Strikr

I mean, is there a true way to stop the flow of thought ? even aware of the river, the river still keep flowing, that's annoying, as an artist, the "not knowing" is really something nice. is there a true way to be more in the "now", besides another mindfuck tail ? way of being as stupid as eckart tolle ?

means you agree with my cloud to explain the cloud ? that's a nice cloud ?

everything is true, depending on the lens who look at it. please give me insight on my bs, instead of dodging me to keep bs between just yours and not me, that's very egoic enlightened

yes, everything is bullshit, litteraly. means this exact sentence itself. only the model I create for the I that sounds relevant to "me" in a direct experience manner, are "real" to me, all others are "fantasy" ( but in reality, everything out of a mind is fantasy thought/model, there is no difference ). If they are relevant, they are relevant to me, and only me, and even this relevance, is a lie to my own self, it's like something I use to call a wind on my boat. in reality the usefulness of my mind is relevant to "me", and the model are relevant to me, the map is not the territory, means the map that his my mind is a cloud, a pure delusion, something we point in the sky that is forever formless. does that make any 'sense' ?

true this is why it's good to write a good script to remember, what should be, don't you think ?

Only for my own inquiry, if that doesn't fit your reality, it doesn't matter to me. Day 0 : Awakening, the hero journey begin for real. I feel like the aliens are here now, they talk to me through strange scripture, are they real ? am I creating them ? I m apparently elected for something bigger, I don't know still for what, but I m looking, still looking. Strange pattern and scripture into the reality appear to me in different way, the thought form are still knocking at the door, people have been speaking to me lately. apparently they call me to play, play the game again, the game of truth this need further investigation.. following the breath

sbeh.

that's a fairly good explanation nahm, nothing to review here

it means something, you just cannot get it because you're too still fixed in stage green thinking this is why I m helping you by giving you force to pursue

you clearly didn't play corean mmo to talk "pleasure instant" HAHA they call'd me the chinese farmer in my guild, that wasn't for "no reason". I played for win, to get, I embody what it means to be truly orange it was pain, and when I ended 3k hours of mmo challenge for years, I suddenly had the feeling of the end of my stage and what I was getting from it, means in term of mental grind/ upgrading my tree of skills for always strive to be more, to do more, and not only in term of physical grind

she mean this

he should take a holistic view on life

he is just more educated than you and takes his enlightement more seriously

could be more than spin don't you think ?

hahaha

I always wanted a place where all the fun would be

Wrong

can you give us an exemple of your power ?

it mean you'll be mindfuck. I m pretty fucked right now, but I'll keep reading

I want to know more, there is no "bad inquiry" "RA" ?

the game who turned my life up & down and appear now in my mind without order guild wars 1 minecraft assassin's creed 2 pokemon & skyrim I pretty much played everything at the official release.

+ 1000 music + dancing + stomping the ground with your foots

you don't know what green people are, you presume what they are read Aleister crowley or Nietzshe, they are the dark side of "green" BUT, you would be following a better path, in "the light side

I have many friends, talking to this forum is real bullshit. my friends give me joy & "material pleasure" and "real laugh", you, nothing. this forum, I know what it give me, maybe that's word, maybe that's illusion, maybe that's the force within me, maybe that's my illusion that have been broken. who knows ? and who cares.

fair enough, don't try to write a book, but keep your journal straight bye bye people