Hello from Russia

Yeah, but then you also meditate on how a screw hits the wood, and damn it feels so good. Almost like a sexual act and it is one, in a sense

Damn, manual labour is so enjoyable sometimes though. Especially when you've been heavily masturbating mentally for some time, screwing with an electrical screwdriver is such a pure joy, almost a mystical experience You just screw in and out and it's ecstatic

I already fucked it up in a city and now all alone in it. At least I will be in the woods, a worthwhile upgrade ?

And then you get a cancer after being exposed to a heavy air pollution from these city centers and die young, hehe What's more challenging, imo, is to find a girl who'd then would be into moving to some proper remote nature location and be your girlfriend here

I'm not talking about just being spiritual and having a talent for it, I'm talking about the general depth of a human being Cases like these can happen, sure, but it's very rare What often happens when people have a too comfy life is that they get paradigm locked in their culture and they sort of fly on their superficial pants Maybe it's my bias, but I don't see a person would be compatible with me if he didn't have big lows (and probably high highs). Maybe that's just talks about me being a sort of mix max person I don't know. I just personally don't see myself with a normal non crazy too "stable" girl. Every time I interacted/been with these stable girls, my experience was for the most part superficial as fuck, so much so that it was making me depressed every time But almost every time I interact with a so called crazy girl or a broken girl, a teal swan workshop goer as you say, it was very deep every time. You can sense the depth of their living and the viscerality of it, how they experienced it all and how they cope, it's amazing I also notice a correlation that broken/ex broken women tend to be fairly humble and SUPER inclusive of everybody, while mainstream chicks usually act in a very ignorantly arrogant way, judging everybody who has had a worse baseline life experience than them That's my experience overall in Russia, maybe in your countries it's much better here w ordinary girls, but from what I can tell, you guys are struggling with them too I also have a history of dating/trying to date a lot of top university straight A students, "good" girls, and probably got too sick of it. It's really way too often the case that a lot of conventional educational makes you dumber. I always wanted a smart woman, but I found straight A women are not really that smart, at least not in the ways I want them to be Now I'm looking for a hot witch broken woman. Maybe I need to go to a Teal Swan workshop indeed ?

How do you even expect a high quality spiritual woman to have never been insanely broken? Do you expect her to be born this way, lol? I found the most deep women and probably people in general are the ones who were excruciatingly broken but then perceiveired and found some light in themselves and in life in general I don't even consider any "normal" chick at this point to even be a worthwhile partner. The amount of light is usually in direct proportion to how much darkness a person has been through

How do you feel about execution for political reasons? Like in Belarussia, where they basically death sentence all of opposition activists. It's the only country in Europe that still has death sentence

I hope we don't all get jailed one day for the kind of shit we speak on this forum sometimes

But why not? All this shit gives you insane recontexts on your life and whatever you're doing/was doing in the past. I'm sure if there is any possibility of changing, plant medicine substances would definitely fit into a tier 1 catalysts

@Leo Gura Do you like LSD? Or you're more of a raw truth junkie

I wouldn't want to relive the bullshit I've lived through in this stupid russian (soviet) education system for 1000 or more enernities, with or without memory

Billion dollarss

I can forgive them per say, but I am baffled how to approach relationship with such people when they reappear back into your life in some way Intuition and game theory common sense says you gotta drastically decrease your investment in them - that's for sure. But how much? What if the try to apologize? What kind of apologize to accept or not to accept? Quite often especially the avoidant type people from attachment theory say "I'm sorry" so flippantly. They don't really mean it, they are not really sorry, they didn't process your situation or acknowledged the fact that they actually hurt you almost at all. Any tips on how to proceed with this? But then again, even if you chose to fully forgive them, the damage they've done to you could be insane, and their deafult attitude usually is just to run away after they've done their nasty shit, so you basically just lose net value wise. Do you just make them somehow pay for their shit as a cost to reentry your life? How to best approach it? What they can repay you with for their shit? I need help with that topic, guys. Any good perspectives on this are welcomed

If you're gonna live together, splitting the bill for food and other stuff is fine

Why is everyone so hyper about this guy, he speaks the same stage orange nonsense everybody else in mainstream society talk about

That's bullshit, of course, but it can be a great soothing line when talking about the past to calm someone or yourself I think the better line tho is - it is as it is or it was as it was - so you don't really project any judgement on a situation but still sort of surrender to the situation

What class do you play?

Mindul ninja

Quickest way to a paradise pleasure, eye?

When you speak of non-duality as bullshit, do you mean the human concept of nonduality is bullshit or the phenomenon of non-duality itself? Are you criticizing Buddhism and various spiritual teachers because they are pointing to the wrong thing or because their pointing method/process just sucks?

Just find a grill that will want to follow you into some remote location while being happy to do so I want to do something similar in my life, I don't too imagine living somewhere remote without a woman

Wait, what do you mean non duality is bullshit? Big enough dose of this shit takes you into a complete non dual hogwash, in what way is it bullshit?

How do you define a "full dose"? Is it what they call a "Breakthrough dose"?

Sounds like you're definetely a sensitive one How much experience you had previously with meditative practices and things of that nature? I have a theory that people who have higher baseline of consciousness have much more potency when it comes to psychedelic-like substances and, really to all psychonaut experience

Lol, it all can be changed/worked with Having "overweight genetics" is not an issue, you can be extremely hot having some excess weight and a lot of guys will actually prefer chubbier girls over girls who are extremely thin. We actually like chubby, what we don't like generally is extremely overweight people, which is not an issue if a girl desires to work on herself However if she has indeed extremely overweight genetics and all her family were giants, I don't really see it as a problem. She just needs to find a giant ass man who will find her attractive. He'll probably want you to be as healthy as possible though still But then again, it'd just be a 0.1% case anyway. The thing is, 99.9% of women can improve in all these areas drastically, given they will be willing to give up what mainstream beauty industry brainwashed them with