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there is not one way, read more books man, like if Indian was the only guys on earth to "get it". I study Chinese ( chi ), Egyptian kundalini, American ( 8 model of consciousness ), Japan life force, etc.. many tradition have their own way. and there is not "one yoga" and by yoga, I mean not stretching, I mean a way of having "kundalini/life force". your ways is the good way, but the religious monk on their mountain, maybe get enlightened, doesn't mean they "know it all". they have their way, that's fine. My way is "war" not by an ego perspective, but by a godly perspective, means I don't care about the futur, I care about working on me, now in the present, for the present. ( study Swami vivekananda if you want to know more about some others indian tradition ) I m born wanting the truth out of reality ( and there is "none" but live your life, is a good answer aswell to integrate ), I work on this since I m 5, and have been an "outcast" since I m 5, my way are my ways, and you should look for yours. not sayin this for you, or defend my "I" just helping people know, there is the working way, not only the sitting way. ( even leo mention it in his yoga video, see yourself, he even just told, he don't believe in it ) And I m not denying any path. I believe in my own, and you can believe in yours, if it took 3 decades sitting down, then do it, but not for me that's it, I prefer work hard on the best place the world give me and the tools he handled to me. forget about changing the world, god is working every second and he ask for nothing back. Just exactly like this post, what can I get from it, monney ? fame ? nothing "really". see I don't even know why I've been writting this, I would be better working on my art, than trying to help people I cannot help. that was my last post for the day, and I'll stop binging on this forum, that is the flaw in me right now. ( except there is no flaw, everything has it own reason, but I can't be aware of it, that's fine )

Watching my own behavior and reaction to things is a good exercice to see my flaws, I don't chase enlightement, if enlightement come, it comes, that's it. I work on myself to bring peace in myself. karma yoga, means helping people aswell. Help the world, help yourself.

I don't chase it by the way, it comes for me by "curiosity", I m still on the path, but I don't chase anything, at a certain point you get it. maybe the only big delusion here, is believing you can "help people". there is no one to help, you're the only one who can help yourself, that's the "biggest realisation" I had about this journey.

haha, he will come back, let him work on his stage. I had to put a lot of work before having those experience myself. And if it wasn't because I wanted to understand what is langage I wouldn't be here. hardcore philosophy = way of enlightement ( there is many path, and the best is yours, not the one people advice you, they are just pointing to path, in the end, that's your work ) then if you don't like the forum and want to read "real book", just fucking read Nietzshe until you get it the hard way, then you'll suffer enough to chase the real work. no one but yourself choose to post here, that's not a mindfuck, that's a fact. or do psychedelic, but at this point I m not sure it will help, so maybe you'll better by reading hardcore philosophy books from people out of the "forum", then you'll start asking the real questions.

who shit in your soup this morning, there is truth to many things, and if you want to use another way that "don't mindfuck you" I advice you "karma yoga" that was my way, and it work ( means you work very hard ) maybe it fits your will better. those experience are real, maybe they are psychosis or whatever, but they are.. life shifting for me and real great energy in the spine.. no matter if you believe me or not, I don't care. don't bother if you don't believe, of course everything looks like a mindfuck, you're a programmer/coming from a mindfucking society ( just like me ) When I had my backslash, I was thinking leo gura was send by governement to brainwash me haha ( this kind of shit ) it's just your thought dude, and that's very your thought, not a mindfuck I m sayin to you. Yes people are abusive here, they are all kind of crazy, but that's the whole world who is my friend. read book then, read the guy from my signature, you'll probably love it better to achieve your own "path", if sitting down isn't for you, there is "karma yoga" even if no one here like this one.

what is a rule ? what is trolling ? what is compassion ? what is black thinking ? white thinking ? what does that mean to be open ? I cannot tell, I did meditate too much, all my concepts crumbled. nevertheless it was a very constructiv comment in a way, why put things in your ass for enlightement ? humm

seriously, yes and no, it depend, but you'll be sure to move in the right direction

does human have cells ?

sorry I m on move of trolling today, I m taking the vibe don't take my word seriously, will makes me draw/makes weird music then for the real question, I don't know man, AI could be in a state higher than enlightened.

people here think they are more smart but doesn't mind, it's fun, alien will come save us, don't bother, take a sit and have fun, no need to cry upon what isn't here

you could be turquoise and still be highly wanting to own the world, for fun, sure ! I'll just do it, difference, I'll do it with fun !

don't be rude on yourself, don't think of it, just do it ( I 'll use it again as my clock <3 ! )

hey sometimes, you should just let the inquiry down let's do some "human investigation talk", just for the laugh hahaha but you're right, I see all your point, this is what I was talking at dinner right now, I know that from an "alien perspective", we are the alien. but just from a human perspective, that would be fun to see "objective alien creatures" that appear solid to our first lens of brain

and what if ... there is an "objective" one ? one way or another it can be proven for the self, and "drug" alternative mindset, doesn't prove anything, eyes or mind, both could be a pure lie. Will tell you that when I'll try DMT, I m an investigator, not a believer. Direct experience is the best tool for sure ! what if really our mind is a pure random biologic mindfuck ? it could be aswell. Alien doesn't appear something "insane" or non objective, multiverse with alien or not, or just idea materialized per drug. or even the concept of just "being" or "being present" that's all concept that could be created by "the brain" or how you want to call it. as an artist LSD, showed me what I call "my intuit wiring", not a pure alternative reality. But I agree on believing reality is pure magic, so since I had no "direct experience" besides "being present without thinking at all". cannot be sure of anything at all. if you're sure of something you're living your truth and that's fair. Didn't experience weird dream in my whole life, in fact I almost don't dream at all. ( even without smoking and being pure of blood ) my dream are mostly sensation. Maybe my "brain" can't fuck me properly, don't know. but that mean there is alien ! my new dream will come true then ! may them come !

jack you would be better writting a book, you have good insight, but they are lost in the forum. you're a thinker I can tell. Use it !

of course they fucking are, from infinity I don't see why it wouldn't be the case. we are close from IA and infinite robotic, if truly we are alone, we will soon know it. I m not "I want to believe" , but if alien race exist, the moment we create a truly real IA, is the moment when they will watch us. that's sure. ( or we are effectively "alone" in this "reality" ) because this thing could be more powerful than a nuclear bomb. create a "race of infinity robot" that have the same "pattern" than human, but able to destroy our whole race and take over the galaxy, that's more "dangerous" than "us". we will know soon if there is something or not, I m sure. Let me believe more that I can fuck an alien girls my new hope

people here are all laughing, but my mother who never ever take drug/neither alcool until more than her 30. When she had 15 years old ( 1980~ she saw something like a disk, and she doesn't care about alien at all ( she is anti science fiction kind of type ) and doesn't bother with this kind of thing usualy ( before I asked once and talk about alien ) ( I told her, she was drunk, exhausted, or maybe having a reflection, she told me not ( and she never even smoked weed in his whole life, never even been drunk until her 40 years old.. ( I know this is true ).., it was clear cristal for her eyes, she assure me ) swear on my very life, that she saw this thing in the sky who was flying, a rounded form moving in slow motion, straight in line, and without ANY noise at all, then disapear instantly [and the light around the thing was : white/grey ] ( that was the thing that shocked her the most ) ( and she has 10/10 both eyes ) she told me it was not so far from her eyes. ( I asked the range ) so only case it wasn't alien, it's a military object. But I believe her that she saw something. today I read a lot of others people claim at the same time and in the same area ( on internet ) report the same 'alien fly' having seen the same thing at this time and in the same part of France. ( East/close to germany ) so everyone is lying on the same thing? it it wasn't from the mouth of my mum I wouldn't believe it at all. But I believe her, and it doesn't bother me if you don't believe me, that's totaly fair. ( she doesn't played with my mind or trying to make a joke out of it ) I wouldn't deny what she saw, cause she is very "earth grounded" and doesn't like science fiction at all. and that's me just pushing her to talk me more about it, because I m the first guy to believe it was BS. ( so investigating ) keep believing it's only in DMT hahaha lel. alright then. I believe my mother. that's all, maybe it was a military object, but in 1980, I don't know how many soucoup without noise we have been creating. at this time, she knew it would just make her been an insane idiot to talk about this and internet wasn't existing, she did a bit, but quickly stoped. So she never talk about it to people. (beside me when I ask about what she thinked about ovni years ago ) it remain open for me, I won't see why alien is "stupid", you can believe all your thinking is stupid, but not alien ? what the fuck guys.

it's absolutely not a waste, even video games are not a waste, I wouldn't take back my 10k mmo/rpg for nothing. It was great hours. determination, grinding, self actualizing. I m still today using this experience as nurturing my art flow and lifestyle.

my enlightement was way more funny than mooji, and a story wouldn't help it ! I binge this shit, between my yoga/sport breath break. ok I'll meditate instead of just having fun. MORE FUCKING SERIOUSNESS

new age are blue.

do you mean in your butt ?

ha yes ( now I've been reading haha ) I've seen a video of a guy talking about this "false assumption intuit" it was better explain and he try on people ( and they almost all had it wrong ) can't tell the book, but I did find a video on the same idea ( it was "popular" )

be careful what you ask for, the sun didn't but sometimes the moon whisper in my ears. she call me to suck the blood out of girls, but I resist her call SHUT UP SHUT UP THE MOON STOP TALKING TO ME

Don't be weak be strong take a bit of mushroom