Recursoinominado

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  1. Could be: Brain Fog caused by junkie foods, sugar, dehydration (could be chronic), lack of quality sleep, heavy metal or multiple toxicities, drugs (including coffee), eating too much and not optimal foods(I would recommend you to try a raw food diet), lack of sunlight, vitamin deficiencies, bad health in general. Anxiety. Addictions, like addiction to stimulation, read about dopamine detox. Porn and masturbation (wasting powerful sexual energy + dopamine depletion). Traumas related to learning and self-development. Lack of self-esteem. Lack of determination/persistence, relates to poor self-esteem, doesn't know how to cope with hard tasks, gets frustrated easily. Ultimately, you probably lack the brain training necessary to focus on hard non-stimulating tasks and you can train it despite all the above. Just treat the reading like a meditation session, sit in a meditative position, try to read something as long as possible without losing focus. When you lose it, observe the frustration and emotions bubbling up, breathe deeply, let them go and try again. Repeat ad infinitum until you have the concentration ability of a zen master.
  2. I took LSD every day for several days in a row a few times, it's totally safe, go for it.
  3. Well, when you are exceptional, all the spotlights are on you VS mediocre and no one cares. When you stand out, life suddenly gets serious, you have responsabilities. When you stay with the masses, keeping your head down, you can bullshit your way until the moment you die, it's easy and, in today society, you totally can. It is the eternal battle between the easy life VS the meaningful life, which is NOT easy, but has it's rewards. High risk and high rewards. In using your gifts, you are advancing through the dark woods, where no one ever went, not this woods, at least. And you will have to hack your way out of there and leave a trail. There is no manual to do that, you are the first, you have to think for yourself, no one will do it for you, all the pressure is on you. Think about it. This seem scary? Because it is. In a way, we brainwash ourselves into down play the importance of our life, we denial the definitiveness of death. That's why people suddenly transform the way they approach life when facing near death experiences. Those lucky bastards. Most people are not that lucky, for those people, the realization that they pissed their life away will come in their death bed, when it's too late to do anything. In a way, we do this on purpose, we want to take the responsibility of our life with this maneuver. When we wait until the last minute to realize what we lost, in a way, we can rationalize that it wasn't our fault, we can say that we have been given a bad hand and now is too late, far from our reach. It's easy, see?
  4. Hey man, i like your videos, i remember i saw your early videos but they were so far from each other i thought you gave up, i am glad you didn't Just subscribed, i hope you continue to do videos like this one.
  5. Tough situation, don't know what i would do...
  6. Thank you, this was really interesting to watch, he is a fitness funny YouTuber that awakened, not your everyday stage green frail hippie spiritual seeker. He also claims that his GF is self-realized since she can remember, here is a text in his Instagram: "Q: DO YOU HAVE A GF NOW? A: Yap. She's also the only teacher I've ever had. Her mind is one of the fascinating universes I've ever came across. Not only on the intellectual and creative level of the brain, she's transcended her mind, meaning she's Awakened to her True Nature since she was 3. If there are musical geniuses like Mozart, it only makes sense to have spiritual geniuses like this one here. You just gotta find them through the IG DM. ~ She told me the 360 degrees Infinite Awareness/Buddha Mind/Christ Consciousness/Natty State has been her default mode for as long as she can remember, and doesn't understand how you can go into a meditation session without instantly blowing up so your sense of "noself" fills up the the Infinite Space. She puts me to shame. She frightens me. She's had all the insights and meditation experiences, Nirvanas, Satoris, Jhanas, gained from all my meditation without much practice. ~ She made me realized a lot of this work is "genetics" and some would say she did the work "previous life". ~ If I can put a finger on it during the instant Samadhi accessed instantly when I'm around her...I think her level of Realization and meditation prowess is up there with Elkhart Tolle and Osho anc Jed McKenna or krishnamurti. and the only difference is this 21 year old computer science major hates talking about "Spirituality"...that which cannot be simpler. Lol. Check out the music I made with her when we first met link in bio. Also working on another video of her 1 month gains at the gym using non-dual awareness."
  7. I couldn't watch 15 minutes of it, pretty superficial and unimportant.
  8. can you elaborate, i follow his channel but i don't really watch much of his videos, all i saw was him bitching about this interview being shutdown in all platforms.
  9. Yeah, can be brutal, but it is an acquired taste, you have to brainwash yourself to like breaking through your resistances.
  10. i have some experience because i live in Brazil and it is legal to do rituals with ayahuasca but i have to say that this medicine has some horrific power that i still didn't see with other psychedelics i have taken. Ayahuasca has this power to show you the reality in this raw brutality (i guess this is love also). I had some bad trips that i am grateful to no had it alone. But, at the same time, in those difficult trips i wish i have the freedom to do what i was being led to do and i couldn't due to this happening in a religious setting with strict rules. I know some people that have used it alone or with some friends and it was fine. I guess, in the end, the suggestions are the same: experiment with lower dosages first, in a safe environment etc.
  11. Aside from any skills you have a natural pulling towards, i would say: Learn how to create an online business and how to monetize any passion. Sturdy digital marketing, sales, copywriting, social media etc. Learn to make videos or podcast or write a blog/book. Basically you learn something you are passionate about and how to make money out of it. I am currently in this journey and it is overwhelming at first but those are the best skills for anyone to learn right now. There are hundreds of great courses out there teaching each one of those skills.
  12. I also find this very curious. Here in Brazil we have trully barbaric cops BUT, at the same time, we also have barbaric criminals, i mean, the type that would rip your head off with a machete if they want to. This means the cops HAVE to be tougher than the forces they are fighting against. People just don't realize this, cops are just humans, they are afraid, they are ignorant, they are underpaid and they are fighting a literal war every day, this fucks people up. I know a lot of cops who just went nuts, developed psychosis, committed suicide etc. It's the nature of the job, people are just oblivious to this, all they see are "bad guys".
  13. Man, i really struggle with those questions for as long as i can remember. Initially, my self-actualization path was motivated by high levels of suffering, after hitting rock-bottom, i made real efforts to change my life and i did it. I really grew in the last 10 years (28yo male), for sure, but i feel stagnated for years now, trying to start and master a career path /life purpose but i just can't decide on anything and go for it. I lack the motivation, the passion, the ambition, that fire that moves mountains to get what it wants. I completed the Ultimate Life purpose several times and all it's exercises, but, in the end, didn't found anything that moves me deeply to act on if every day for years and master it. I guess that self-development is kind of my biggest passion and the ULP always pointed to that because is where i spent most of my free time but i noticed that i spent it like a spectator now (more than before, when my suffering was greater), watching, listening and reading passively and when its time to take some action like actually apply those concepts like just sitting down and meditating, i don't have any motivation to do that and soon gave up. I tried fucking everything, did all the exercises to create a compelling vision, lists, and lists of goals/dreams, visualizations, affirmations, subliminals etc, i just can't find that "one" thing. I guess i always felt kind of dead inside (due to traumas etc) and that's a big problem as i can hardly feel passionate for anything. I am obsessed with studying high achievers, people that mastered something, on the top of their fields and how they feel, think and act, but, truthfully, they look like aliens to me, i don't relate at all but my deepest desire is to have what they have. I would love some insights, tips or recommendations on this problem. Maybe a life coach could help me with that?
  14. For sure, a blog! I am creating one myself, slow and steady I could give you some tips if you want, right now i am creating the site via WordPress which can be overwhelming for a newbie like me but slowly it is tanking form.
  15. Streve Pressfield has supreme books about writers and artists in general. Also: Writer's Journey by Christopher Vogler and On Writing by Stephen King. As far as i know, the basis of it is: 1. Writing every day. 2. Free Flow writing, just decide what are you going to write about and write non-stop until you are done, no judgment at all. 3. Review and edit afterward. 4. Read a lot and try to analyze the author's writing style, how he structures sentences, his choice of words etc. Read like you are studying a subject in a science experiment. 5. Ship. Just put your writing out there in the "real world" with real feedback, take that feedback, learn from it and move on.
  16. I am focusing on my morning routine for subconscious mind reprogramming techniques like affirmations, visualization, subliminal audios etc. Have seen some changes, pretty happy with that, not perfect though, but i am trying to think long term in order to build a solid foundation. I love learning, and that's a problem as i want to learning EVERYTHING but take consistent action on practically nothing. I lack commitment, discipline and persistence, too adhd and that's i think is my biggest problem as leads me to not put so much faith in myself to accomplish big things, my track record of long term plans i succeded which were NOT motivated by deep suffering is practically zero. I did accomplish above average results in some areas, including self-development and spirituality but most of it was me running from pain and as soon as this pain lessened, my motivation and meaning dropped. How so? For sure it is, but it isn't very clear as i lack basic strategic planning, commitment, persistence and discipline in general to achieve anything great. Right now i am trying to create a self-development/spirituality blog so i can write about this stuff, testing this medium for a while, grow a audience etc.
  17. Works wonders for me, for consciousness work, accessing the subconscious and superconscious mind, instant intuition booster, puts me into a higher consciousness state, lots of insights and downloading flowing, enhances body awareness (makes me want to practice Yoga every time). I get motivated to achieve my goals (especially spiritual goals), contemplate super easy. The thing is, as any substance, don't abuse it, don't smoke every day, don't make it an escape for stress and a way to procrastinate. For me, it is better to smoke at best, 3x a week, and while fasting, foods make the trip lethargic, except for green juices, fruits etc. It's a wild beast, easily deceiving, most people smoke way too much and for the wrong reasons, can fuck your sleep quality, making you lazy, unmotivated, too comfortable, and brain fogged.
  18. How do you know his claims are insane? I am not saying that he is telling the truth or not but it wouldn't be the first human to develop supernatural abilities after some mystical experience or spiritual breakthrough. Yes, he seems to be overreacting but, to be fair, what would be a normal reaction to this case?
  19. Hey, i get it, we all have karma to burn through, sometimes we have to go to a path all the way to realize that we didn't need it in the first place but it is important to make this journey if you feel this compelled to do it. You can reframe your intent to be famous in a way that aligns with your higher-self aspirations. Maybe it is moving you to show and express yourself to the world, not for the attention and validation but to help the world with your gifts. The journey could bo so you break some blockages like fears of standing out, speaking your truth. On a more practical level, i advise you to use the law of attraction on your favor: Write your goals specifically, with a date. Create a complete vision with the best future you can possibly envision, go nuts, as if you don't have anything stopping you, with infinite resources. Write affirmations for the person you want to be, the things you want to achieve. Think about how that person would feel, how people would react to her, how she would act in day-to-day life? Write in a positive manner, as if it already happened, speak them out loud with conviction and gratitude, every day. Practice visualizations and hypnosis every day, we have tons of good free audios on YouTube. Experiment with subliminals like this one: http://www.subliminal-shop.com/product/ultra-success-luck-maximizer-v4-1/ In resume, focus all your attention on what you want, instead of all the problems, fears and worries. Make your brain and the Universe work for you.
  20. I speak Portuguese, by the way. Man, i always felt kind of intrigued by this phenomenon and why does this happen. I am currently trying to come up with a business name that i can use in english and in portuguese (same products and services, but two sites, two audiences, two languages) and in most cases, when i brainstorm something, seems awesome but when i translate, seems lame lol. This is the result of decades of american culture domination?
  21. One time i was able to hold my ejaculation throughout an orgasm but i lost my erection I saw in one video Mantak Chia teaching guys to rub their penis vigorously with baby oil (like 500 times per day) in order to desensitize it to last longer in bed, but i never saw it anywhere else, some thoughts on it?
  22. Isn't the alcohol from the extraction affecting negatively the trip? Or it is safe to reduce the alcohol as much as possible without losing the psilocybin?