Recursoinominado

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  1. Cult Leader DARES his followers to lose their shit.
  2. 1. First time doing LSD at a huge Rave Festival (first time also), mixed with mdma and smoked a huge joint after. 10 minutes after the joint, things stated to be weird, starting by the dark music that was playing with creepy sounds like screams and sounds of horror movies. Started to panic, tried to keep cool as i was with a friend but the anxiety was only getting worse until i actually felt my tongue twisting as it was about to roll on itself, i thought i was going to seazure and die so i panic even more and at this time i told my friend that took me to a chill area and calmed me down. To this day i still believe i would seizure or something, very weird the thing with my tongue. 2. Started to rip my clothes off in a Ayahuasca cerimony, crawling in the grass doing weird yoga asanas, with wild visuals like when you smoke DMT. I was losing it, panicking and felt an urge to scream but they didn't let me lol and asked me to put back my clothes. It was a Santo Daime church, strict rules. After this day, i kind of started resenting going to those cerimonies since i felt urges to move my body and do weird shit but they won't let me. 3. During an ayahuasca trip i cried like a baby and had to call my grandma to tell her some stuff. The staff tried to stop me but i was decided to do it. Made the call, it was VERY emotional with some big promises (that i obviously couldn't keep it afterwards). I didn't regret it but it was kind of cringe. 4. Had a couple of emotional insights with weed (my grandma was developing dementia and i couldn't see it sober but was clear to me during the trip), cried a LOT and called my dad to pick me up lol. I didn't told him i was high but he almost never saw me lose my shit like those couple of times. 5. Sent messages like 4am to my whole family saying that i love them and stuff like that, it was cute but very cringe and the time of the message was very suspicious lol. This was AFTER a ayahuasca cerimony. Still under the afterglow effect.
  3. Plot twist: He is still tripping to this day and posting non-sense
  4. God damnit, this hits home. How do you deal with it? Deriving my own answer: How to deal with the pain of seeing how much the ego mind fools itself and "i" can't do anything? Is it true that i "can't do anything" or is this exactly what the ego-mind wants to believe in order to perpetuate it's own illusion? If i can do something, what it could be? Well, maybe be extremely compasionate to the ego-mind fooling itself as a scared child would. By being compasionate, the body feels elevated emotions with raises the state of consciousness to a higher point of view. From this higher point of view, the "bad" behavior get solved by itself. There is necessarely spiritual purification each time that vibration raises. Like dust being shaken of a cloth or a filter serving as barrier to grosser forms. Like always, the answer is love.
  5. Watched the whole thing. It was a nice gossip. He brought some good points. This pursuit is not for dummies and the mentally ungrounded. In my opinion, most spiritual teachings are way worse in not clearly pointing common traps and waking people out of their non-sense. Leo does a good job where most teachers fail miserably. BUT, Leo's teachings does rely heavily on strong psychedelics so it is a slipperly slope no matter how many "warnings" you do. Leo seem to have a high tolerance for insane experiences so he doesn't need to do the grounding work that most seekers need. Example: body work, working out, physical yoga like hatha, bioenergetics etc, all those are a MUST for most seekers and Leo bearly talk about it and sometimes even downplays it becouse you could use this time to do some "stronger practices" like Kryia Yoga. These basic needs are a huge blindspot in Leo's work. But, to be fair, as i said, his teachings are also more "complete" than most teachers.
  6. Sure, just raise your vibration and stick your head in the sand.
  7. Since vaccinations or since F***** COVID?
  8. Jesus Christ, this forum is full of anti-vax conspiracionist... I once had a vision of creating a high-consciousness state yellow/turquoise community and this dream is shattered now, seeing how dense most people are missunderstanding basic scientific and statistic logic. The human mind is just too much of a maze, most humans are stuck for life. Sorry buddy, but the dumb one here is you.
  9. That's the same video, buddy, are you serious? She didn't say they didn't tested, she said they wasn't sure it would "stop imunization" (whatever that means). That would be discovered soon after it entered the market, which does not mean the vaccine wasn't safe and tested and served it purposed in preventing serious cases, hospitalizations and deaths. Turns out that vaccines do decrease transmition (later it was proven) along side with all other benefits. It is a social responsible choice even if it didn't decreased transmition but only avoided hospitalization. Less hospitalization = more hospital beds available to treat serious cases = less deaths
  10. Not to people see it "quickly", but misunderstand it quickly. You need, AT LEAST the FULL question and answer without edit. That's to say the LEAST. Its a complicated matter, trying to dumb it down in a 30s clip is to keep important parts out and misjudge it.
  11. 30 second video, really? That's what determins your opinion on the matter? Good lord
  12. Nothing was really affect, except now the institutions have more than enough clearance to go after every single one of them, including the military and high rank politics like ex-president Bolsonaro.
  13. It is only that, a tantrum. They were upset because their fascist leader lost the electon, went to the capital, broke everything, accomplished nothing, screaming and shouting for a military intervention. Hundreds of arrests later, they still cry and portray themselves as victims. This is as child-like behavior as it can be.
  14. Vipassana has a set of instructions that goes beyond just being present or mindful. But it is basically super detailed body scanning. W hen your concentration is sharp enough, you start to scan whole body parts while maintaining equanimity. I suggest you do a 10-day retreat to get the gist of it.
  15. To party longer.
  16. That's where you fucked up. NEVER smoke that much if aren't absolutely sure about the strenght of what you are consuming. There are a lot of strands and some a pretty strong. Someone who is addicted and smokes everyday might need those strong ones to feel something but if you are a noob, you will be in trouble. Pro tip: when in doubt, take one average puff and pass on the joint, observe the effects, avaluate the strength and maybe one more if you are ok and so on. Test the waters, NEVER go along with the group, don't ever be embarassed of saying "no, i am good". The fact that you handled the bad trip without your friends knowing about is a good sign, most people would be freaking out. But let this be a warn to be wiser next time and have RESPECT for the substance.
  17. Good in terms of science, awful in accessbility. Not a good healthcare "system". Lol and you guys call communists dreamers
  18. Nothing would be possible without the government doing the heavy-lifting. If it wasn't the case, everyone, everywhere would be inventing some amazing things but this isn't the case. It is needed very specific situations in order to inventions to bloom. Including: education, security and survival being taken care of in general. If you are homeless and hungry, you won't invent shit. You will be worried about your next meal, as 70% of humans today. Wrong.
  19. Then you and everyone you know are fools. Yeah, super-rich people, they are not aliens or lizard-people altough some can be very weird.