Vipassana

Osho dynamic is split into 5 parts: first is rapid breathing without any pattern / intentions /expectations. Second is catharsis - Complete surrender and no resistance. Let yourself go insane Third is putting your hands up, shouting HOO from your stomach and jump every Hoo Fourth is utter non doing, silence, just stand and watch fifth is a cosmic dance, celebrate like your life. what i did was essentially supposed to be a catalyst for dynamic but i just wanted to get in a habit of doing something emotionally difficult everyday. if you do kundalini and dynamic everyday for 90 days you'll become a new man. These techniques literally break you. its is amazing. http://www.osho.com/meditate/active-meditations/kundalini-meditation http://www.osho.com/meditate/active-meditations/dynamic-meditation

Gurdjeff one said dont mess with your breath but fuck Gurdjeff

This was actually the first video I watched from Leo and it was like what I had been wanting to hear all my life ahaha and so the journey begins but yes absolute infinity is to blame. i am still biting the bullet and facing loneliness head on because of this need to connect with someone who would know exactly what im talking about. Truth doesn't have an agenda. Nothing pushes you or pulls you towards truth. Truth simply is so yes everyone / everything you encounter is truth and Truth is your teacher however there is no You that is being taught. Truth is truthing for truths sake

Angels and Demons by Dan Brown. 100% would recommend for a fiction

"Man exists as if in sleep. Man is alseep. Whatever is known as waking is also sleep. Initiation (Gurus) means to be in intimate contact with one who is awakened. Unless you are in intimate contact with one who is awakened it is impossible to come out your sleep, because the mind is even capable of dreaming that it is awake. The mind can dream that now there is no more sleep. By initiation is meant that you have surrendered to someone who is awakened. You say "I do not understand, I cannot understand. I am part of the world that is mad and asleep. I am dreaming all the time." This feeling can come even from a sleepy person, because the sleep is not always deep. It wavers, becoming very deep at times and then coming up and becoming very shallow. Just like ordinary sleep is a fluctuation of so many levels, so many planes, the metaphysical sleep that I am talking about also fluctuates. Sometimes you are just on the border line, very near to Buddha; then you can understand something of what Buddha is talking about, what he is saying. It will never be exactly what was said, but at least you have had a glimpse of the truth. On part of the initiated, initiation is a total letting go: a complete trust, a complete surrender. It can be never partial . If you surrender partially, you are not surrendering, you are deceiving yourself. There can be no partial surrender, because in partial surrender you are withholding something, and that withholding may push you again into deep sleep. That non surrendering part will prove fatal; any moment you may again be in deep sleep" - OSHO - The Art of Esctacy We have surrendered to a Materialist Paradigm and our guru is the collective society and you partially surrendered to Leo or other teachers when you realized the deep sleep we are in. Leo does a great job of laying down the foundations of epistemic patterns of the mind now it is your job not to cling to ideologies and become aware of how you're alone in this Universe.

bite the bullet

@Ether Idk i feel obligated to take care of this body. My body is my soul. I haven't done a good job really loool but its turning more into something i authentically do than "practice" healthy eating. I've been feeling subtle sensations all over my being after consuming any kind of shitty food and if i fast for a few days and eat some powerful food, I have glimpses through out the day.

pay attention to your breath when you're angry and you'll teach yourself everything else.

@Ether i feel like thats the very first step lol if you cant control what you put in your body you are pretty much a slave of your mind. - Slave of the mind

Pure chimpery

Enlightenment in a Nutshell. Perfect Strange Loop. Truth tells truth dont mistake itself for truth and truth says is that true or not and then truth says just kidding.

@Outer a rock has became enlightened.

@TheSomeBody watch the video I linked

absolute infinity!

enlightenment * infinity ?

its not that deep. We ultimately are trying to gain mastery over the body by eating healthy. Leo diet video does a pretty good job of cutting out all the supermarket bullshit but its the chemicals you have to be looking after. Eat wholesome foods, whatever you like, there is no right diet, eat and drink shit that heals you, make eating a ritual and not a mechanical activity. Your body is intuitive and once you make that leap to that committing to feeling good, you will feel good and trust me i dont eat too healthy but when i fast and consume healing food i feel amazing.

i am speechless. Too profound to be overlooked by millions of hindus. YOU WROTE THE MAHABHARATA. has anybody read or watched the storyline? im dumbstruck by the profundity. It is in Hindi so the majority will not know what im talking about.

couple of weeks ago i took a 100 mg edible, I smoke daily but edibles are just something else to me. I completely surrendered on the peak of what I could call the most insane high i've ever had. I was in utter bliss for 2 hours. I was on omegle.com laughing at every person I was because everybody was trying to find themselves on the website. It was just a cosmic play. One of my non dual glimpes so far

black seed oil, turmeric and spirulina

No FAP

"No theoretical knowledge ever helps and no anatomical visualization of the kundalini is really meaningful for meditation. When I say this I do not mean that there is nothing like kundalini or chakras. Kundalini is there. Chakras are there, but no knowledge helps in any way. Rather, it can hinder. It can become a barrier for so many reasons." "The phenomena is very different from what you might think. Kundalini is not felt because it is rising; kundalini is only felt if you do not have a very clear passage. If the passage is completely clear - cut, then the energy flows but you cannot feel it" "You feel it when there is something that resists the flow. If the energy flows upward and you have blocks in the passage, only then do you feel it. So the person who feels more kundalini is really blocked. There are many blocks in the passage so the kundalini cannot flow" "So it is not necessary for you to feel kundalini. You may not feel it at all. And if you do not feel kundalini, then you will bypass the chakras, because the working of the chakras is needed only to break the blocks. Otherwise, they are not needed." "If kundalini comes, that is another thing -- but meditation has nothing to do with it. Meditation an be explained without even mentioning kundalini; there is no need. And by mentioning kundalini it creates even more conflicts to explain the thing. Meditation can be explained directly; you need not bother about chakras, you begin with meditation. If the passage is blocked you may come to feel kundalini, and chakras will be there, but that is complete non voluntary. You must remember that it is non voluntary; your volition is not needed at all" - OSHO

Im having mind blowing insights on the fuckery. What are your views?

Elaborate bro

dont worry you already started by writing that paragraph. Just every time you feel like a victim, catch yourself and interrupt monkey chatter with gratitude for life. Be happy you're breathing.

you just cant rationalize your way out of this topic. You know what you're doing. Just know what you're doing and thats it. Experiment for yourself because the meat eaters are gonna say its okay and the vegetarian is gonna say not okay. Everything in between will just confuse you even more. I quit meat, I personally feel like shit and I feel like I have a backpack full of dead body while meditating or any purification work. I ultimately realized I can do this whole process by avoiding feeling like i am climbing up a mountain with a heavy backpack and also I was highly addicted to meat, I cant even remember a day without eating meat until i quit a while ago. So yeah see for yourself.