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Hello, I haven't posted anything in this forum for a while. How has your day been? I hope your day has been well. As the title suggest, I'm in a state of seclusion. I've had negative experiences in school with teachers, students, and my acquaintances. In 11th grade I was depressed and took 2 weeks off. I made a psychiatrist write a note to excuse me for my absence and neglected seeking further help. Beginning of my last year I took online homeschooling and graduated in 2017. I took 1 year off after graduation to take a break from school. I was trying to self improve myself, but I've had negative experiences in my room. I have no friends and only one of my family members are helping me. I only go outside my house on the weekends as that's when my mom's days off are. I wanted to learn to drive so I can go to the library and take walks in the park as it's depressing at home. I passed my driver's knowledge test and I have a practice permit. My mother has only been teaching me to drive on the weekends for months, and I'm still in the process of learning. I've been secluded mostly in my room for 3 years and developed social withdrawal. I'm ashamed that I cannot be productive in a job, or creating a career. This has made me more depressed in my self-worth, lonely and unloved. I am now seeking further help starting with this forum.

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