Shakazulu

So a man determined the limits of my human experience

@corndjorn thank you too much!!

@corndjorn I notice how my brain is forever making plans for gratification. I wanna give up, the jig is up, I'm done fighting

@corndjorn thanks man!!!

@corndjorn the question " who am I " is one of the most profound questions of man. But who is really conscious enough to stop and ask? This western living that we're part of.. a man created a lifestyle with meteres of happiness, sadness, love, image, appreciation etc. The land of so-called freedom is freedom to live within guide line. I'm out here making decisions because of my ego for a condensed form of gratification

I realized I have no control over what's going on. All I can do is become conscious. Our world has a food chain. Animals don't have a choice on what their eaten by. I can imagine how many systems are playing a role in our so called " decision "

@TheAvatarState I like this one haha @purerogue are you talking about curiosity?

@DecemberFlower got eeeeen you right lool

@pluto lol that's amazing. I'm from Toronto and the enlightenment community is pretty strong. Seeing and meeting people who've been practicing this for years makes me realize there's a lot that happened before my birth haha

I'm guessing as you practice yoga/meditation, self enquire, contemplate etc... your trips on physcadelics become more profound overtime? Or is there a limit to the impact of the physcadelic?

@pluto you've done it before ? ?

@purerogue interesting!!!!@TheAvatarState And that explains it! Funny how it still isn't of their doing

@Serotoninluv liberation because control leads to internal conflict

@Serotoninluv I see what you mean! Going from direct experience felt difficult

@Leo Gura thanks also I've been watching these little peter ralston interviews you've done lol they're good

@SgtPepper @Serotoninluv Thanks for your time guys :-)

@Truth Addict thnx for your time

I assume when people have similar ideologies they often create a cult (community) ideologies lead to cults. Do people create cults because in the egoic world of differences, we look for similarity, for appreciation, understanding perhaps even love?

@Aakash I've been thinking about some elements that make up cults.

Speaking of cult like behaviour- I'm unaware of the cults I'm a part of. However I know I grew up part of the " hypebeast " , " sneaker culture " - here's an example of how my self-esteem was based off my clothing:

@Hansu aww man this is a legendary vid. I automatically think of things to cut out in my schedule. Thanks

I see a radicle difference in how i relate to woman and how they respond to me. I'm in this cycle of wanting to be in a relationship one day then wanting to be completely alone another. Its like my brain cannot find a reason to take a girl on a date and have a relationship. Some days I feel so unrelateable even to my friends and family. Some days I relate with the world like on another level... i don't relate with the world everyday however......

@Hansu I just did the checklist and I realized: I don't want to " give-up " time I could use towards myself on another person if it's temporary - my new perspective is: I can still work on myself while having time and energy to care about someone else. This does make sense because I dropped out of college last October (I'm 20) and went full head into my life purpose/actualizing journey. With pressure from family and those around me, it feels like I forever have to be on my toes grinding. I can't miss a day of anything, I need to execute and " be perfect " catch my drift?

@Aakash hey, mind elaborating? ?

@EternalForest thank you for ya time ?@Hansu Hansu! Awesome advice. On the actualizing journey communicating ideas is difficult sometimes because you know what you mean but don't know how to say it. One second I think it might be cause of khundalini, another this another that