Hello from Russia

But it lasts only like 5 minutes. Or you mean basking together in the afterglow?

Meh, my problem is that if people at least a little bit smarter, our conversation turn into a philosophical shitshow It's great, but I still feel unfulfilled because so much of the time is spent on correcting their epistemics vs actually trying to grasp the truth or finding some new insight. You start to feel like a therapist or coach dealing with their bullshit, lol But then I just can't help myself because usually people are so shallow and don't care about any of this stuff at all, so even if a guy has shitty epistemics but at least philosophically minded to some degree it feels good I guess just gotta find the right pack

The religion of tomorrow (one of the latest books) is very very good and pretty comprehensive

I tried vaping for 1 month with 0 nicotine liquids. I still experienced negative effects on my lungs and cardiovascular health off of it so I threw in in a garbage can. After 1-2 months of NOT vaping the effects went away

It doesn't really work in practice. It's like saying - go shoot only 0.1g of heroin (Or what is the low dose, I don't even know) and then stop. Or take just a few bites of a hamburger in MCdonalds and then throw it away These things work like rabbitholes, lol

But your decisions will still be hijacked by your epistemics and what your in-group thinks and likes/disikes It baffles me in recent time how little people think about their most important decisions and how much they give away that process to their in group and those that are high in its hierarchy Such bullshit, but seems like it worked very well historically, lol

Hey, would love to be accountability partners with someone as well, girl or guy, I don't care Dm me

Do you know any tecniques how to cope with this? Especially when you're inside a very shitty situation

Sounds like you are lacking in leadership and she is actually waiting for you to take her

I am a guy and she still taught me a lot of great psyuchological techniques/frames, not to even say she is extremely hot and pleasant to watch It's like a Victorian model girl turned spiritual teaching you about enlightenment Spirituality can be sexy too after all ? (hence infinity)

She is sexy, who wouldn't want to live with her?

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Recently I was contemplating a topic of when one should have kids. When you contemplate such topics it is very easy to instantly summon into your awareness a bunch of "good" criteria, a sort of PERFECT conditions that is a very good idea to meet before seriously going after this endevour. And especially you start to think that this "good" criteria is applicable to all humans. And if only the whole globe would be more "rational" and "wise" and follow yours or simillar criterias, what a world that woule be? But this is a load of horseshit! Why try to meticulously analyze and rationalize every move you want to do with your life? Always be checking in with some "high wisdom" of sorts. Isn't it what takes the actual magic of life away? doesn't it take away the fundamental art of your being away? which is following your innate most authentic intuitive desires for their own sake, despite the possibility of them being very irrational Why the fuck always be rational? In my opinion there is where stage yellow cognition starts to fall off. Why always be rational? You can't really fully take in the beauty of life if you're always looking for some kind of epistemic PERMISSION to do a certain thing. Instead of just becoming this thing just for a sheer desire and enjoyment of it. Just because for some reason you decided to BE IT, to take such a form. Just for its own sake, just for the sake of creation This is where most of us fall short on this forum, in my opinion. We always seek to invent/find some type of authority that would "guide" us and tell what's good and wrong. So we can then pretend that we are doing something "good" and rational. That we are "good boys" (And "good girls"). Why play this silly game at all? Why not just do things more for the art sake? So that is basically some thoughts that I had the other day, would be cool to hear some of your perspectives on the topic as well

Does 5 meo/regular dmt ever take you to weird realms? I remember you once mentioned "it's a pure consciousness". But does it mess with your surroundings at all in your experience? As turning your room into a complete warphole without anything to ground you

Still using his squirting technique to this day

Dude, the neurons that die probably don't come back, but It doesn't mean you can't create new ones

I found it to be so true actually If you're trying too hard that means your compatibility with a girl is shitty and you gotta move on

Dunno, I would see other people more of a bottleneck in that regard, tbh. It's more about being disillusioned about people's average development at large, imo Which is how I personally got burned. You are right in that you can't do it with 99.9% of people, you just can't force other person to be conscious/do stuff if he isn't willing cause relationship is a bilateral matter by definition To be completely Frank, I actually made it work to a big extent, to which I'm proud of and I actually appreciate the person a lot for her progressiveness. Our core most important issue was underlying incompatibility in some fundamental things of how we want to go about life. Which we only discovered later down the road It's no easy matter by any means for sure though

I tried to create it in my early 20s and failed Was trying to model these guys a lot by the way

Do you ever fear you might get killed because of your content?

Omg, this shit is terrifying

Lol, dude, learn marketing. If you've been putting months of effort and only have 65 subs off of it, anyone would get burn out and depressed Sounds like you just didn't bother with marketing hence saw no rewards

https://retreat.guru/

But Leo, what we truly want is tarot reading and some crystals!

But it can be the best pussy imaginable in return, right. Give up pussy to get the best pussy. Pussy!