Shroomdoctor

New plan. Gonna post weekly updates.

I'm thinking about what habits are the most important to start and track. I would like to know which Habits gave you the most results in your life.

@Shin Amen.

@ajasatya How do you define "pure" intentions?

Do you also honor your male side? Your urge to conquer and to be the guy that girls look at like the guys you described? Or do you ignore that urge? Do you take steps to express your masculinity in a healthy manner?

@d0ornokey Ty

@d0ornokey Do you do any specific self love practices?

@fewrocker Nice! Did you just socialise or did try pickup too? Did you get any results?

@Psyche_92 Does Caffein actually decrease dopamine? :(((

@Charlotte This is very inspiring.

@Dan Arnautu Great Thank You fir this list

Hey guys, I have the following issue: I am a bit undecided on the topic of masturbation. I have a hard time finding the right balance. I have cut out porn, but I face the following issues with masturbation alone: With regular masturbation: - I loose part of my motivation - It gets more and more and its hard to keep i in line, when I'm not strictly not doing it. - I start to use it as an escape With no masturbation at all: - I get really motivated and my drive goes through the roof -BUT after a certain amount of time I loose control of my sexual impulses and start excessively longing for sex, spending unhealthy amounts of times on Tinder etc. e.g. "not" porn or masturbation but some kind of stimulation. I become really really really one sided, and rash in my decision making, getting me into potential risky situations. Have you faced similar problems, and how do you handle them?

If I am seeing a girl and I am seeing that I am getting more invested than her, should I lie about it to keep her interested or show my true feelings and live with the rejection if it happens? I often have this battle between these "dating principles" and my feelings and old habits.

@aurum Yes, that would be the ideal case. But I know I am not there yet. I have decided to go with the truthful route tho. Better to get rejected for who I actually am at the moment and later authentically embrace these principles than trying to put on an act and deep inside feel wrong and like a scam, even if it would bring immediate results. Would you say one needs the results to get to this place or can the mindsets be accomplished, I guess I would say, "outside of women". @NoSelfSelf These "rules" feel so constraining tho. If I have a feeling of liking her, not expressing it seems so wrong. Yes texting is one factor for it. @Hello from Russia I am not quite sure what I would like more, a long term gf or some open relationships. The sexond one seems so unattainable righ now. @Mathew Pav Yes, thats true. @universe Thank You, That helped.

@Shin @Charlotte Thank You. This actually means a lot to me. If I show this stuff to friends and family I either get no response or something like "you're crazy". <3

@Shin I could only do it on Friday but might be worth a shot.

@Shin I edited one thing. It should work now?

@Psyche_92 He is quoting you because everything you are saying is profound

You are so profound.

@Sahil Pandit So real

I don't think that is true.

Hello Guys, I am planning to take some 1-PLSD (because its legal in Germany and seems safe) to gain insight on the root of my depression and my indecisiveness with my career. I had planned to take 100 ug which is a low moderate dose. I have three questions mostly: 1) Is it a dump idea to trip in a bad mood? 2) Should I take a really really dose first? I have tripped on ALAD before. 3) How do I focus my trip on these things? Does that mean I cant listen to calming music etc? 4) Any other things I should take care of? @Leo Gura

@Charlotte I could use one

@Charlotte Tripping with knowing Im feeling down and accepting that trying to feel into the pain was the best thing I ever did. "Life is about how you treat yourself in every moment. In every moment of despair, in love, in happiness, in sadness. You are your own guardian angel and life is the challenge of treating yourself with love respect and sympathy every step along the way. With every challenge and every obstacle. With every failure, everything you do wrong, every breakdown and every breakthrough. That is Life, The Meaning of Life is Love."

Hello Guys and Girls, I don't know how to begin to describe how I feel. Maybe I will start at the recent trigger. So Yesterday, I again tried to have sex with the girl I'm seeing at the moment and again it did not work. I had this situation a couple of times now with a couple of girls. I feel like I will never be able to actually get over this and feel so freaking demasculined, if thats a word. And that brought everything else up to the surface. For three years I have tried to Self Actualize and the only real result I can honestly congratulate myself on is building a bit of muscle. I tried to build a consistent meditation Habit, now i cant even do 5 minutes. I changed my university degree to psychology thinking it would be my passion and I dont attend the classes. I tried again and again to start making music, buying equipment for lots of money and then ending up not using it. I tried to start to not give into instant gratification and still I cant get myself to be productive at all. I tried to eat healthy and I cant even get myself to cook one healthy meal a day. I tried to keep commonplace book and ended up deleting my notes over and over. I tried and tried and tried and ended up with failure after failure. Yesterday I ended up searching for suicide options for two hours and then realizing that I don't actually want to kill myself. Even in that I fail. I dont feel like I can get anywhere near where I want to be. I feel like its all a hopeless struggle against an invisible wall. The more I push, the more it hurts but nothing moves. I need hours to fall asleep and wake up with the feeling of "Fuck This." I dont even know what I intend with this posts, but this is nothing that i want to tell anyone. I dont want their fricking pity. Their pity makes it so much worse. It makes me feel so much more like I'm useless. Every time my mother looks at me with concern and tries to help me I get so freaking angry. I dont want help. I want to be able to manage things myself. I want to able to live a freaking good life. I dont want to always be depending on others. But I feel like thats a goal I can never reach.