place with this situation because on one hand this would MASSIVELY help towards my LP and on the other hand I feel like it goes against my morals. ? I'd appreciate advice if anyone reads this? Also there's 9 weeks left of study before the big exams and I feel I need to knuckle down a bit more with it. I keep putting spiritual practices/personal development practices and fitness and nutrition before it. I need to find a better balance.

@DrewNows thank you dude ❤️

That is an excellent question. This... And most importantly... Being tied down. I think I'm afraid of commitment... Being tied down with no freedom makes me cringe. Awesome man! That's what this forum is for ❤️ @Shir yeah I'd give the same answers

@Aeris why rant when you can love ☺️❤️ (Back to topic, sorry OP)

Definitely man flu. Head cold and weak body @Shin been resting all day ? so comfy

Yeah I totally agree they are awesome but why do I get headaches ALL THE TIME ? (with them)

@Aeris Chill dude. It's my opinion... No 'right' or 'wrong' about it. Also I think you've misunderstood me. I'm not 'against' anything, I'm simply referring back to the OP's thread on a personal development forum. I would (I might be wrong) of guessed that not many people that are into self actualisation or spirituality would be using them apps.

Life is the greatest most previous gift any being could experience. Why would you want to take that away from something/one?

Also my relationship to my mum is 110% solid. We are like bestest best friends ?❤️

My bringing up was awesome, mum and dad still together after 30 years married ? very much in love with each other so yeah... No idea.

Raise your consciousness and listen to your intuition (when dating) They say like attracts like. I've found this to be true if you look underneath the surface. Hang out in places that you like, workshops, retreats, seminars etc. I'd straight off the bat say get rid of dating apps. Also travel... @Shin (?)