As I self actualize...
They are so many traps
So many things to balance
So many individuals
Different periods (throughout the day, week, age, phases of each individual)
Different things to learn on different times
And soooo much depth to EVERYTHING.
Its f****** extraordinary how much stuff exist out there to learn and experience.
Some times I feel lost...some times I feel like I have found everything. And this cycle goes on again and again.
In this time of my life I am so overwhelmed of how much depth and complexity exists in every area of my life.
And I know that sometimes I just have to trust my intuition and dont get lost in the complexity of things.
BUT EVEN THIS is hard.....I don't know if I remember correctly but I think that leo had said that if you knew how difficult that journey is you would probably quit. And I totally resonate with that....