Florian

I wouldnt say its the "hidden" variable since the model is about the evolution of the human psyche or consiousness, and awareness is basically a synonym for consiousness. So it's literally the key variable.

I think one key difference, or the key difference, between the two tiers is that in tier one you believe your values are absolutely right in everything, so if someone else from another stage has different values he is wrong, since your values are absolute for everything. And in the second stage you can make the distinction between two different systems, that are independent from each other, which means your values have nothing to do with the other system and theirs have nothing to do with you.

Very likely

To me it sounds like she was either very insecure about becoming sexual. Thats why she backed out 4 times. And when you left, she felt rejected and since she was in a very vulnerable position she felt the need to protect herself by telling her friends you sexually assaulted her. Maybe she has experienced actual sexual assault before. However that is another thing. Or she just didnt know if she liked you in a way where she wanted to become sexual and was just being ruthless and doing it out of revenge/self protection after being "rejected". Anyway everything you did was fine. Thats all I can judge from reading what you wrote above.

I recently started doing Kriya Yoga and sometimes I get a little bit of a headache while doing it or afterwards. Is this good/bad? I'm a newbie and I only do very little, like 3-10mins a day.

@Joscha btw, are you german or how did you read it? And this is the first thing I ever wrote.

I wrote a bit of fiction. There are some topics that I learned from Actualized.org integrated. It's in german though. https://www.wattpad.com/user/FishBeast

@Joscha more like a hobby

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@Proserpina What I learned/believe is that every emotional problem comes from either longing for oneness or the opposit, longing for existing as a seperate self/being something special. So to me that sounds very possible.

@Hello world Still alive?

@Hello world Before you kill yourself go steal some money to go to the gym. Better then killing yourself.

@Hello world What do you mean you can't afford the gym?

@Hello world Damn your life really sucks. Could really be helpful for you. Like REALLY. Maybe you are so extremely focused on wanting to have sex that you are unable to put your focus anywhere else which leads to the situation you are in. Edit: btw me saying your life sucks isnt meant in a bad way. It is what it is and it is perfectly fine. Edit2: Maybe try going to the gym. After I went the first time it was like the lense that I look through at the world around me completely changed. Could be that it's the thing specifically for me and you would need something else. But when I went and I realized that I have strength in myself and I just never used it, that really was refreshing and freeing. The resistance of the weights you push is just another manifestation of resistance in general. And masculinity is partly about pushing through resistance. When I had that thought while pushing weights it just made me happy. Try it, maybe it helps.

@Gesundheit2 Im not conservative and I meant that someone could maybe be conservative in some ways and progressive in others. But I think "conservative progress" would be keeping the things we already have safe and stable. Like conservatives keep the homeostasis in the humankind-system.

@Gesundheit2 just because someones political identity is conservative doesnt mean that the whole human being is about keeping things as they are, what I think conservatism is about. pretty non-nuanced statement.

Hmm... idk, are you sure about junk food?

step 1: stfu

So I just saw this video and it made me very curious for the meaning and origin of this symbol. Then I scrolled through the comments and saw someone wrote that he had seen this symbol everywhere when he took LSD. So I wondered if this happened to more people on a psychedelic trip. And where to find that out better then this forum? -> has anyone of you every had any experience with this symbol, especially while tripping or any different state of mind or whatever? btw having that symbol and this forum in my mind at the same time, I remembered the term "cosmic joke" that I read here a few times. I don't really know what it is supposed to mean exactly but in my mind it describes this Universal S pretty good.

Why are all the responses basically saying "you need to specify what kind of healer"? I mean she literally said relatively clearly what kind of healer. It still might need some more specification but its already pretty clear.

In a dream world I could imagine it given to people who offered the world tremendous value, as the highest award.

@Leo Gura I feel kinda scared writing this but it feels like you lost your balance or something. The intention behind your answer seems pretty "I am better then you". Like you didn't really read what I wrote or cared to think about it. Of course it is more complex then that but it still can have something to do with it. I mean you seem to have an enormous sex drive and you seem to have done enormous amounts of work. That raised the quetion in me whether it might be connected in some way. Your answer seems more like it's just to defend your ego and not answer my question (which I am aware you don't have to). Also here. I meant when you have easily accessible, unlimited amounts of porn, then your sex drive might develop to be weaker, since you don't really need it to be strong to get what you want. How do you know? As you said, you didn't experience a Zoomers porn experience as a teenager. Feels so "I have to make sure I am different" again. Who said that I waste my time with NoFap or pursuing real life woman. But I guess if you interact with so many people it's likely that I blend in with the majority for you and it's stupid of me to expect to get special treatment. Maybe my whole answer also has a defending my ego vibe, but I feel like it also might be some good feedback to you and I just spend a lot of time writing it so im going to post it anyways.

@Leo Gura Hmm.. you seem special to me in that regard. I have never heard something like that but I also never really interviewed anybody about their masturbation habits. Do you think one persons sex drive is related to their general motivation in life? Also when you started masturbating did you have porn to do it? Because maybe if you are very young and your brain is still in development, having unlimited amounts of porn (like you have to make one click and you see 20 hot naked chicks) causes your brain or sex drive to develope differently, since you don't seem to have a big need to go out and do something to get what you want.

I said I did it 9 seperate times a day once not you. But isnt 20 times in a row much harder? If you are telling the truth then I gotta say you got my respect. A man who is capable of such things deserves respect.

Wtf, are you a mutant or something? I can't believe you My record is 9 times a day and that was already hard (not so hard in the end anymore if you know what I mean), but 20 times IN A ROW?? Your mom must have visited Chernobyl while she was pregnant with you and something mutated in your genes that made your dick superhuman. Either that or something changed with men.