I've been studying Spiral Dynamics since Leo began his video series. I began investigating and observing my own life to see that I'm equally split between orange green and yellow, but I can't help but feel trapped in orange because of my attachment to vanity and appearance. I grew up with a mother and step mother who were both praised for being beautiful by a narcissist ( my dad <3 ). Spiritually I feel myself advancing; however, this conditioned attachment to beauty and vanity is causing a lot of resistance.
Has anyone else had this experience with an aspect of a stage that was difficult to overcome? I would love to hear of other experiences and perhaps any advice on transcending attachment in general.
