Strikr

turning lead into gold

complete trust in the whole is above concept and hands watching the whole is still an idea

answering the question : yes you can.

hahaha writting this answer, my best friend is having an awakening right now on spirituality and a very hard one ( he is talking to me about how fascinate is "near death experience" and how reality is "more" and that he is separate between knowing and not knowing ) he is breaking down the glasses and I did nothing but hope he change for the best. I don't even consciously point anything at him. You don't need to change people, change yourself, change your world.

sure, I was at first fighting because I was full "ego". Just show him true love, and it's almost insanely easy how they'll find the path by themself.( but can you show true compassion ? ) you'll need to work first on yourself before wanting to change anything.

What is the word in english ? edit : find it : https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Retrograde_ejaculation ?

asking on a forum of nobody want a good/bad answers to reconfort his own ego you already know what the real meaning of all of this is

Extroversion. Agreeableness. Conscientiousness. Neuroticism. Openness to experience. humm but who cares about finding the % of this ? not me

I can translate you the octopus if you want

lol read this post from the start did you see aswell a character who put his hands in the sky ?

to deep for me, I loose myself after 5 min didn't watch it, I ve already hands ( look the avatar they are on fire )

you make it when you stop watching them, ( when you know why you stop watching them )

look his recent blog post on metaphoric understanding p2, there will be the full answer at this question in it

I did 3 times on multiple years ( 6 years , mid, and recently ), only once I had ENTP aswell in another try. I read almost all types, and I m quite the two E-I /NTP it depend days, I can be as hard an extravert as hard an introvert, I can be closed for days ( but I m clearly more "intp" ), or going out multiple days if that's with friends. this is why I doubted the test was accurate. But that's probably me you can't test me boy

INTP fam' haha, the work never end <3

lol shin, I m almost sure your science step is working and is the best even if it's written like a joke. I completely know that if I want I can even in sayin complete non sense to a girl, but why do I don't want in the first place will keep on no fap, until I become crazy psycho about sex, best cure for my want. step 1 to get your problem : "be honest why you're such an ignorant pussy" I m laughing cause I know that I could have a girl right now on a call, but it's only "me" haha I m aware of it. I did things more harder in my life than having a girlfriend, it's too easy for me, no real challenge, watching eyes, do you even call that challenge ! All the girls I wanted was the girls I couldn't get, when a girl want me, I have almost the same feeling at the end, too easy for me thanks to my perfect inquiry

I only have one question, what about green thea ?

Do I need to have a Sexuality to open the higher chakra ? ( I m still in no fap, it has been now.. 14 days ? ) ( 8 days out of smoking weed ) I still have the back ache he talks about in the early of the video ( but I never masturbated a lot through my whole life ) had many "break day time", it's like I did 4-5 times a week/ ( but for many years ) Does it comes from porn/drug ? and masturbating on drug is even worst I suppose This restless legs syndrom is still a thing aswell, I have it as long as I remember, and it's clearly not sugar related neither drug/stimulation related. Maybe I live in a permanent stimulation from games ? besides I only played rpg (self improvement!), and wasn't into fps gaming. ( quit since 3 years, and probably played 50 hours to video games those last 2 years ( while listening audiobook ) ( even out of sugar, and having a real real good diet ( since 2 years ) ) drinking 90% water and 10% orange juice. Eating 20% meat ( meat from France mostly ( or germany ), not USA fast food norms ) France is really focused on eating well, we are all on fruit and veggies anyway ( even all our commercial have a lower case to tell us to eat veggies and fruit ) it's the most conscious part of french society. Sleeping well 7-8 hours I don't feel the need for sex, I would choose music over sexuality currently, did I repress my sexuality for so long I cannot connect to it anymore ? girls send me message for connect, but I don't respond to their call, and don't want to makes any effort about a relationship, I love too much being "free and living on my rules"

<3 good day & be a hero everyday

? maybe, but I can't see a big difference until now ( probably because quitting smoking have more side effects on mood/energy ) but I notice that I feel kind of "high on psychedelic" in the back of my mind, that's strange. ( probably meditation, binaural + asmr ) I only did psychedelic 2 month ago for inquiry + art ( and don't want to do it more, I had a very harsh month of realisation after ) ( 3 trip and 10 days on microdose ) ( mushroom and lsd ) I wanted "to cure fast" at this time. aren't human body made for fuck all days though ? what's difference between us and monkey really beside an idea of being different ? are monkeys sex addict always in relapse ?

I m inquiry, should I keep on no fap ? or become a "psycho sexual magnet" ? ( I ve never been addicted, weed helped with giving me envy to fap, I didn't really fap the year before weed ) I did a bit more before hitting my 20. ( and started weed at 21 ) there is a girl who send me sign, but I didn't respond. I m still in a position of no monney, no job and in recovery Maybe my sexuality is fucked up because of all those gaming, internet addiction that I did from age 6 to age 21 ( then 4 years of weed abuse when games was not a thing anymore ) or INTP and adhd is a real thing "real" even if I don't want to believe in it. I m on days 15, and have no craving at all. But I'll not lie, fapping without weed is like ultra lame anyway.

if music is a drug, I'll ever be a drug addict

the whole concept is an idea, an idea is something abstract born from nothing but an human mind, something abstract is born from your mind the whole sense of what is real and what isn't ( to your mind ) all that is in your mind it's all but only pure imagination, imagination has no ground, so everything, every thought is some kind of bullshit, cause it needs a mind to get it, every words, every teaching is flawed, because no one can grasb it like the teacher. We are talking to wall, and only reflection is what we get from everything we do. People who worry about their mind/life place/not happy are all here, that's a sort of common pattern. And the one who think he transcend their ego are always answering everywhere on the forum ( don't you see that you are egoic by believing that you're in some dynamic ) you're as high as any piece of shit of this world, you're not what you think, but you are not what people think aswell. You are never what people think you are, it's all non sense, everyone is fucking ignorant of everyone, "that is the truth", not my truth, the truth is, no one can handle truth, truth is everything, so what is truth but everything and nothing ? ( read more than once ) you become what you believe, you can believe in everything with the right motion the right perspective. Like leo told, some people want to cure themself from nothing, by closing their body/mind in dark room for days, it only proves one thing, the humans mind is tricky. we all have our langage, our meta understanding, there is nothing that we can really share, we only try to reflect on the mirror of our own "ego/self". I see all this forum like a hacking of the maze of life ( cause this is the purpose, this is why I m here, I m a hacker and everyone here want to "hack life" ) by improving the bullshit to the core, leo create in me a sense of this, leo hack us to understand this ? maybe maybe not, maybe that's my own reflection/work ( by non sense it creates sense ) you understand non sense by peaking more and emphasing even more non sense. ego is nothing it's an abstract concept to talk about what we think is a "dark side" in us ( but dark and light doesn't exist, it's all but an emotion ) All this work is just chasing your tail so hard you become aware there is a tail, by chasing it with higher non sense perspective. It's a good game to be here. ego never existed, pursuing "ego death" is a story of a cat who run after his own tail ( some of my friend joked around in classroom 10 years ago talking about cat chasing tail, I really don't know why my mind hold the thought until know ( it wasn't even for me ) this friend keep repeating the sentence like 4 times, and I find it kind of weird and stupid at this time ) it's not a hazard my mind pop today the idea out, it's my answer, I always had it, I never get it this way before psychedelic, now it makes sense. you can turn for ever, the only way to fucking stop it, is loving you fucking tail, cause it's in your back and you can't live without it. Everyone who try to kill ego will kill himself, love is really all you can do about the tail. pushing idea on people is always a form of dogma, even saying that is a part of manipulation from my part, every speech is possible "manipulation/hypnosis" from myself perspective, every concept can be apply and see through the lens of everything there is no good habit, bad habit. Everyone is own element, everything is balanced, even Hitler was a good thing on earth, everything was, I mean, it's only human who believe there is Bad, everyone who judge people bad or ignorant, is exactly this. Bad and ignorant. And worst, he believe back in his mind that he is better, he confort himself, this is what many minds do, conforting their own story. If christian is a story, pursuing ego death is another. there is no such thing, and proof is, if leo would really chase enlightment, he would never have actualized.org and would have taken all his monney to be a monk, that's not the case at all. Reality is leo sell a course for 500 buck, I m not judging him evil, but the reality is above what you think, what is real right now, think about it, what is real is that you are all fulled with concept and bullshit that you hold true to confort your mind that you're better or think better. We are ALL ignorant, and everyone who claim to know more is just not aware of being nothing and that all his thought are nothing but a belief. We can all talk about map, reality is what map you believe in, we all believe in what we need at the right moment, and we all chase the idea we need at the right moment. Everyone reading my topic right now and not ready to read that, will deny my truth and call it / evil / ego, choose your pattern to deny, no matter if you believe it or not, it's exactly what it is, a text for myself in the end.. I m like this guy in the movie, lost on his island and believing the fruit talk to me I m talking to fruit and ask them how to be juicy believing the fruit can give me an answer, but I m the only one in my mind who knows where I should run on the island, no one can never ever help me but myself, cause no one can hear my voice as I hear it and get me, no concept no talk can help that. No one can be aware of where I m, who I m, what I m, what is my I, so everything is bullshit talk, we are all ants talking non sense in the end. There is some sense of answer here, the one my I was looking, but only our mind can grasb the sense, there is not a real sense, we catch the sense we want in things we look for / in still this forum is a great gold mine for some mind at the right time at the right perspective ( for yourself ) for everyone who really get thesentence : "the map is not the territory" but what is a map and a territory ? isn't everything a reflection of what we really are or want to see ? edit * > I just corrected two words