Ontherise04

I decided to try something that Leo inspired in terms of challenging myself to feel uncomfortable. I wore clothing that made people stare and whisper: bright pink an silver colors(I am male). See, I am known to wear very nonchalant style clothing; therefore, my fashion apparel made more that a few people giggle. Nonetheless, it made me feel uncomfortable. I felt my underarms drenched in sweat (luckily, I was wearing an undershirt); although, after a while,I didn't seem to care. After all, others' thoughts are merely a fragment of one's own imagination.

"You're too young to be worrying about who you are, go have fun." Why would I waste my time drinking and partying to nights I won't remember in the first place- quite ironic if you ask me. Kids my age get so overwhelmed with the fact that it is he/she against the world. It is almost as if they use "having fun" as an excuse for their fear. What happened to the big plans? I am not superior, just not afraid. Who am I, and how do I find out? I am trying to change the world, but how?