It's amazing that you posted this! I started my "journey" because of Bo's 'Make Happy' also!!
I watched it for the first time, a little over a year ago, and it completely changed the way I thought about life- for so many reasons. I wonder if he knows the actual impact that 'Make Happy' had on a lot of us (assuming we aren't the only ones). Not only did he give out that temporary -instant- happiness from his silliness and jokes, but he added a depth to it that completely woke me up. I've always been "self-conscious", but I never truly considered the fact that the things around me actually played a huge roll in how I viewed myself and life in general. I was especially unaware of certain things that could impact my "long-term" because I've been stuck on autopilot for so long. So in a way, 'Make Happy' provided me with long term happiness. It made me question things a lot more than I was before, and that's where self-improvement starts.
I love how you went about figuring out what aspects of yourself are truly yours. I was also the shy kid or -as others would say- "mute" in school. It wasn't so much the fear of talking, it was because I just didn't find it necessary. Like you were saying; I thought I was just content, pretty much minding my own business and trying to get my stuff done- hoping that school would go by faster. It is kind of crazy how much not talking actually irks people.
The friends that I somehow made in school were of different "cliques", and a couple of them were of the popular crowd. They were kind of like where you were with it all- I assume- because they slowly started spending less and less time with that crowd. Which I think is great! If you realize that these people you spend your time with don't share the same values as you; what's the purpose?
Did you make the worksheet yourself or did you find it somewhere? I enjoy reading the progress of others and especially if they are similar to my own- like yours! Keep it up!