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@SoonHei haha yes, it was just fun in the begininng. Food tastes better, you have a great high and some fun experiences with fellow stoners. Music is better, stuff are just funny without meaning. Now after years, it’s not that way anymore. I’m glad you find it easier to contemplate etc non-dual work when you smoke. But remember do the work when not smoking, meditate, self-inquire, contemplate, whatever works for you. Then when smoking, it will intensify your work, reflect it. Keep smoking alone and do the work. Much love

@seeking_brilliance Used to smoke everyday a couple of years ago, indeed it came with a price. Now I smoke 2-4 times in a week. I do it alone now only for non-dual consciousness work.

@Leo Gura Indeed, that would be the ultimate. But first lsd , then I will get my hands on 5meo. thanks by the way .@JkrisThere are some differences. I smoked weed, two big hits in a bowl right after each other. Strong, very fresh and potent stuff.

What is God? Everything. Full non-dual consciousness is basically and literally direct contact with GOD. Just like you become fully conscious that this is your mother when you see her, in the same way when Consciousness becomes fully aware and conscious it will see, become conscious and aware that it is GOD.

I'm conscious of God, but I don't tell anyone cuz they won't understand that they are Consciousness and that their ego-person-body mind is imagination. There is no notting to speak about that which cannot be understood by the mind. I am a normal guy interacting normally, consciously playing the character which is part of me. But I have become conscious of something deeper and more authentic lately, personal. Which I will expand and nurture. Personal connection and chemestry. Masculine assertivenes. Fear has to die,

@Dodo @Truth Addict True.

To the nature of Consciousness I will say that the core of every individual consciousness and every form (body) in existence, and indeed all of reality, exists as one singular nature, identity or substance. The Self/Spirit is nothing other than an individual experience of God, sent into the worlds of duality to experience. Consciousness exists with and without form and is both present in form and apart from form. All beings and all of reality at the core of it exists as but One conscious and self-aware Reality. I am God, God is me, One and the same. No distinction. I'm also talking about You.

@Serotoninluv I feel you brother. You are good being <3

Today back home from the city where I meet a friend and buyed some weed I meet a chill girl. Long story short, we went to some spot and smoked the weed. As I was smoking, I looked at her eyes and saw the same conscious aware Self. But I also became conscious that we are two individuals, I feelt it. In that moment I became aware of personal love, passion and connection. I saw her, God, creator of her world. And she saw me and I told her she has amazing eyes. She made the the most precious smile and in that moment I became conscious that the personal is a gift of Consciousness, not something to deny. Something to nurture.

Not enlightement, spiritual experiene. Cuz you didn’t become conscious of the non-dual One (God) and that It is You.

Nah, doesn't work that way. In my experience, you have to become conscious of God, aware of God. That's how it works. Which is a long process of awakening from the illusory ''i'', the ego-person-body mind.

@Jkris Right now I'm drinking red bull, I get a pleasurable feeling of it. What I mean is that I don't identify Myself With this experience because it comes and goes. I'm not the experience, I'm the experiencer perceiving the experience. So I have no need to identify myself with any experience. I can experience it, feel it etc, but then it goes and I let it go. Just how I see it.

There is nothing to win. Getting a job, having children, a house, a nice car, chasing temporarily pleasurable experiences - all this is pathetic. Become conscious of the non-dual One (God). All of reality will be understood and you will get your happiness. Then live life like before, consciously. Play the person character playfully, joyfully, consciously. Have your pleasurable experiences, just don't identify with them. They come and go. Find and become conscious of that which never goes. Be in metaphysical and epistemological bliss 24/7.

@Tony 845 Welcome to reality

@Tony 845 I see. I've had strong experiences with kundalini about a year ago, powerful stuff. Pure energy, got so strong that it started moving and controlling my body. Maybe it's the right thing for you, maybe it's there for a reason. It will however not bring enlightenment. It does however do great things, it's a higher intelligence. It knows what it does and why it does it. .@Jkris Psychedelics can and will cause ego death. Yes not permanently, but temporarily. The point of using it for me is to get full non-dual consciousness. The ego-mind will of course come back, but weaker. Exposed as the illusion that it is.

There is just one awakening, coming in different levels and degrees. Probably unique to each ego-body-person mind. Direct pure Consciousness is enlightenment, the direct conscious aware knowing of your true nature or identity as God. Awakening can mean many things, but I would say that it is still based on experience, dualistic in nature. Enlightenment is full non-dual consciousness (God). There are also levels and degrees of non-dual states. I've had several, but not yet fully. Full non-dual consciousness means death of the ''I'', the ego mind. I will take some psychedelics this year when I'm fully ready, then I will die. That is my destiny, undeniably,

The totally formless self-aware Consciousness is infinite, can manifest/take the form of any reality it wants aka is omnipotent. What do you call such a thing? Simply it is God. It's an appropriate word. You can become conscious that it is GOD, it can be cognized, made aware of.

Consciousness of the non-dual One, awakening to the true nature of You as pure Consciousness (God), and the direct conscious illumination of ignorance (ego and person) - that is metaphysical and epistemological bliss beyond imagination, beyond any experience. You can get powerful non-dual states from psychedelics too, which can be as blissful as non-psychedelic induced states of consciousness. I like to use both.

@Anton Rogachevski Your'e welcome

I took some powerful stuff yesterday evening and smoked some strong weed along with it. I was determined to figure out this non-dual conscious One which I have been conscious of for the past 7 months or so. So I did this and just sat, waiting for something to happen. Then it hit me so strongly, I became fully conscious of the non-dual One. The first thing I became conscious of was that it was me, it was none other than me!! It was fully alive and conscious. I asked, are you everything? And in an instant, I just fully consciously cognized that yes indeed it is literally everything! It looked trough my aware eyes and looked at the objects around me and made it directly clear that everything It was looking at was It. Looking trough my eyes with love and pure awareness, I saw It as Myself and in Myself. At last, I finally became fully conscious that It is totally formless, invisible. And it has to be that way. It is the formless which manifests all form. It all happened by a flash, in an Instant, and I saw that it was the formless one who took on all form around me. It lasted for about 20 minutes more, then it subsided gradually. I was in tears after this episode, in shock and in metaphysical bliss. The understanding is regained completely due: - Form is formlessness. They are one and the same. - Everything is It. All objects, all energy, all matter, all human beings. All is It. - It is none other than I and You. Completely, fully. - It exists. The non-dual One (God, Consciousness, Absolute Infinity) exists, absolutely.

The you-mind (the you created by the mind aka ego mind) is pure falsehood, illusion, imagination. You are Consciousness. You don't exist is not correct. You do exist, you are aware and conscious. But the ego-mind and person-mind is just a story, imagination. The Real is Consciousness, awareness. Only it IS, no need to put an ''I'' on it.

The mistake that science is making is looking outside, thinking that matter exists and is in fact the most fundamental thing in reality. In fact, it is the formless who takes on all form. Form and the formless are identical, one and the same. So science is just chasing at nothing, an illusion. You are the fundamental ground of reality. You ARE Reality. You are the Truth. So fuck science. It tries to put reality in a box, it's trying to put you in a box. Never take science as authority over yourself. Never, ever. Once you become conscious that you are Reality, that you are Consciousness, that you are God - all problems, doubts, seeking, questions disappears. There is no need to know or reason about anything. Knowing implies a knower which knows this and that. You are Reality. You are It. You don't need to know that you exist, you simply just exist. In the same way you don't need to know that which you are, you simply are it, being it. You are already it, always been and always will be. Can anyone doubt that they exist? Of course not. In the same way, only a fool can doubt that which he is.

@korbes I feel great. I have been doing meditation here and now. For me the most important thing is to become more conscious non-dualy. Trying to go deeper into it.

After smoking some weed yesterday I went to a subway and just sat there. Then it hit me. I don't know what to call it or how to explain it, but I became conscious that I and literally everything is IT. I looked at a guy, I asked myself is that guy you? And in instant I became conscious that yes that guy is It. I looked at a car and it was so obvious, of course the car was It. I became conscious that it's formless taking all form, taking the form of the universe. You can't see it, it is the seer and the seen. You can only become conscious of it. I felt it's divine conscious presence in me and in the surroundings around me. It was super obvious, illuminated, like it was told to me directly. Fuck the character. We can put on infinite masks. But I'm tired of that game. Operate and be from a place of Being, conscious presence. Things will happen effortlessly. The mask is only there to be used occasionally, playfully, consciously. No identification, no seriousness about it. Just entertainment, just for fun.

@Serotoninluv Wonderful. I wish I could smoke some of it, feel it. Weed is illegal here, but I get my hands on standard+ very often.