Karla

Interesting. Perhaps the best way to merge survival with God consciousness is to create from a place of joy and/ or gratitude. The years will fly by anyways.

Interesting! I’m over 40 so I can’t fully relate however I feel so fortunate to know about psychedelics and have access to them- like I hit the lottery lol. Especially when I talk to people who have no idea about them whatsoever! I feel like the “medicine” always gives me something to “work on” kind of like homework each time. If I go back in for a trip without working on the thing that was revealed in the last trip it feels like I cheated or something but it’s probably just me knowing I have things to clean up and then I could possibly go deeper/ have less attachment & more clarity. Do you ever have anything like that? Seems like big trips and small trips could help you integrate and grow if so. And people use all kinds of things to escape reality but I think psychedelics are way more helpful than things like food, sex, social media and drugs you know?

love this question. I resonate with the bit about choosing your heart’s desire and a desire to be beautiful! I didn’t realize how disconnected I was from femininity until after my third bufo trip because it drowned me in the deepest love and appreciation for what is. It was sickeningly loving- like I literally felt sick with love and gratitude. Even my own beauty wasn’t apparent before that because we have so many conditioned thoughts about “beauty”, self & the world that are invisible until everything is literally gone except “I amness”. I could not see how I blocked beauty before that but afterwards so much made sense, even the statement about women being what everyone else desires to be makes sense. I suggest feeling appreciation for what you already appreciate and love more intensely as a practice. enjoying the beauty you can access more deeply inside your body. Even if it seems weird or impossible at first, it will grow if you can remember to practice it. We are inherently “safe” forever and held and supported but this is also invisible due to conditioning! I feel that the highest purpose is being fully here/ present without worry and fear. ♥️

In! 💯 So glad I saw this.

Why not deepen it since it’s forever deep? This is a question only you can answer.

@Kensho you not gonna share em?

Love this! You also love life and that’s why you resonate with him. I just love so much when he gets emotional. You can see how much he has changed over the years and the work is such beautiful. Thanks for sharing!

Perhaps ask yourself what would be really fun and enjoyable next? Is there anything that inspires a sensation of play and lightness around creating for you? Ideas: take a class, create some limitations (draw with only one color), re-mix two favorites, read some Rick Rubin, go see your favorite artist, drastically change your environment in a pleasurable way. In my experience burnout comes from taking things too seriously without enjoying it much- so unnecessary. ♥️

Interesting. Earlier this year after a 5meo experience I had a dream where I was told to take l-citruline, ha ha. I already had some as it’s great for pre-workout but I wasn’t using it. Then I just started taking it as a supplement daily. Imagine how it feels to see this topic months later?! I wasn’t sure exactly why.

@Amilaer--- I don’t know anyone that tried mushrooms and ended up with schizophrenia. Especially golden teacher. I noticed that nobody else said yes to your question. Wonder how accurate that info is on mental health and family? My identical twin was diagnosed with schizophrenia years ago and I’ve never had any issues with mushrooms or any other psychedelic. based on my experience and observing others who have done WAY more psychedelics than I, I really feel it has more to do with YOUR psychology than anything else. Your unpacked ideas, concepts, beliefs and things more so than family members with mental health issues. The actualized videos are a good way to learn more about your own psychology and prepare yourself.

I know right! I think that’s why I was so surprised— AA has such a conservative vibe, which is too bad. It’s like the complete antithesis to change LOL. Makes sense to me also because when I go to in person, group ceremonies there are always a lot of people who want to stop drinking or drugs. Makes psychedelics seem so practical even though we are into the mystical and higher consciousness aspect of them here.

I am so tickled by this ha ha. Someone posted a link to an article in a micro dose chat I’m in and I find it SO entertaining, he he. ”Those who preach that the only way to achieve lasting sobriety is through total abstinence from alcohol and all other drugs may be surprised to learn that the supposed patron saint of abstinence, Bill Wilson, the co-founder of Alcoholics Anonymous, was a firm believer in the ability of LSD to free some hardcore alcoholics from their addiction.” The article is interesting here it is: https://www.lucid.news/bill-wilson-lsd-and-the-secret-psychedelic-history-of-alcoholics-anonymous/ Also interesting that Bill Wilson couldn’t kick cigarettes using LSD. I wonder how many other healing programs have a secret psychedelic step, he he?

Go as deep as possibly into your why/ intention. Micro dose mushrooms to help you integrate after BIG, trips (my fave). Be careful what you consume beforehand too, because some of these posts in here are creepy. I’ve never had a bad trip- don’t be so scared that you spook yourself out lol. It’s always more mind blowing than scary anyways. Give yourself lots of space, a day before at least to relax, so you can leave other people’s sh*t behind and go deeply into you.Give yourself space afterwards too, at least a day. ♥️

Ok thank you @Bazooka Jesus ☺️ I feel like I’m here within this realization right now and it’s definitely NEW AF in comparison to other times when I *thought*I was here if that makes sense. I’m sure there’s a zillion more layers to it but I also feel like *holy moly, WHY NOT play?*. Feels like that is kinda the point- to PLAY.

Thanks for posting… In your perspective can you contrast “your essence/ true nature” vs “personality” a bit. I’m currently feeling conflicted because my teacher recently shifted into this similar stance like Osho (she always quotes Mooji) and it seems like NOT playing the game at all. ? I honestly think there’s a more evolved aspect, which is allowing your true nature FULLY. For me it seems people who are spiritually advanced have WAY MORE personality because they are free to play the game. How do we know who’s playing the game and who’s getting played or just stuck at a realization? I was about to post a question, then I saw your post he he. I want to open my mind about it.