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Isn't worth it.

There are no others.

The more i advance in my journey, the less i care with women and sex. Detachment is only attractive when it is coupled with a strong intention, meaning that you show desire, go for it shameless and are free from the outcome, your cup is already full, anything is a bonus. Nothing beats socialization to attract girls, get out of your room, don't hide behind spiritual practices and inner game.

Fear of going insane is still a FEAR, it DOES NOT mean you are going insane, it does mean that your ego feels threatened by your reality deconstruction progress. I have been there many times and here is my two cents: 1. Take time to promote the integration of your insights and perception changes. This happens when we are able to maintain equanimity, aka being fully present with all current phenomenon. 2. Practice embracing your feelings and letting go of them, like it is taught by David Hawkins in his book "Letting Go" and the Sedona Method. Basically welcome whatever you are feeling and relax, letting go of it, over and over again until you start to feel good and then you let go of that too. 3. Focus on being present in your body, not your mind. The thoughts can be random, wild and false, pay attention to your feelings because that what's ACTUAL, which is different from what is NOT actual, aka the thoughts. Watch Leo's video about Actuality. 4. Connect with your environment, fewer screens, and more nature. Human touch is great, talk to people you like, try to meet with them. You don't even have to say anything about what's happening to you, just be with them and stay present. 5. Finally, relax a little, this isn't a sprint, pace yourself.

The old courses, he probably doesn't like it being shared but his old YT material (which is GOLD), i am sure he is fine since is his legacy and won't be lost forever, it will help people for a looong time, that's what he basically said in one of his new videos. I think i learned more from his YT stuff than anything else and you can find all of that easily by googling it and in torrent sites. Not only his but the entire RSD crew like old Julien and Todd stuff. And the freetour, holy shit i love the freetour speeches!

I don't know what sourcing means in this context. I didn't uploaded anything, is there for anyone who wants to download. If you want to buy it, i guess you could some of it but most was deleted to improve RSD public image, the company owner (Tyler or Owen Cook) is aware that his old deleted content is being shared, he even mentioned in one of his latest videos.

Thanks! I just watched some John Rose on YT and he recommended enemas to those that are constipated, a bowel movement per day is a must. I feel that my intestines are clogged up, when i drink juice, everything starts to bubble and move in my belly but nothing goes out. This is a sign about how bad i need this. Can you tell my a little more about how you feel when you are able to expel old fecal matter and mucoid plaque? The only time i expelled a mucoid plaque, it was huge and i felt an immense feeling of relief and bliss for several minutes to an hour.

A mix of watermelon, cucumber, pineapple, apples, lemons, grapes, and ginger. 2-4 liters per day. I didn't understand what you suggested, can you explain?

What was the first day you started pooping? I am on day 7 of SFV but nothing is coming out, i had to do an enema yesterday because of that. I tend to get constipated (had this problem most of my life), i am pretty sure i have a LOT of stuff in my intestines but i find almost impossible to get them out. The last time i did, it lasted 14 days, but i was taking psyllium, bentonite and a formula to get stuff out, pooped a little but i want to see if i can do it only with juices. Today was rough, have been desiring cooked foods a lot, especially because i don't see anything coming out and i get discouraged.

RSD stuff is great, you can find it all on PirateBay. They basically stopped teaching it but all the material produced is timeless, go look into it.

Just finished Leo's last video about the 9 stages of Ego Development, realized that i am a mix of Strategist and Construct-Aware with hints of Unitive stage. I can sense how magical and chaotic Reality is, at all times i have this altered perception like i am in a microdose of shrooms, then i realized that most of my unconscious behavior is motivated by fear of this whole process, an attempt to slow it down as much as possible. Although i rarely do formal spiritual practices, i am always in contemplation and "sadhana" mode in a day-to-day basis, i think this triggered a rapid consciousness expansion (if you know what i mean). Those last few years i have been in a groundless state, flowing with the ever-changing chaos, trying to be present and not resist it. Intellectually, i can see a causation link of all events of my life, but, in a strange sense, i have this feeling that there is no causation at all, like things are just "happening" and i have little to no control of it. This whole process made me super reclusive and silent as i rarely feel like i can truly relate with people anymore. Finally, i have been facing this issue with motivation after my normal state of consciousness passed through such rapid transformation. It is a real problem for me to REALLY want things like money, success, social life, stuff from stage orange. My consciousness became so fluid and relative that i have a hard time committing to anything, i fail to see the point but i know i am missing some essential part of the picture. Leo said a few times that he never had this problem, he sees life as a video game etc. I remember when i was at stage orange and i was motivated to earn money, make friends, have sex, have a great body shape etc. I am curious to learn how people that are in those stages deal with this purposeless/groundless situation.

Didn't he told his enlightenment story in his book? I thought this was common knowledge. I like him, he is on point with his letting go teaching.

Not entirely. The achievement also comes from Self-Esteem, meaning that if you don't have enough self-esteem to begin with, you won't even consider achieving anything outside of your comfort zone. Turns out that self-acceptance/self-love is a huge part of self-esteem. Without it, your self-talk is so negative, your ego-structure is so divided (a lot of shadow stuff pull you in all sorts of directions) that achievement becomes almost impossible. Self-acceptance means that you feel safe with yourself. As you feel safe, you try new and challenging stuff as you won't berate yourself every step of the way as someone with low self-esteem does. Let's say that you have some trauma around learning, someone called you dumb and was traumatic so you repressed the shit out of it. Now you don't accept any indication that you are not super smart, now you will feel bad anytime you don't act like a total genius, meaning that you will stay in your comfort zone forever, trying to protect your fragile sense of ego. Self-acceptance leads to a feeling of "that's ok" if i am not a genius or if i don't learn something right away, i trust in the process, even if it takes more time for me to learn than to most people, it's ok.

Well, to a materialist, psychedelics cause only meaningless hallucinations and the ones that use them are deceiving themselves. Also, the psychedelic experience is a threat to a materialistic world view, in fact, it was psychedelics that got me out of stage orange, i was an atheist, although pretty open-minded, so i experimented with psychedelics and went to ayahuasca sessions in heavily religious settings.

What? Do you mean like Ritalin or something like it? Stage orange people are exactly the ones who would totally use drugs to maximize learning (or Yellow but i guess yellow would look for more sustainable alternatives). Because they think everyone is Stage orange or bellow, so they are on the top. They also can see how simplistic, biased and delusional stages bellow can be and this can give them the appearance that their view is super intelligent.

Get the fuck away. If it is not possible to get away, minimize interaction time, don't chat, don't even be near the person. Negativity is toxic and contagious.

Acceptance is not the same as doing nothing. Acceptance is giving up the bitching and moaning part and go straight to the solution. If there is no solution, accept, and be at peace with it, but most things in life are not like that.

Psychedelics will blown your paradigm into dust.

I like his videos, he brings an interesting perspective of the journey.

Yeah but there are different strategies. One can be toxic dominant and aggressive and the other toxic codependent and needy. Either way, i get the fuck away from both of them. I have met a lot of people that i consider toxic but superficially seem like the nicest person ever. My grandmother is like that, she puts a super nice facade, smiling, doing things for you and appear non-threatening but when she is positive she can't get what she wants from you, she will turn against you in a blink of an eye. She talks bad about X to you and bad about you to X. She is super needy, talks non-stop the first chance she gets and she gives no fucks about the other person, all she wants is someone to pay her attention at all costs. She can talk to you 1h on the phone without any need for you to say anything. Again, at first glance, she is the nicest lady ever and i am sure she believes it because she does all of that with ZERO self-awareness and self-reflection. She is literally an energy vampire and will drain your life out of you. Her life is a mess and everyone around her is a mess. This can sound harsh but, truly, i don't want to be even near her because it's ALWAYS a losing situation.

Try again, maybe is subconscious resistance. This is often the case with therapeutic tools. My father drank ayahuasca a couple of times and didn't felt a thing (according to him). I wouldn't belive in him if i hadn't heard of a few cases like that. My suggestion: try again and again until it "works".

He really is

Your post smells like codependency behavior. Toxic people are in a negative spiral, it has momentum and will drag anything with them. Unless you are some super enlightened master who can elevate the frequency of those around you, get the fuck away. Go work on yourself and find people who do the same. Stop trying to save a drowning person if you yourself barely know how to swim.

Nudes. I am dead serious.