Charlotte

@Shiva I know dude I know ???

Love this

I am so much love I don't know what to do with it. I want to go around the world holding my hands out offering it to people. it becomes too much. How do I contain this? What do I do with it? It's radiating from my upper body outward. I cry so often with joy of this love. More and more it is coming forefront. I close my eyes and I see me stood over the planet giving and sharing this beam of love over all, like the sun saturating itself over the planet and beyond.

https://www.doyouyoga.com/how-to-love-without-expectations-60536/

https://youtu.be/8KkKuTCFvzI

I know absolutely sweet f all. I'm vulnerable af. Sometimes I get scared of being exposed. There isn't much to expose left but the remains still linger.

@Shroomdoctor write down ten things that haven't happened yet. Then show gratitude for them as if they have happened. Go through them and live them in precise detail. Feel what it is like with each one. You may see you will struggle with some of them... You may see where you need to do the work. E.g. you feel you don't deserve some or one of them. Then inquire about that. Etc ♥️

? "For fuck saaaaaake!"

Nothing can survive outside of love. Love is all consuming. It will transcend everything into itself. Counseling this morning for me has been unbelievable. I cannot put it into words. I want to cry. I accept everything. I see now. I was blind. but that's okay. It was what it was. love is guiding the life I am living. Love is the life. I held onto so much, I held onto it because that's all I knew. A part of you has to die, leo is right. a part of ego died this morning. And in replacement of that, what was there all along was love. The weight, it feel, has been lifted. My eyes don't feel glazed as much anymore. I feel pure, raw and vulnerable. In a beautiful boundless way. my heart is beaming through my chest. This is guiding me to life purpose. It's actualising my life purpose. How can I love and heal if I cannot apply that directly from oneself? Now I can. ♥️

Is there ever really one Absolute... One Absolute truth? Everyone's own experience is relative to them via communication. We listen to another human talk about the Absolute, we maybe able to relate but have a different experience or perspective on it, so who's is the Absolute? I've realised that every single fucking thing is relative to one's own perspective/mind set/paradigm/outlook blah blah. How could we ever truuulllyyyy know there is ONE ABSOLUTE truth? Like truly. We can't. Can we?

@abrakamowse yeah I understand what you mean. Thanks for explaining ?@Conrad ♥️

@bejapuskas that's interesting. Could it be like a self sabotage behaviour?

I have this baseline of frustration always humming in the background and I don't know why I think I'm so polite because I still people please I'm still insecure and sometimes talk to myself like shit and beat myself up. I sometimes portray myself to be someone I'm not.

Thank you all for your replies. Appreciate them all ♥️ @Shin I plan to @kieranperez thanks for the link!

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Teach me o wise one.

@Shin and that ?

@bejapuskas My internal muscles could crack a coconut in half I'll have you know ??

??? True... True

@Natasha that is one random af website. "My vagina can lift coconuts, can yours?" *That's enough internet for one day* ?

Me to dude. Exactly the same! ♥️

https://www.ted.com/talks/rick_doblin_the_future_of_psychedelic_assisted_psychotherapy/up-next?utm_campaign=social&utm_medium=referral&utm_source=facebook.com&utm_content=talk&utm_term=science

@Shiva nice one!