No_thing

When you caught yours life being like a maze, you just need to stop for a second, to take one deep breath and ask yourself this question. Then just hear what youre inner navigation is telling you and fallow. This realization just hit me but the ramifications of it are on go.... At first i cought myself being self judgemental, asking me how could i be so stuped eventhough am having the chance to receive the information that Leo is giving me for free I am not using it? When i will understand that anything depends on me and i am the only reason for my life? Will i have the balls to take the responsibility for it? If not what are gonna be the consequences? I wander wher are youre thoughts leading you now? Lets have some discussion of life.

Currently i am in relationship whit a girl 10 years younger than me. We are together for more than a year yet. At the beginning a red flag for me was that she is still 21 and this is an age where you still want to go party, Disco or something but at my age I am over that. So for me ther was dilemma cuz i want her to go through this phase of life but she wants me to be with her when she parties. Beside that we have so much in common we live together since the beginning we never fight. As an older i give her advices and freedom of her choices. I just wanted to say for me the age difference has some pros and cons but if they can speak with each other they can meke it last

In addition to that maybe is the boredom that they have accumulated during their lives.

I was about to go to bed when suddenly it hits me. If i want to live forever i just need to be aways in the present moment. I just realise how i lost my life going foreword and backword in my mind never been able to stop this folse inpuls. If you want to live the time is Now, with capital N. Now i see it and i feel it, if i can be in the present moment always I'll live forever cuz now is forever.