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You got your answer right there but its not clear untill you know. You dont want those thoughts so who creates them? Obviously not you right? Then why listen to them? How can you NOT listen to them? WHO is listening to them? Your brain is wrong producing those thoughts. Dont believe a second their yours. and ask your doc about moodstabilizers like lamictal/lamotrigin. A big help to me atleast.. all the best??

You dont find love, love finds you. By creating a science out of it you are actually pulling yourself further from it. Creating scales like «oh ill settle for a 7» is not only counterproductive its an insult to every woman. Try telling a girl that «ok i can settle for you alltough id rather have a nine» and see what happens! Looks change, people get more beautifull as you get to know them so get to know them! Focus on becoming the perfect love of THEIR life, live a little, have some sex just for the sex and closeness, (girls have needs too and its ok, just be sure they know and are ok with your intensions. Never ever lie to a girl EVER!) study it, aspire to be the best boyfriend you can, the best lover and most importent of all the best listener. Its not a science its love. Its a beautifull thing and you should enjoy it to the full. Allways??

Tønsberg Norway

It was a blissfull feeling of getting my belief confirmed at first, then developed to «oh my fucking god its true»? Bit confused now, think i need to clear my head abit (wich is bull because its obviously the opposite) to integrate. Been to work two weeks at sea so might feed my ego a beer and some television later.. Had a shroom trip planned but might just meditate instead, not sure it would be productive right now. Appreciate your answer??

Just landed from a 2 hour flight home from work wich turned out quite interessting. I consider myself at the very start of my «active» journey though you might say ive been in the prosess more passive for many years. Reading through the steps and tips for enlightenment and realising «hey! Ive actually done this for years without knowing» is good fun anyway.. Sitting on the plane listening to music just looking at the sky and clouds just «zoning out» it strikes me that everything outside my vision «the plane» is nothing, not like reading about it or «knowing» it but really! I percieved this as sort of a white non sensory void «hard to explain» so i thought, what if i close my eyes? And the white void was right outside my eyelids! From here it became more complicated, my body stil was there like 80% and my head very much so.. i manage to «peel» my head down to my scull «seriously!» but it stopped firmly there.. people must have think i was mad, grinning like a fool probbably gigling but it was so awesome i couldnt care abit. so, is this for real or is it something else? It sure as hell felt real, cant wait for my next flight?

Ok, im freaking out right now. On the trainride home a two hour trip, theres alot of signs along the trainline and the numbers 1,3 and 5 are coming up EVERYWHERE,in all kinds of combinations. I mean, even on licenseplates on cars.. ive read loosely about this but i dont know if i should laugh, cry or freak out. The last is closest to mind.. been at work at sea for 2 weeks so no drugs, alcohol nothing. Have a shroom trip planned tonight but now i just dont know. Oh forgot to mention, theres 13 people in my carriage. On the last station 3 went of and... yes 3 on. My head is about to explode right now...

@Leo Gura Watched your video on this topic and would like to «come out of the closet» sort to speak. i have always felt i had some sort of «supernatural» powers as scociety would like to call them, but never chased them, probbably do to scociety in general program us to «understand» that theese things dont exist. To be short i would just like to say that your comment on future telling and others being a 30% thing and not cut in stone is spot on and quite a good thing for me to hear aswell. Im pretty new discovering theese things and to lay the foundation i have started with reading peoples auras and healing small things mainly from a distance with a few people i know that are open to this. So far im better for headaces than aspirin? To share how this works for me, its Just a haze where you pull out the things that your intuition tells you is right. The more you train on this the more confident you get to trust your intuition and things get clearer.. What you should try is to google aura colours meaning. You will find charts telling you what the colours mean both positive and negative. Pick the chart you feel is right. Find someone you know are open to this, meditate if you like, think of them and take notice of wich colours pop up in your mind. This is the same thing as reading auras just easier and maybe less nuanced. If alot of colours pops up, choose 2 or 3 you feel is the most right. Think about if the colours seem positive or negative, you could find that some are positive and some are negative. Look them up in the charts and pick out 3 or 4 things that feels right on each colour and send a text to your testobject with what you found in your own words. i know many of you out there will be absolutly shocked what you can pull out of the maze if you just forget what scociety has programmed you to believe and give it an honest go. I strongly believe this ability is in all of us if we just believe it, and especially you Leo?? We are all connected and this is palpable proof to you that its true? Btw.. Im not doing stocks as im not interessted in the stockmarket and i dont think most leftbrained numbercrunshers on wall street are hugely interessted in this topic either?

Trust me on this one. As long as you are afraid and reach out for help like you are doing then you are not suicidal. Atleast not right now. Sounds more to me that you actually are afraid OF dying, Not quite sure if you can trust your self wich is a very hurtfull thing.. To be honest with you i have never been able to get out of those states (wich has come every 3 years last 15 years) alone. The two last times my ex wife has told my doctor whats up and they have tricked me there wich has led to proper short-term medication, some months with a psychiatrist and im back in my old happy self.. At those points i have written text to my facebook goodbye video, found the right music, knew how and when to do it (always some months ahead dont know why) and was more afraid that i would survive than die.. If i where you i would get someone professional who can help you straiten out what your brain is doing so you can get on the right path of helping yourself alone.. Im temted to recommend a shroom trip or two wich gives me extremely good overwiev whats going on and what to do wich i never had before. But everyone should always start at the doctors office in my opinion.. I really hope you get on top of this and hope you get well soon. Ive been there and my life is perfect now so so should yours be to? If there is anything i could do or you have questions drop me a pm!

I too have had periods where everything seems to be utterly negative. And when youre at that place you (atleast i) become extremely more aware of those little things you usually ignore, and this can escalate to the point where you almost cause the problems yourself (i just know that if i walk down that street past those guys they will think im an idiot walking my dog there, see! I knew that was gonna happen) instead of (hey! Think ill might go this other way today, probbably gona meet a lot of nice people) Ive come to understand that most of the negative things that happens to me is selffullfield negative intensions. NOT saying this is true in your case but a positive intention can change your world. Take another route, tie a plastic bag to your dog leash so everyone sees your a "picker" smile at the people that have a negative vibe, walk on the other side of the road or turn if you see people you think might give you a hard time. It is not unmanly, its an investment in good mental health.. Feel sorry for them, they must have a terrible self esteem having to do such to feel well. Positivity is a skill that needs practice, try to act positive to even the most negative things to the point of pure sarcasm, eventually it will seep in and become natural.. (Yeah so i broke my right arm, finnaly i get to learn how to do everything with my left, im going to nail that)? Start your day saying to yourself that "today im going to win the fucking olympics in beeing positive and happy.. Always makes me laugh a bit of myself wich is a great way to start a day? Btw, im truly happy for you your wheel didnt explode on the freeway?

@Elephant yup.. Or somone picked and i bought think you call them Toppslätskivling, and they are from mother nature <3

@Outer Bipolar people are as various as there are fish in the sea, it all depends on the person, their medication, history and if they are in a stable period. They should not be taking psycedelics if on any medication wich has counterindications towards psycedelics, ie antidepresants but that goes for everyone! Im bipolar 2 with a couple of episodes boardering on bp 1. Im medicated on lamictal alone, a moodstabilizer wich works wonders for me. This has no effect what so ever on pscycedelics and scince im stable and happy like every other person its as dangerous to me as to everyone else. Knowledge, setting and mindset are way way more critical. This goes for ME! Everyone else should make up their own mind if you are ready, including all you "normal" folks On shrooms i realized that im not bipolar, i am ME! But i have a condition i must treat with care and respect.. Never felt so relieved and blessed my whole life... if your rapidcycling with full blown manias, on 6 different meds is another story.. People with BP could be way more stable and ready for psychedelics than a person i.e straight out of a bad marriage..

@Elephant If you are unsure about LSD maybe you should give mushrooms a chance? It has a much shorter duration wich has a calming effect if you are afraid of "freaking out". Since you are in Sweden "im in Norway btw" psilocybe semilanceata "fleinsopp" are available in abdundance. Start out with low dosages like a gram and less, gives you great space for self reflection without any hallucinations and you get to feel what its like.. Its much clearer and a lot less overwhelming than you would imagine.. Then adjust upwards to your liking. I have had great use of them without catapulting myself into the universe Set, setting, knowledge and intention is 90% of the experience. god tur

So! Since DMT allready is in our body responsible for amongst others dreaming. Is «reallity» really a low grade hallucination?

Good question Illusion: an instance of a wrong or misinterpreted perception of a sensory experience. Reallity: the state of things as they actually exist, as opposed to an idealistic or notional idea of them. so, scince the common perception of «reality» is an illusion and i have yet to be enlightened and see the true reallity, reallity dont yet exist in my world.. still dont make reallity an illusion though, it just means im living in an illusion. Reality is still reality, just not known to me.. yet Sorry for missreading your comment??

@AleksM Great work! Thanx??

@Leo Gura Thought i posted this yesterday but obviously something went wrong.. https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/m/pubmed/16095048/ Helsinki University Central Hospital claims to have detected DMT in human urine, blood and tissues. Yet to find the full article tough.

What is a dream but an illusion/hallucination? If we say that there really is a baseline of dmt in our system, and as you say more sends us into cosmos. Where would we end with less?

@Leo Gurahttps://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/m/pubmed/16095048/ Helsinki University Central Hospital claims to have detected DMT in human urine, blood and tissues. Yet to find the full article tough.

@starsofclay You and me both, might be a dead end...

@ajasatya ?? i totally agree with you. What im saying is, if true, what would we find beneat it? And would that mean that an dmt trip would be antireallity? i just love puzzles