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@Martin123 What am I, after your logic supposed to do if I may ask? Just say "Yeaaaah i can totally see that" or just say "Woaah thats total bullshit and you are delusional" How are those options better then a "lack of commitment"?

@Martin123 Wtf, Dude. How can I have an opinion? My direct experience would say no to that. But I do not know if that is true. And I have just learned to not cling to my opinions. So you may call me a pussy, but I will not claim to know something I cannot possibly know.

@Martin123 I would say that I do not know if that is true, and that I am not able to prove one or the other.

@SOUL @Azrael @Arman @Koyaanisqatsi Its funny how being wrong gets you to the things you most should be thinking about. Thank you for the value.

@Joseph Maynor I really like the part about certainty and uncertainty and the fear of looking to woo-woo, Things I can see inside myself, that I should work on. I will take some time thinking about how open mindedness works and how I should react to worldviews I do not agree with and the way I gain knowledge and wisdom, because I can see that mostly I am still taking on beliefs from other people and have a hard time thinking things through myself without bias. A contemplation habit is on my to-do list and I hope that this might help.

@jse humor is, like most things, subjektiv.

@Joseph Maynor Thank you. I will watch that video.

Why am I feeling affronted by that? Boy, ego going all out today. Still I'll take that as something meant in a positive way. At the moment, I do not agree with that. Still, thank you for your reply. I think everything that needed to be said has been said now.

That is what I have said before I am going to do There were multiple threads on that. I do not think they were all jokes. And where is the joke anyway, if it is legit? Still, I do not want to argue about that. As I said before, you were right in the message that I should not criticize those post, but ignore them if they do not resonate with me. And you are also right that I felt "righteous" when writing this post, which is quite ego-on-fire. I would not post this topic again, if I could go a few hours back in time, but that is what growth is, right?

@Deep I was talking mostly about techniques and stuff. Its not like you can tell someone "just focus on your experience" and they can do it. (Although in the end it might just be that easy). @Ruby White @Nahm @Mighty Mouse But in the end, you are right that I should not complain, but pick the things that seem viable to me. And I thank you all for that insight.

@blazed Its so easy to fall into the trap of wanting to follow others to get the answers. Its really hard to rely on yourself, a lesson I am learning day by day.

@Nahm I did not really understand the top part of your post. Could you elaborate? Like, I get that different perspectives and dogmas create arguments. I get that the truth often lies somewhere in between, which is why I try to not only see things through my own view. Sometimes, I am not that good at it.

@Nahm @Ruby White Did I come off as looking down upon others? I did not mean to do that. In my current worldview, these thing just don't fit. Maybe I am wrong, maybe I am right. But you can't simply say "everything is real and right". Like seeing little demons? In my mind that sounds like "I want to be special". That is my opinion. I am not saying I am 100% right, I am not saying people claiming seeing little demons are idiots. I am just saying I will not believe everything someone tells me on blind faith. And as long as nothing convinces me of the opposite, I will say that I liked the down-to-earth'nes of the forum which it seems to loose. Nothing more, nothing less.

Its hard to contribute when you do not have much experience. I try to only contribute to things I myself understand.

What I really think is important don't force it too much or you are going to end up unhappy. get to the point where you don't want to play video games that much anymore. If you do want to play a game do it, but don't do it for 3 hours straight. Work on your more high conscientiousness activities and grow at a pace that will not leave you frustrated.

@Azote It will get better. Whatever you do, don't give up.

@Lauritz I wish you the best of luck, many great insights and of course, massive growth. I will go on my first retreat in February.

@Lauritz Did you really kinda went 40 hour strong determination sitting basically or did you move sometimes?

@Psyche_92 There we have the same goal

@MarinM @Slade I think you should mention you do not mean implementation, but the course itself. Implementing takes 5 to 10 years.

The point is becoming someone who thinks like that and not pretending. so you then are "yourself" You don't want "yourself" to be a bitter, slut shaming, scarcity minded guy right?

First: I love that you do music. Continue building your skill and passion. On first glance, I think you might really benefit from some better recording gear and mixing.

Bringing passion into peoples life is mine.

I would be interested, too

Yes, Coke is the worse drug if that is the point you are trying to make.