Serazer

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Thank you, Ulax! I think my post is automatically put here. I'll investigate. Cheers.

Hello Dear Forum, I searched some key words but couldn't see any specific entry about Bill Harris's "LPIP," although there're entries about Holosync itself. I have been listening to Holosync for a while and I'm quite happy with it. I'm at awakening level 4.2 right now, using Sedona method to release regularly and when issues arise. Has anyone tried the LPIP course? If so, would you recommend it? Thank you! Wishing you best of luck in your journey.

@Joseph Maynor, Thank you. I'll watch these videos asap. Haven't seen them before. @Highest, thanks for your comment. Many years ago, I had -sort of- a similar- experience in a nightmare (mine was almost exactly like Henry Fuseli's 'Nightmare;' but my incubus was looking towards my feet), from which I still feel grateful that I somehow managed to wake up. I still remember how my arms was hurting for a very long time after that night, trying to lift the incubus in order to be able to breath! But it's not what I am talking about now. I am talking about people like us but doing much more than 'trying to survive or thrive.' I am talking about people, who -in a way- enjoy other's suffering, who spend time and energy to hurt others; to make others' sad or unhappy, even though it is not helping them in any way. I don't think I have that sort of evil in me. I don't think I ever had it but I believe I have seen it in others. That's what I am trying to understand. I watched @Leo Gura's video twice and thought a lot meanwhile. That video is really very good. I am sure you all watched it but if not, I strongly recommend it. I guess I am starting to understand what Leo means and why I am having difficulty. Thank you very much, Leo! I appreciate your work. It was very timely for me. On a side note, 'Carnivale' (the cancelled HBO show) is one of my all time favourite TV shows. Thanks for all the comments! Much appreciated.

Dear All and Leo, Thank you very much for your replies! I guess I see what you mean. I'm hoping I'll get there more comfortably. I'll need some more time. As for the rape: For example I am trying to think what other species do to survive and I think about many many colourful mating rituals where couples try and look attractive to each other. Of course there is also forced intercourse in nature - lots and lots mind you. Only to be clear I want to tell you that I wouldn't call a bear eating me 'evil.' But anyways, mostly I get what you mean. Leo, I'm looking forward to your video! (Maybe you have done that. I'm gonna check that out next.) (I am only coming back to see your replies now because I thought I would get an automatic email, if there were replies. Sorry about the late response.)

Shiva, Thank you for your reply! This is very difficult. I am trying to understand how I project evil. I see and label somethings as evil. I do this myself. Is this what Leo means when he claims I am the most (the only) evil? (I am guessing the answer is yes) For some situations, I can understand what you said (evil being subjective and non-existing). Some people I see as evil may be other people's heroes. And probably this is my ignorance (not caring, not trying to understand). But, for example, a spiteful person can try and harm someone for no reason other than spite and jealousy. This person is nobody's hero, right? It won't even help them. They just want others' misery. They find delight in it. How am I evil if I witness such an act of jealousy? (Or, if it is done to me?) Also, surely a rapist is nobody's hero, right? (Even though he (or she) thinks that he has every right to do this. And maybe he did it as a good deed, thinking that he is a hero. Or whatever justification he has) But, don't we all agree that the rapist is evil (and also ignorant, I guess) and it's not us (not our labelling or our projection), it's the rapist that is evil and/or doing evil, no? Or, is it simply the way we talk about it? Rape is wrong but nobody is evil. Is that it? What you said made it one level more complicated. I guess I have to carry on thinking about this. Thanks again!

Hello Erlend K, I signed up for the course. Previously I have done an 8 week course on Mindfulness which helped me understand a lot about myself and the concept itself. I'll be away for a few weeks in October and won't have an internet connection. I'll have to catch up later on. I'd be interested in sharing and discussing (maybe on a weekly basis?). I do most of the work online and alone, I like the idea of a classmate! Please let me know how you want to do this. Best, Serazer

Hello All, I have a problem understanding reconciling evil, suffering and ignorance. Leo, in this video 'The Big Picture Of Self-Actualization' from 28:30 to 30:00, talks about this. He invites us to understand that we are the evil ones. None of these things are outside us, they are all in us. Please feel free to watch and remind yourselves if need be. I have heard/read similar things, following Kabbalah and Zen teachings, too. However I am finding it extremely difficult to understand this concept. My mind resists, constantly finds loads of examples, and fights against me. Not even in theory this makes sense, I am at a loss for words about its practical applications in daily life. What sort of person would I be, if I manage to reconcile evil, suffering and ignorance? What would I do in the face of injustice? What would I do when I see people doing harm? I'd be grateful if you could give me some pointers. Maybe a book, another video (of Leo or someone else) or maybe a way of thinking? an example... Thanks a lot! Best, Serazer