Charlotte

Certainly do. I'm here to offer help to anybody that wishes to take my offer. @remember stick around and if you're willing we could talk about this in more depth if you wish ☺️

@remember In all my life I don't think I have ever seen as much projection and assumptions as you have projected onto this thread and on to me.

What position? @bejapuskas ((ignore sorry dude))

Good for you @Michael569 ? happy for you! ?

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@Key Elements maybe you has some advice? I'm currently at the bottom, early stages of life purpose so unfortunately I don't have any direct experience to share with you.

@crab12 great read, very inspiring ?

@bejapuskas sorry I didn't pick up on it ? my bad.

@remember ?

@loub brilliant book! Worth the read. Haven't finished it all but almost! 100%!! Also uncovers all sorts of hidden manipulative behaviours we demonstrate. Well done on overcoming also! That's great to hear. I mostly hide the truth from other people in the subtlest of ways. I felt this talk was relevant to me because I like alternative perspectives to topics. Also self deception is a never ending loop hole that requires a constant watchful eye, it never ends @bejapuskas @DrewNows ?

Question 'suffering' on every level

There were research published that women feel a heightened intimate connection right after sex than men. I also experience this.

@SQAAD I'd honestly say it depends on the individual. I don't think you can generalise a topic like this. I'd say women more so can easily live without it. I speak to people that would rather shit in their hands and clap than have sex. It's a chore for them and they're happier without them. Now whether that's because the sex is shit is a whole nother topic ?

Your self honesty is exceptional. That's half of the battle already won. Contemplate your fears @Wlangr and contemplate why you think they're 'weaknessess'

Cheers!

They're all masks of fear ultimately. What is it you fear?

This has been so fucking tough. Wow. So much growth and learning. I can't believe the difference a conscious relationship has compared to previous unconscious. I genuinely cannot put it into words the depth of learning and growth that has taken place. Not with other people, with ego, with survival. It's been one of the toughest challenges of the year. But I'm so grateful that other people are my mirror. After the last shroom trip I know I create everything, the reality I see I know is a figment of my imagination and in of itself is a fucking game changer. I'll repeat. Love is the answer. Always.

Currently in the airport on my way toMontenegro/Croatia trip. It's already brought a lot of things to surface. Working each day continuously to love. Just love. Feeling another 'trip' upon my return so I'll sort that when I arrive. I will just 'be' on the trip and use the time wisely to reflect. I feel there is a lot of reflection needed... But not at the same time. 2 hours sleep has surfaced some anxiety which needs to be addressed... Or not depending on which way you look at it. will update throughout.

Is truth relative? How could it not always be based on self bias? Is there really ever one truth? Or A truth?

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With increased consciousness comes great responsibility. Great responsibility. You can no longer point the finger, deny or blame. Not if you're radically honest with yourself. Over the past month or 2 I have been non stop working on myself. Observing and investigating. Taking radical responsibility somehow in a counterintuitive way frees you of so much unnecessary suffering. It's magical how certain people come into your life and mirror something for you. They become your spiritual tool for the time being. You see everything is just perfect. Always has been. Control is illusory. Fact. I see in every day life how we create our reality. It's literally mind bending. Love is always there, it's us, it's always the answer no matter what. ❤️ I'm also feeling called to do a mushroom trip again. I go to Montenegro & Croatia on the 18 August- 30th August so I will book somewhere when I return. I also start college again in September. Maths, psychology and science I've chosen so far however that may change.

I got sick. On the mend now ?

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'I was brought up to feel how I feel, consciously. To know how I feel and never deny. If I want to, to tell people... if the feeling is strong enough. So I'm telling you, from a vulnerable place, I love you for all that you are, for what you cannot see, but I can feel. I cannot recall a time in my life where I have felt this unspoken connection with another partner, we are a gift, a blessing. We are the universal infinite love people speak of, it is us and us coming together has provided the perfect host for it to reveal its blind but impenetrable force and manifest. My thanks and gratitude for your existence extends beyond anything measurable. I deeply feel we have something worth nurturing and I'm willing to tend to it like a newly sprouted fragile seedling. To put in the hard work whenever and wherever it's needed. I promise I will always be honest and upfront with you because like I said, I was raised to speak from the heart and the heart is truth ♥️'