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No, I have to disagree. There is no need to try to make anything real - it already is as real as it can get! I won't take a game of chess or Call of Duty seriously, it's indeed just a game to enjoy. But take your life seriously my friend, it's precious, a miracle, one thing in a lifetime. You will die to your God no matter what you do. For now, enjoy Life. Breath. Feel. Love. Create. Dream. Have money and use it. Have sex and enjoy it. Love and love fully. Be YOU and be YOU fully. It's all real, it's all serious. If it wasn't, if it was only a "game" you would kill yourself like you would in Fortnite.

Feel the selfish devil that you are. Feel the darkness within you. Also, feel the love and Goodness that you are. These two go togheter. Flawlessly, perfectly. Feel it all. This is how God created YOU. No need to escape, transcend or change anything. The All-Good is Supemely Good, so Good - He created you with the free will to even stay a devil after becoming conscious of it. So Good, He even allows you to disconnect from Him after being directly connected to Him. The ultimate supreme death will annihilate all devils, return you to your Creator. This is God's grace. For now, play. This is also God's grace. Feel, be, dream, breath, live. Acquire money, use them fully. Acquire stimulus, enjoy and feel it fully. Acquire sex, feel it fully. Acquire love, feel it fully, give it fully, receive it fully. Come back to Reality. Come, come all of you... Don't be afraid ?

Feel the music, feel it entering your body. Feel the emotions, the feelings it causes. Feel the present moment, the precious now. Feel your precious ego and personality. Watch how you turn into a character. The greatest actor in existence. Flawless acting, to the point of doing it unconsciously and making it real. Feel your precious body. Touch it, feel the sensations. Feel the connection to your God. Don't compare yourself to God. You are not Him, you are and will always be second to Him. The Creator and Designer of all. Feel the undeniable existence of God. Feel the Godhood of God, feel the Godhead itself. You are you. GOD is GOD. Breath and feel your breath. Feel and feel your feelings. Absolute full circle. Absolute perfection, freedom, liberation. Absolute... Miracle.

@Bazooka Jesus Yeah, but I don't buy into that bullshit now. My direct experience tells me that I surely exists. I won't take anyone's experience as authority over mine, no matter how much 5-meo you put your ass. I exist. My mind exists. My ego exists. My personality exists. Yes, my body exists and is real. Yes, even my brain exists. A miracle it is. I can feel it pump, move. Doing what it was designed and created to do. Other people exists. They are seperate, distinct, individuated, special and unique. And no matter how much Sam Harris you have watched, the Supreme God exists.

The need to know has ended. Indeed, reality is a miracle, a mystery. Indeed, God exists. The God who designed everything, created everything from nothing. Precision engineered it from scratch. Gave me life and spirit, gave me free will. Not to escape from anything, not to become anything. Not to know anything. But to embrace everything as it IS. To embrace Creation as it IS. To embrace yourself as you ARE. To embrace another as she or he IS. Full circle. Perfection.

Indeed, suffering and downs are invetiable. I'm not afraid of it, I'm embracing it. It's part of reality, part of myself. Many cannot deal with it, they try to somehow end it. I say, what would reality be without it?

Nope. I'm going back to life. Feel my breath. Dream the highest dream, using my precious unique mind. Feel my unique existing ego. Feel my real body. Touch it, feel it's reality. Feel another as the another that he or she literally IS. Not go for this insanity, this egomananiac bullshit of literally killing my precious self.

My advice, altough probably looked down upon here, is no. This comes from my direct experience of having gone full circle. You are in sleep right now. But you say you are happy. Stay happy. Going out of this sleep is an intense thing. Enjoy being in sleep. It's in sleep that we enjoy a sunrise as it is. It is in this supposed sleep that we literally see another as they are. It's in sleep... That we are alive. While the one having awoken permantly, sees himself in all. Instead of enjoying a sunrise as it is, he sees even it as himself. He is not alive, he is literally dead inside. His ego, the most precious thing in existence, has literally died. And so has his very precious life... The very life God created for us. Exactly as it is right now, as it IS. Your choice of course. Just giving you my advice ?

With that said, this day is my last day here. This time for good, for real. Tommorow will be a new... Beginning. No more smoking anything. Shit will get hard but I'm fully determined. The same day I will meet my beloved. I won't look in her eyes and see myself. I won't look in her eyes and see The All, The One and Only. I will look into her eyes, become aware and conscious - there she IS. Aware, conscious, feeling, living, breathing. Seperate, distinct, individuated. As it should and ought to be. Indeed, as it IS. I'm going back to sleep. This time, for an eternity. Become the sleep itself, the sleeper itself. Immerse in it, feel it, sense it. I'm coming back... Liberation, beauty and freedom... Everywhere. ?

Aka the dark night of the soul. Completely normal. It's a blessing. Evolution itself. Purification itself. Embrace it. Transcend it. Let it do whatever. Survive it and become stronger from it. From unconscioussness to consciousness. From human to spiritual. From spiritual to God itself. Then back to the unconscious, back to earth, back being human. Full circle. Liberation... ???❤️

Yeah, that's your normal guy in the street ? It's nice to come back due, having senses and a body still intact. That's why I'm taking a cigar right now, to FEEL it.

Indeed, different things work for different people. I wasn't talking about Yoga, was talking about supernatural spiritual stuff like Kundalini, OBE, Astral projection, having your head spinned around by God, seeing everything as One energy to the point of not being able to see the difference between it and everything else. From my direct experience, you can be unawake and simultaneously experience all of this and much more. Reality is a Miracle. Magical.

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@SoonHei ?❤️ Love with no opposite. God is living love. Gives breath to the breath, gives life to life. Makes two into One, in Love. No more seperation is seen, nothing more is seen. Just love remains, love-awarness. Then God, the Supreme, gives itself into seperation again, becomes the seperation itself. So that you might find someone, fall in love. So that two becomes One again. So that you remember... Love has no opposite. Love erases all. Connects, makes you one with your love, makes your love one with you. Love with no opposite, no rival. @Aaron p ?❤️

Indeed. One should embrace everything. Duality, seperation, good, evil, suffering, happiness, sorrow, pain, love. We are part of God. Many feel seperate from God, disconnected. It's all a matter of perspective. All a matter of your direct experience. I'm just happy knowing, as you probably do as well, that... God exists.

God, forgive them, for they do not know what they do and say.

I have felt it it all. I see it all. The emptiness in your heart. The fuckings sorrow and suffering in your heart and soul. Just know, I am here. In suffering, in pain, in sorrow. In love. Don't hide from me. I see. The fear, the anxiety, the insecurity. How you look down on yourself. How you look down on others to feel better. I am here. With you. For eternity. I see why you are here. All you want is happines. All you want is to feel complete. End suffering. Be united. Feel included. Annihilate the darkness within you. I can't do it for you. But I trust that you will do it. Everything is good. You are good. You are loved. By me. By God. By All. You are created. You are designed. You are vital, necessary. And I am here. In your suffering, in your emptiness, in your sorrow, in your pain, in your darkness, in your destructive thoughts and emotions. In everything. From the most wicked to the most good. In all that... I am. Know this.

Haha I'm in tears. I'm the devil in sorrow and suffering. The devil in redemption. In sorrow and suffering because I can't love you truly. In redemption because all I want is to be good and pure like God. But this how the Supreme designed and created me. Not because He hates me. Not because He hates you. No, not the Supreme, the All-Good, the most High. Not Him. Only Love pours out of Him. Absolute Unconditional Love and Goodness. He loves you infinitely more than your own mother. That's why we are... That's why we are here... Hahaha I can't hold it. All praise be to God, the most Pure. All praise be to God, the Saviour of souls. All praise be to God. There is no God but God!

We are all living breathing beings. We are all feeling, thinking, loving, moving, being. Not everyone is in the same state of consciousness or mind. Everyone is in their unique one. You have psycopaths, you have enlightened beings, non-enlightened beings, etc. And we have only one of YOU. But still, there is something which unites us all, which holds us togheter... Awarness itself. Consciousness itself. The Self. God. The One who designed and created reality. For you. For you alone. For me. For me alone. So we could meet as two, ultimately one, but designed and created with such Omnipotence that we can't help being two... So we could love, see each other into our eyes. Feel, become conscious and aware that... I love you. Without you, how could I be? How could you be without me? Who could we be without each other? And so, in you I will get lost...

@WelcometoReality Maybe it will deepen, maybe it doesn't need to. My conscious aware knowing of God is Absolute with no opposite. He is One, the Creator of All, the most Supreme. There is really nothing more to know. After becoming conscious of God's Godhood, the very Being of God, I refuse to go down the path of "I am God". I am conscious of my place in all this. I am second. Liberation. Freedom. No need to become a guru, stay in some super state of consciousness. I will gladly be the precious unique wave that I am. I will see you back on earth once again ??

No problem ?

@WelcometoReality I'm going back to earth. Fully. All I can think about now is the eyes of my girlfriend. How I can see, feel, become conscious and aware of her very soul. I want to go that place, be there and stay there. I got the answer to what I always wanted since I was a kid looking at this beautiful butterfly in Morocco, who made this? Now I know, and I need nothing more. @Natasha Tnx for the advice, but that's my choice to make. The wave has no problem being the water, and the water has no problem being the wave.

@SoonHei Yeah, I quess time will show. ? @Inliytened1 I was hardcore on this path at that time and smoking much more than now. Now I just want to rest... For now at least. I got my last confirmation today, and it told me, made me fully conscious and aware, the Supreme God exists. Now I want to rest. And indeed, that's how I feel it should be now.

It is ? But personally, the spiritual path has literally ended for me. I feel it, awarness is aware of it, consciousness refuses to go further. Rather, it screams to be me, to just... Be. I became conscious of what I became conscious of. God exists, undeniably. I put that on my and my mothers very life. Life goes on due. There is infinite other paths to choose from, to go for. So much to see and discover. So much more to see, become conscious of, become aware of, feel, be. It goes to infinity.

@Inliytened1 The same bro ? From escapism to embrace. From "I am God" to "I am me", second to the First, the Supreme. From death to life. From the spiritual to back to earth, embracing all of it as it is. I will know the Absolute Godhead when the ultimate death comes. Now I'm just trying to figure out if I want to go down to the town or not...