Berjohansen

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  1. Nothing you dont want will ever happen so theres nothing to be afraid of? This is a great opportunity thou, to find out who it is that is afraid, deep down you know its nothing to be afraid of, still fear arises. Why is that? Is it your fear? Do you WANT to be fearfull of freedom of suffering?
  2. What is aware of the mind decieving the person? Anything «you» can observe is not what you are that said, you probbably could write forever about it, the whole meaning of the mind, ego, emotions and so on is to enternain us just enough to hide that we are in a short lived dream of separation from god/scource Try creating more egos/enteties in your mind and see how quick you can watch your ego watching your spiritual ego watching your thoughts.. its all about entertainment, it will let you do whatever as long as you dont look for your true self.
  3. Just try it.. might be suprized
  4. Im way more emotionally stable after trips wich has been a real problem for me earlier. I also spend alot of time integrating the trips wich makes me learn a good lesson or two everytime. I also have heightened awareness after trips, it tapers off some but i feel it ends up higher than the last time if you understand. I trip every two-three months. Psychological effects stays with me all through theese months and im very thankfull for that???
  5. There is no past or future you should watch this???
  6. ?im not sure it works exactly like that. In that case everyone capable of it would be a lottery millionaire long time ago? and as i said im only in the early stage working on it?
  7. After a lucid dream/astral projection Last year i have been able to astral project more and more easily. Mostly i have just been having a good time flyong around on earth, in space and so on. Does anyone have tips on beneficial use of this? Other than understanding we all create our «reality»
  8. Just write it out right here. This should be one of the places with the least judgement and if there should be discussions on the subject you get to «practice» to argument your opinions/beliefs. Thats healthy?
  9. I work on an abulanceboat 2 weeks on/off with two others. We have a very good relationship and whatch a lot of documentaries and conspiration theories. I have opened their interest for consiousness questions through documentaries on ayahuasca, DMT, quantum physics and so on to the point where we can have discussions about it without them calling bullshit. Really valuable to me
  10. @Nahm Pasting a answer to a pm below? i fell into a lucid dream spontainiously during a afternoon nap. After that i have been able to «pierce trough the vail» if that makes sense.. if i wake up tired in the morning and set a goal of doing it, i lay on my back and consentrate on just seeing something while letting my body fall asleep (hard to explain but sort of intentionally leaving here to go there) after a while i see patterns wich becomes clearer and then i intentionally go through like looking out a window and im there.. you could argue its a lucid dream and not astral projection scince i dont get up by the bed sort to speak. But im looking at it more like climbing out the vindow? Plus its intentional. i have no contact with my physical body what so ever but still have a different physical body and can do whatever i want. Flying into space looking down on earth and such i have yet to do anything else than flying around going to places around the world but meditating in space, going through mirrors to other dimensions and such is on the list now?
  11. My goal so far has just been to get good at it and enjoy the ride but im ready to put it to good use. Will try what you said and read up on it. Ill check out Buhlman thanks??
  12. Thats being in the moment. Not enlightenment..
  13. @egoless yes i totally agree, but you accused me for saying i was god, wich is not what i meant..
  14. @egoless ive never said «i» was god.. All is «god» its pointless praying to god because your asking yourself for favours...
  15. Benzo does not stop a trip, makes it a bit easier to handle yes but does not «kill» it. antipsychotics on the other hand do, quite effectivly. Kvetiapin Works good, you find it in seroquell and quetiapine amongst others. Its commonly used as a sleep aid in small doses and 50mg should send you to la la land in an hour or less.. Ive used it in 25mg doeses for insomnia earlier.. dossage for scizophrenia and pscychosis is in the 600mg range so we are talking minor doses..
  16. You are god so you have to listen aswell
  17. Ah, missunderstood that one. Thought you were talking about the real «you» not the ego you. Thanx
  18. @MM1988 well, now you know.. next time it wont come as a suprise and youll be fine?
  19. @MM1988 ues, i find lsd a bit intimidating because of the duration. I really really like my shrooms (semilanceata) they feel very organic or like finding a lost friend to me. It can be a very mercyless teacher thou and give you what you need, not always what you want.. but the peak is not more than 2-3 hours for me so very managable..
  20. Did you meen the body can die and you keep on living?
  21. Remember that 20min without those meds is like 10 hours with them. Your doing great just keep at it?? Whats happening now is your abit overactive mind (wich some call adhd) is playing trix on you overanalyzing everything. Energetically gifted people like you have abit longer way to go. Set goals you know you can reach. In a while you train your ego to do as you planned, then increase ammount. Sticking to a plan also will be very beneficial. much love ??
  22. To me this is the first proof the bible is the word of man not god. Your hungry-he gives you and apple. You eat it-all hell breaks loose. If you dont obey and worship im you will burn in the flames of hell for eternity.... but he loves you