Hello from Russia

Holyshit, guys, you have so many projections regarding PUA and "Having a shallow sex". The sex will be shallow if you yourself make it so. In bed, pretty much 80-90% depends on the man, not on the woman. So, if you're the man and are worried about shallowness of sex, it is more about you than it is about phenomenon of getting to know other women. Also, the better quality women you meet - the more healthy they will be in general, both healthy and emotionally. That means more quality woman will have less trauma and be more receptive and in touch with their feminine => better sex You get this wibe from pickup because you watch insecure men picking up insecure chicks. In that paradigm, of course, how can you expect the sex to be great? Work out your insecurities and go for high-quality women. High quality doesn't mean just looks, however, her visual appearance is usually a pretty good judge on the woman's level of consciousness. The more beautiful and vibrant she is - the more conscious and feminine she is a rule of thumb, usually. So go for these women and stop complaining. Build yourself up to deserve them. Same for men. The biggest attractiveness switch is your consciousness and your state of being, this is what ACTUALLY makes you to be perceived as beautiful, not the superficial stuff, although it can be nice. Just having a lambo and mercedes won't get you a good quality woman if you're an insecure man. You'll just attract the ugly insecure woman with a ton of makeup just as you would if you didn't have mercedes. Like attracts alike

What is he doing on onlyfans, though? isn't it a platform for camwhores and porn actresses to monetize their following?

It seems you've eliminated the thing that was hiding symptoms (caffeine), but you didn't eliminate the root cause of a thing. Hense this is why you suffer. Can you write up how your average day looks like in a personal diary-like fashion?

This semen retention thing has became a some sort of a cult now

@Leo Gura Are you able to summon the awakening state through the sheer will at this point or you need to try very hard in order for that to appear? Just wondering how it works. I've stumbled upon information that even the most enlightened masters are not in the enlightened state 24\7 but they can get into non-dual state in the matter of minutes\seconds if they would like to. I've wondering if you were able to achieve something like that through psychedelic. This stuff is probably is one of the highest Ten Ox Pictures

If you're attractive and charming it doesn't matter what you say. If you're a creeper - even the best and most polite line won't work You're looking at the wrong direction, guys, words do not matter at all

The episode of destroying the printer is hilarious in that video

Yeah! Sorry for bashing on colleges and stage green hippies

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@CoruptKirin Doctor chicks are hot too . I am glad my rant helped you. Didn't realize you're a girl, wow. Then you'll just have a lot of desperate chicks in this art school who can't find a boyfriend and most men here will most likely be gay or too feminine. So, it is even less worth it for you as a girl, haha . But yeah, there seems to be the tendency that you have more girls than boys in art schools. Regarding your science and intellect statement. I wouldn't call art an unintellectual activity. In my eyes, it is as intellectual as it can get. That is why they call the artworks an "Intellectual property" and there is a whole legal industry of protecting "copyrighting rights" . All art is highly intellectual activity independent of the medium. I also consider doing science as an art. But then, there is a lot of dogmatism scientists, who are shitty artists, they don't produce much meaningful stuff. And just reading sciency books and repeating them over and over again is nor artsy nor that much intellectual, in my opinion. The same actually applies to what we call creative fields as well. If you're just creating the same stuff over and over repeating after other people, it's not that cool. The point is to make something new and better, that is what will give you satisfaction and other rewards

Try NoFAP for a month

No. If you don't know how to do marketing - you're the working class, not a businessman. And I wouldn't advise outsourcing it, especially the branding stuff, because you want to control the image of your brand and the way you communicate with your customers and to the public. If you just hire some stage orange person he will pervert all your high consciousness stuff you'll be trying to achieve

@CoruptKirin Mate, just go to any art school and see for yourself how most of your peers will be shitters who won't understand much about art and their craft. You'll get surprised how imperfect they are and they'll quickly go off of your pedestal. And I don't say it just because I'm biased against schools (although I am). I am in a creative field myself (I am a designer) and I have some first hand experience on this topic, as well as I've done a ton of research on different art schools and studying successful people in the field, both who went to school and not. Most people i've studied who were successful in art and actually did go to school say themselves that their school didn't matter that much and that it was mostly shit and often an obstacle. I am also having success now as a designer without going to school. Your biggest teachers will be the consciousness work that you apply to your art and craft rather than fools from the school. But i'd say - do your own research and make your own conclusions. Maybe in your situation going to art school will be great, because you'll be able to pickup some artsy girls and move out from parents. But even there, I think you can do it in more effective ways without going to school. Just don't go to schools for art sake because you are likely won't find it there. And also they are likely to not give you any good career or business advice on how to sell your art, so you'll have to do anything on your own anyways, while being surrounded by a bunch of hippy people who don't know how to do business as well that will influence your psyche and try to get you to believe in a poor artist stereotype Sorry, I went on a little bit of rant here. I am just super frustrated with the state of things in that area. Maybe I will open my own legit art school that will incorporate art, consciousness work and business under one umbrella, who knows. Right now I wouldn't advice going there, unless you want to pickup some artsy girls (but then again, you can pickup artsy girls just by going where they hang out, you don't have to be their classmate) And for fixing your shyness: you can fix your shyness by hitting streets/places and meeting bunch of people, will be much more effective and controllable (and also cheaper) than going to school You probably won't have much fun there too, because you'll be surrounded by hippies who have 0 life experience, yet they have a bunch of naive ideas on how the world based on their school conditioning. You can waste a lot of time socializing with them and pickup bad habits/wrong mindsets from them. And they are often very boring people, because most of them are sheep and can't think for themselves. They will just parrot the ideqs from liberal books and generally won't offer any fresh insight's And breakthroughs. So, in a sense, you're not missing anything by not socializing with those people

Here are my results. Only 6% green, lol. I think it is pretty accurate as I see more and more bullshit in green lately and how limiting it is

@Seiden This test seems to be loaded for turqoise\yellow answers

@Lyubov Damn, I thoght you're a girl

Conventional education for ART is shit. I'd say the autodidact is pretty much the only way. Real artists who know what they are doing don't teach at school typically, so you have low chances of learning something useful and cutting edge here. And most schools suck even at basics

Look at pictures of him, at his face. He seems pretty conscious and content with reality like some pure orange dudes like George Soros. Also he seems very kind. I think Kiyosaki is at least stage green for sure. And he is not even that rich. He only has $80m net worth and he seems to be stopping at it and doing a philanthropy work. Definitely moved up the spiral

Incel culture

@Keyhole @Forestluv You know, guys, it's funny. I've never experienced racism\nationalism from Americans to Russians, but I've experienced plenty from European countries (and also middle eastern, especially where Russian Empire did conquests). I feel like it's all connected to the history of wars and geopolitical pressure\indoctrination here and we don't have that much history with US except for cold war. But even with cold war, we had almost no contact with each other, that's why we call it cold, lol. Maybe it helped in that regard

@Keyhole Do you have a racism against russian people in US or you consider them white?

I don't dismiss her hardships. All I am saying is that racists are ridiculous,. My armenian friend is probably more black than her.

I get so sad when people feed their dogs/cats shitty foods

I will quote Peter Ralston answering a similar question: "Consciousness doesn't make you stupid"

I've been there. The more conscious you are, the more accepting you get, naturally. But there is also a huge trap is that as you can choose an incompatible partner for you and you'll start judging/guilting yourself for discriminating. I think this might be a very unhealthy thing and not beneficial for both of you (and the rest of the world as a result)