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I would recomend you to do mushrooms. Start low and get a feel for it. Dont drink, smoke or take drugs beforehand. If you are extremely anxious the ods for a not so great time increase and it might not be the right time. A low dose of benzodiazepines like 2-4mg helps you with the anxiousness but i would not advice you to do that. I have a few benzos and a couple of antipscychotics in the medicalcabinet that i know would stop the trip pretty quick. For me they work as good lying there available and i have worked through some nasty stuff without reaching for it. I do it at home, alone, late in the evening, in the dark with just some candles, meditation music and lie down look inwards, shut the fuck up and take what it gives.. And it gives??

Oooh! Is that what it is? i cant see them anymore, it actually physically hurts? No not really, im meditating regulary but not hardcore. Do alot of open eyed do nothing, fade out maditation in everyday life wich ive found beneficial. Have had 5 trips on mushrooms, none breakthrough doses but very insightfull an conciusnessexpanding nevertheless. Its actually growing on me at the time. Best tip i could come up with is just accept it as possible and it will come??

Hi all Last couple of years i have gradually become more aware of distance objects and people not realizing exactly how much more until it hit me the other day. I have a strong connection with people near me and can sense how they are feeling etc nomatter where they are wich i have been aware of some time now. Lately ive noticed that i «know» how enviroments and object feels in places ive never been. Like watching the pyramids on giza i can sense the dry heat, feel the texture of the rocks, how the dust sticks to my fingers, the damp enviroment in the amazon, the texture of the «leafs» of the plants, the smell, the sounds.. anyone else experiencing this?

@Pramit «But Pramit, if you think that I am a part of you, then surely you will be able to predict my response? How is it that processes are seeming to happen independent of you?» every thought and feeling in the universe is right there, just need to tune in..

The holy grail symbolises the uterus of maria magdalen carying the bloodline of jesus.. The reason jesus and moses was caracterized as fishermen is that we live in the age of pisces.. dont get me started on the constellation of the three kings and the crux (cross) lining up with sirius, the brightest star on the northern hemisphere 23-25 of december to see the sun (not son) die (witer solstace) on the cross (crux) and resurect the third day.. And yes, jesus will be with us til the end of the age where we shall meet a man in the door of a house carrying a pitcher of water (house of aquarious) wich is the next astrological age.... people has been watching the stars for a long time?

You and me both! Loved the pantyhose tough.. dudes got it going ON ??

Well he could eat whatever he wants presumably. Hes allready «there» and has been for a good while. But everyone does his/her thing i guess

At your weight it will be fine. Might take a tiny amount of time if you drop it fast af. Guessing your not 70 as then you would not ask. AND loose skin should be the absolute last you should think of take five minutes of every meditation and visualize it as thight as can be Yes it works..

Do so im starting tomorrow night. Im working 2 weeks on/off on an ambulanceboat north in norway so it takes a little planning might do a water only at the end.. how long do you do water only? I did it one time for five days but had to stop because i was at work and my brain was going awol

Yeah me too, seems as the more deep i get into meditation etc the more clean food i crave. Cant drink more than one or two beers longer either. Its as something in me dont want it. Went vegan for half a year last year. Never felt so clear and spiritual ever, so going to eat semi vegan (like not being picky when asked home to people) from now with a juicefast to set it of. Cant wait

Yes me too! Another headache on the way not quite sure if the word groundless can be used in the same sense as our «grunnløs» wich we understand as the word empty or «tom» in norwegian/swedish. In english Its more like «without rational basis» it seems. Had to check the dictionary. Groundless was actually spelled grundlēas in the midle ages (after we sailed to england and made a mess)? Got to love language

Groundedness not groundlessness

Im thinking this could be a potential self-deception trap atleast for me. Its a big difference between not having a mental instability and to recognice it and let it go. Im thinking complete groundedness and mental stability is more of a goal. At least to me right now. Thoughts?

Fully respect that. Did some months pure vegan and have never had the energy (prana/chi etc) since so im on my way back to that. Thought a juice fast would be nice to set it off. Kudos on going all out during fast, i dont have the opportunity for that, but will definatly cut down even more on social media/tv and use that time for more meditation and reflection. I might share some on the forum on the way. Wish you all the best on your journey??

@pluto Should we do a forum challenge? Start a thread and share physical, mental and spiritual experiences? Could be interesting.. i need a reboot so im definatly in ??

@Leo Gura maybe you have doubted that type of energy in you and was given a proper demo.

First, i would look into going to a new therapist. Second, medication short term can save lifes, even yours. Yes ssri’s can be a bitch (trust me i know) but short term they can do wonders. Also research mood stabilizers like lamotrigin an antiepilecticum wich pretty much is harmless in the small doses normally used for depression dissorders. It gives great support for the times you plummet in to a black hole when others just get abit down. What you have don uptil now clearly dos not work so be crazy and try something new The lethargic «i dont care anymore» effect is the worst. I have said sometimes at my lowest that if you want to get well you have not seen the bottom.. please take care, we are all one, you are one of all of us and we all care and want you well. Much love??

Easier Just to pull the legs up in the couch and turn the tv off ? But seriously. Get out of bed 15 min earlier and try it for a week, good way to start the day.. dont go «oh but leo says i have to medidate 5000hrs to be enlightened so now i have to meditate 5hrs a day to get there in three years» Start with baby steps and open the door, the rest comes along soon enough

@Sahil Pandit didnt know that, been dreaming crazy lately, takes like 5min in the morning to puzzle out if im awake or dreaming, where i am aso.. thank you for advise?? Sorry for the hijack✌?

Out in the woods might be beautifull but To do headwork i would say take it at home, late evening when you KNOW noone will knock, turn of the light, lay on the couch and let your mind go. Small doses can go a long way in such settings. Last two i had was 1,5g on empty stomach in tea with orangejuice to follow. Theese are wild liberty caps tough, so if your holding cubensis that would be like abit above 2g. Very easy to control while getting good results. happy journey edit: just saw you are 20. I would recommend you to wait with pscychedelis for 5 years. Might be counterproductive at your age. Investigate it and make up your own mind and remember you have many years in front of you, no need to rush..

@pluto exactly??

Just as a tip. Not sure if this has been covered by you @Leo Gura but if anyone needs a first hand, no doubt experience of how the mind manipulate us then try fasting. Set a goal of one week water only fast. Its not problematic, not dangerous. In fact it carries multiple health benefits. watch closely what your mind does. First couple of days your gut is screaming, your lethargic and pretty much feel like shit. Around day three your no longer hungry at all (why where you the first two? You clearly made your mind up to do this so, why?) And then the «fun» starts and all kinds of irrational thoughts pops up. I could die from this?, my work will suffer!, will i faint? All bullshit and you know its false. This gave me my first awakening if you will, some years back, of how the mind can go to extremes to manipulate us for its own causes. It triggered my hunger for self actualization and i have done my best (i think) never ever taken anything it boils up as the truth since. Dont take any of this for granted, check it out for yourself. Quite a fun project Much love to all

Well, you can actually. And the point IS to override your bodily «habits» and its not habits its «wants» The point is to observe and experience wich meassure the mind goes to to get what it wants. Quite an eye opening experience. my brain fucks with me everyday so i like to spank its ass every now and then to get even

Do YOU know that, or are you beeing told that? This is exactly why its such a productive experiment. Do YOU want to think about food all the time or would you prefer to keep the clarity? Well whos thinking about food then? Are those YOUR thoughts? its those couple of days you really get to experience what your mind is capable of. You dont want the clarity to stop so who is stopping it? Who feels threatened of your clear mind and non-dual experiences? Hmmmmm

@Hunter Arrington i do this with mushrooms, works very well for me